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    “What are you wearing?” Ilya asks, his voice sounding strangled. 

    Shane looks down, confused. “What’s wrong with what I’m wearing? I always–”

    “Why are you wearing your glasses?” Ilya interrupts, and Shane notices the tension in his entire body when he speaks. 

    “I ran out of contacts,” Shane says. 

    “So you are wearing glasses to practice?”

    “Yeah, it’s just one practice,” he says defensively, even though he’s done nothing wrong. “I’ll grab a pair of contacts from the eye doctor this afternoon."

    “Right,” Ilya says, his eyes laser-focused on Shane’s face as his lips set in a tight line. 

    “Is that a problem?” Shane quips, and it comes off kind of bitchy, but he’s so confused as to why Ilya would have any issue with him wearing his glasses to one practice. He normally loves Shane in glasses. 

    Ilya seems to shake himself out of whatever weird-ass mood he’d fall into. He smiles, but it looks strained. “Of course not. Let’s go.” 

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    Or, Shane has to wear his glasses to practice and Ilya absolutely cannot deal with it.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “You like it here?” Rosanov asked after a few more moments of silence.

    Shane looked over at him, but Rozanov was still facing away. “What, Saskatchewan?" 

    The Russian laughed, it was a bright and brilliant sound. “No, this place is shithole. Canada.” 
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    Shane Hollander spends five years of his life living in Japan, helping his Mother care for his sick Grandmother. It changes who he is, who he would have been, and shapes his life and career. Shane still finds hockey, he will in every universe, and where Shane Hollander plays hockey Ilya Rozanov is never far behind.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    The messages were never meant to leave the chat.

    When they do, they expose the racism and homophobia festering inside the Montreal locker room, directed at their own captain.

    In the wake of leaked texts and public speculation, Shane Hollander chooses to go on record. Not to defend his relationship. Not to protect his reputation.

    But to set the timeline straight.

    Eleven years. Three Cups. One secret.

    And a version of events that was never the whole story.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “What is this?” Ilya asked.

    “Ah.” Shane couldn’t quite meet his eyes as a faint blush crept across his cheeks. “Well, I wasn’t sure what the dress code would be for the party, so I laid out some options for us.”

    Ilya’s heart fucking stopped.

    “The… what is this, what is happening?” Ilya asked, wanting to be sure that he understood correctly.

    Shane’s blush intensified as he gave Ilya a small, unsure smile.

    “I don’t know Boodram very well, so I had to guess what the vibe would be. You were… you were in the shower for a long time and I was feeling anxious so I… Sorry, it’s so stupid but I just wanted to… I don’t know, show you I’m in?”

     

    Or, what if Shane didn't leave after their fight on Boxing Day?

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    After an away game in Philadelphia, the Ottawa Centaurs begin leaving their locker room, one by one. Little do they know that the Flyer's social media team has installed hidden cameras in the hallway and Gritty is lurking just around the corner. The cameras capture the Centaurs' reactions to being confronted by the NHL's most chaotic and infamous mascot.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “Okey? What—” Shane cuts him off, placing a small, ornate wooden chest into his hands. It looks a bit like the music box he remembers seeing in his niece's bedroom back in Russia, but it’s making a weird noise that isn’t musical at all. It’s…ticking? 

    Ilya freezes.

    “Shane…what is this?”

    A slow, maniacal smile blooms across his face, “It’s a bomb, Ilya.”

    or, what if the I love you scene in episode 6 went…a bit differently.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “No, your task,” Harris holds out his hand, “is to pull out exactly 9 inches without looking.”

    Ilya does very little to hide the devilish look on his face.

    or,
    Harris does the tape measure TikTok trend on the Centaurs, and he learns more than he ever wanted to know. But at least the internet seems to love it.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Told through tweets, screenshots, interviews, and fan threads, Shane Hollander and Illya Rozanov’s rivalry slowly turns into something softer and more complicated—something the internet notices long before either of them is ready to name it.

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    Shane’s mind was fuzzy. The scratching of skates and the roar of the crowd overwhelmed him, distracted him. His head felt heavy, laden with sounds, not enough space to focus on the game. It felt as if his brain had fogged over suddenly, stopping him from thinking about anything other than how loud everything was.
    Shane felt his brain pulling him back, pulling him away from the game, drawing him into himself. A pressure built up behind his eyes and it was all he could do to not tip forward with the weight, feeling the heaviness of his brain.

