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Portrait of a Young Man by tragedycore
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
09 Feb 2026
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The strange thing about Theo, Potter, was that he never saw himself the way I did. Thought he was ruined, broken, bad. But to me he was gold, always. Even when he cheated, even when he lied. Maybe especially then.
OR, the before, the during, and the aftermath of The Goldfinch, as told by Boris.
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01 Oct 2025
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“I figured it out about a month before graduation.”
When Oikawa explains this, they are sitting together in a boat in the middle of Lake Pichola, India, hiding at the end of the fourteenth century with no one to bother them. Hajime sifts his hand through the water to cool his face while Oikawa pauses to collect himself, sights fixed on the royal blue of an emerging night sky. He holds two fingers up to the yellowed moon, pinches it into forced perspective, and palms it completely to force the light out of his eye. At the view, he smiles like he’s defeated all the knowing gods, the fates and their fickle futures, and humbles himself from the stratosphere.
“You know the story, Iwa-chan,” Oikawa tells him, back on earth. “Boy jumps to Miyagi in attempt to run away. It is raining, when he meets another, and they are both five years old. Neither of them can decide if he is from years past, or years to come. Hell, he could be a monster, for all they know.”
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- Part 1 of ad astra
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As Sasuke continues on his mission to protect the village of Konoha from the outside, he meets a mysterious pair of ninjas. They inflict him with a strange jutsu that sends him into the body another version of his self that lives in an alternate reality where ninjas never existed, and technology seems to rule the world. If only to make things worse, this other version of himself is in some sort of romantic relationship with Naruto!
Meanwhile in Konoha, the Alternate-Reality-Sasuke's consciousness is placed into the Shinobi-Sasuke's body. If being thrown into a world full of "magic" and danger weren't enough, he's also got to deal with being married to a woman with a child! And Naruto, who doesn't seem to return any of his feelings.
The two Sasukes embark on a journey to return to their real bodies. The Shinobi-Sasuke, who has been stripped of all his power, and the Alternate-Reality-Sasuke who's terrified of this world he's been thrown into and only wants to go home to be with his Naruto.
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03 Sep 2025
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Keiji studies the hands still fidgeting in his lap. “I, uh… I’ve never actually hooked up with someone before. I’m not sure I understand the… protocol.”
“You could practice with me.”
“Sorry?” His head snaps up. His posture straightens. He waits for the moment when Bokuto’s serious expression breaks and they can both joke about the prospect of the two of them sleeping together as nothing more than that: a joke.
It never comes.
Convinced the reason his relationships don’t last is because of his performance in bed, Akaashi Keiji accidentally enlists his roommate to help him “improve” his skills. Completely platonically, of course.
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27 Aug 2025
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door by noxhsw for OnePoundJasmines
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
09 Aug 2025
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"They're sitting face to face in the corner of 'Hikaru''s living room. It's warm, it's way too warm, Yoshiki feels his bangs stick to his forehead ungracefully. 'Hikaru,' with gentle hands, pushes them aside. The small fan in the corner is whirring. The wind chime is dead silent. The smell of freshly cut grass reaches them by the movement of mildly cool air, not strong enough to make music out of metal, or to cool them down even just a little bit. The TV is open, showing god knows what. Not that Yoshiki cares. All he cares about is the bare floor hurting his tailbone, the heat they can't seem to escape, and most importantly, 'Hikaru''s mouth on his."
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"There is..." Akaashi begins haltingly, mouth cementing shut again as if thinking better of it. Koutarou nods, hoping to coax him on. "There's a confession I've received that I don't know how to turn down."
"Oh."
Now that it was out, the truth is kind of, well, tame. Definitely less scary than he'd been worrying that it would be.
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Or, Akaashi gets propositioned by a jerk, and Koutarou comes up with a plan to help him.
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02 Aug 2025
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After realization hits, Miya Atsumu tries to confess to the love of his life Kita Shinsuke. However, when is it too late to say something?
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The 5 times Atsumu doesn’t confess to Kita Shinsuke, and the 1 time he does.
