emjam

Traditional art of a person looking up at the viewer, with green skin and large leaves for hair.



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  1. Summary

    where I dump my gender-related works.

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    a series of works about trans dipper, genderqueer mabel, and their experiences in gravity falls. will sometimes focus on other characters.

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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Useless, waste of space, weak! That’s it,” he cried, standing straight in front of Stan, looking like he was a hundred feet tall as he towered over his family. “Tomorrow, you’re both starting boxing. If you little punks can’t keep out of trouble, you’re going to learn to fight and win. I don’t want to hear about you two losing again.”

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    Or, Stanley Pines breaks the cycle.
    (Title from Father of Mine by Everclear)

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    Curse him. Curse his name and this supposed gift he’d given of life. Even Javert’s final thought, submerged willfully in the cold waters of the Seine, was littered with the remnants of Jean Valjean. Let him be free. Let the water wash away the curse inflicted on his soul. Let him die now, too tormented to wait in agony for a natural death, even if it meant the remainder of his soul would go to Lucifer’s domain. Let his eternal life be one of misery, as he deserved. Perhaps Valjean would meet him there, but Javert did not think it so.

    Rescued from the Seine by a determinably anonymous benefactor, Inspector Javert struggles to cope with the consequences of being left alive.

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    16 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    this is inspired by a post on tumblr by @aromantic-enjolras
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    with valjean worried about enjolras being too lonely, he ends up saying he's dating someone.
    he's not, and he's not sure he ever wants to.

    but he gets into a fake relationship with grantaire anyway. it's fake so it's okay, right?

    ft. aro enj who doesn't know he's aro, an ill advised fake relationship, and lots and lots of healthy communication

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    18 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    “How is this different from when we’re playing?” Troy's voice was about to break.
    “Because I know it when you’re acting. You get so much into it that I see the character standing before me. And right now, I see you.”

    ***

    Growing up, connection between body and mind never really made sense to Troy. But that was before adulthood, and the agency that comes with it.

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    13 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Once Riz gets past the initial shock and terror at things changing, there’s a part of him that’s just want. That selfish, greedy part of him that he’s had to learn how to quiet, to stop focusing on the things he’s scared he’ll lose or that he’ll never have when he’s so spoiled with the things he does have now, it hears all the quiet promises in Fabian’s words and wants to clutch it all tight, no takebacksies. He wants to be wanted. He wants to bask in however Fabian wants to express his love the same way that he’s always loved it when Fabian expresses his love. He wants to not be scared of the thought of it. He wants to want it. He might want it? He wants to know if he does want it.

    (Or, discovering your best friend of over a decade is in love with you might bring some confusion, some complications, and plenty of recontextualizing, but it might also bring so much happiness.)

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    30 Oct 2025