    “-ander?”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “So, what? You are going to arrest me? For being too sexy?” he joked, gesturing to the cuffs.

    Shane’s embarrassment rushed back in full force, along with a wave of something much hotter. Why did he assume Ilya might be into this? Why did he assume Ilya even wanted, much less, needed, someone else to take control? “I-ah- don’t know why-” 

    Ilya chuckled. “Fucking relax, Shane. You want me to tie you up and fuck you until you sob, yes? Sounds fun.” 

    Those words, in Ilya’s deep, accented voice, made Shane’s stomach clench. He wondered when, if ever, Ilya’s physical effects on him would wear off. Total immunity was probably a lost cause, but he could live with that. Like always, Ilya talking so explicitly made Shane a little braver. He squared his shoulders, and lifted his gaze. 

    “Actually, I wanted to tie you up.”

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    OR: Shane tries to get Ilya to relax, in an unconventional way.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Five times where someone accidentally discovered that it’s always the quiet ones, and one time where Shane told them directly.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    As Shane walks into practice with the ottowa centaurs for the first time, he is nervous.
    They don't know he is engaged to their captain.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.

    She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.

    …Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.

    Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Dialogue prompt: "Look me in the eyes when you lie like that."

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    It’s a nothing interview. Pre-game in Montreal before they warm up for the game against Boston. One camera, one reporter Shane recognises but doesn’t really know. The question’s about a Russian rookie adjusting to the league. Shane answers in English at first. Then the reporter follows up, in Russian.

    The NHL translator shifts instinctively, already stepping closer.

    Shane doesn’t pause. He answers back in Russian before the translator can open his mouth, quick and clean, accent careful but confident. Just a sentence. Then another. The translator hesitates, then stops entirely, hands dropping like he’s been waved off without a word.

    Shane switches back to English like it didn’t happen.

    The reporter freezes. The camera freezes. Fans online detonate.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have matching tattoos.

    What could go wrong?

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    17 Feb 2026

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    @ottawacentaurs It’s Thursday, and that means it’s AMA time! Today @shanehollanderhockeyplayer will be answering your questions, so tag them #CentaursAMA

    @ilyarozanov81 I am waiting for my husband to be ready to leave the rink so i am going to help him answer the questions at #CentaursAMA

     

    Or: Reasons the Centaurs Communications Team looks forward to Fridays.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    katrina @katisnowacensfan

    ilya rozanov saw me tweet that signing to the cens is the most indefensible thing he's ever done, said "hold my vodka" and started fucking his arch-rivals MOM. ily roz but you're stressing me out and we're barely halfway through the season.

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    Someone takes a photo of Ilya and Yuna shopping for art and the internet runs with it.

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    17 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    ...Started wearing less and goin' out more
    Glasses of champagne out on the dance floor
    Hangin' with some girls I've never seen before
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    The caption on Shane's post truly made him pause. What the hell did that mean? Shane was with Rose, was he not? Why the hell would he caption his post like that when he had a girlfriend?
    Or maybe Ilya was overreacting. But he really didn't feel like he was. Nothing that Shane did was ever cool or collected. It was either awkward as hell or very calculated. And his other posts hadn't been captioned like this.

    But how stupid was it to think that the caption would have been aimed at him?

    At this point, Ilya really was at the end of his patience. And he so desperately wanted to reach out to Shane. But he wouldn't. Not when he was sure that Shane definitely wouldn't reply. So, what was the next best desperate thing one could do in this situation? Well, Ilya Rozanov here had the answer.

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    Or: Shane posts a personal picture on IG for the first time and realises the world sees him as an It-boy - and Ilya makes a fake account to fangirl over him

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    17 Feb 2026

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    HOLLANDER IS GAY

    A shocking moment has occurred as Gilbert Comeau outs fellow Montreal Voyager and Captain Shane Hollander as gay. Fans of the hockey team are divided, with some condemning Comeau's actions and others calling for transparency.
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    Rozanov and Hollander?

    During the recent pre-season game, Ilya Rozanov revealed a past hook-up with Shane Hollander, asking the other captain if he’d like a repeat.
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    Shane’s Wife @hockeygirl25

    Okay, so wait, this was just pigtail pulling the entire time?

    Or, after Shane is outed by a teammate, Ilya decides to bin their ten-year plan to publicly woo his boyfriend as if they aren’t already dating.

    The public predictably loses its mind.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya keeps breaking the internet with his interviews and shenanigans. The internet, predictably, keeps losing its shit.

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