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04 Jun 2025
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corrina, corrina by curlymcclain
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
01 Oct 2019
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Seeing him here, in New York, surrounded by the deep browns and golds of Hobart and Blackwell, is so alien to me I have to repress the urge to pinch myself like a child would after a dream. It looks incorrect, him standing here. Like someone has taken a pair of scissors to my memories of him, cut him out of his rightful place on the abandoned playground, and pasted him sloppily into a corner of my life where he doesn’t belong. Has it only been a few weeks? It feels like ages longer, like it’s been a decade, like we’re different people trying to see what exactly we liked about each other so much way back when.
But then he says it again- “Potter.”- and that feeling vanishes as quickly as it arrived.
“You came,” I say dumbly.
He gives a cheery smirk that I don’t believe. “Promised I would.”
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- Part 1 of corrina, corrina
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26 May 2025
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Before and After. Everything is Before and After. I have spent the last two and a half years trying to get to Before, trying to plant my roots there like a tree, hide from the bright sun of After so I don’t grow in the direction of its blinding light. Before is where my mother is.
And every way I can stay in Before, I have. I’ve worn clothes two sizes too small, because she bought them for me. I’ve taken old, overlong routes to the subway because that’s the way she always went. I avoid places, places I loved, because the last time I was there, she was alive. I fall in love with people who I saw Before. Just moments Before.
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‘You’re angry with me,’ Akiteru whispers.
‘No,’ comes the reply immediately. ‘No, I’m not mad at you, I’m just— mad at how much I love you. You’re always doing that. And it just makes me madder.’
companion piece to what spring does
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What Sakusa says is this:
"I told Kuroo-san I would do it, but I thought you should hear it from me." What Atsumu says, in all his infinite eloquence and quick-tongued wit is:
"Wuh?" Sakusa sneers.
"Congratulations, Miya, until the end of Terushima-san's party, we're officially dating."
or: Atsumu needs a fake date. Sakusa needs a fake boyfriend. What could possibly go wrong?
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14 May 2025
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This is fine! (It’s not fine.) It’s all just fun and games. (He wants to have a fistfight with God.) It makes him want to die a little bit sometimes, but he’s fine. (He’s jerked off so much, his dick is chafing.)
Or: Shirabu Kenjirou and Semi Eita are high school exes who end up living right next to each other, seven years after their dramatic breakup in the rain. Shit happens.
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26 Apr 2025
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saving all my summers for you
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09 Apr 2025
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New Skies by antarctic (ohargos) for finch (afinch)
Fandoms: Le Petit Prince | The Little Prince - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
26 Dec 2010
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The fox no longer has the light heart of a wild animal.
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07 Apr 2025
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Hinata swears he’ll rewrite the ending. Kageyama’s been waiting his whole life for the beginning.
This is a love story.
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31 Mar 2025
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the mother of beauty by postcardmystery for Jenett
Fandoms: Secret History - Donna Tartt
21 Dec 2012
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Julian Morrow was always supposed to be a somebody, and it’s not until his third summer in Rome, twenty-four and tan and smoking cigarettes on his balcony, that he realises that he was born a somebody, and there is nothing his father can do about it, either.
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26 Mar 2025
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Bitter great grief has Charlemagne the king* by orphan_account for eight_demands
Fandoms: Secret History - Donna Tartt
19 Dec 2010
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"I have spent years, since then, wishing I had never seen or spoken to him. But that would have been impossible for a number of reasons, and then I would have no story to tell."
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25 Mar 2025
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tides or winds or fates by antarctic (ohargos) for slavetohiscat
Fandoms: Secret History - Donna Tartt
23 Dec 2013
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If you allow yourself to be carried by winds and currents, it is quite easy to lose things such as names, time, gravity, and even your sanity.
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23 Mar 2025
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When Bokuto meets Kageyama the first thing he thinks is, No five year old should be able to scowl like that.
Or be that tall.
Then, Shit, his dad is really hot.
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04 Feb 2025
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“I'm gonna date that,” Bokuto declares solemnly, and Kuroo throws a plastic spoon at his head.
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04 Feb 2025
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It’s so easy, it’s always been so easy, Kuroo thinks, to fall into Bokuto’s orbit and drift exultantly in that gravitational thrall. Bokuto is so impossibly engaged and present and alive, and when Kuroo is with him, he feels drunk on the sheer possibilities of life.
Like he can go toe to toe with giants, mountains, gods even, and somehow win against them all.
It's been a while since they've hung out and Kuroo thinks about how it started, how it's going.- Language:
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27 Jan 2025