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Three weeks ago, Dean woke up in a pine box. He thought dealing with the nightmares was going to be the most difficult part of his new life after Hell, but at least they were something he could understand. Something he could deal with. Something he deserved.
Then he began having agonizing visions of crucifixion. Wounds appeared on his body out of nowhere. Wounds that refused to heal and coated his skin with the sickly sweet smell of roses.
Stigmata are said to be the marks of saints, but Dean is not a saint and the wounds are only the beginning.
Here are some companion character playlists:
Dean
Castiel
Sam
Enjoy!Update 9/11/2024: Chapter 7 of the sequel is posted.
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- Part 1 of Lazarusverse
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- English
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- 90,365
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- 15/15
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17 Feb 2026
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read between the lines (i will if you will) by Ablissa
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
04 Dec 2017
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Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
Dan?danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
yeah?Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
I think I'm in love with you
I just
I can't wait to meet you
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Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.Series
- Part 1 of read between the lines
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- English
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- 72,580
- Chapters:
- 19/19
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- 1
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- 1,379
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24 Nov 2025
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A not so brief history of Frerard, from 2001 to 2024.
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- 75,188
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- 28/28
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- 1
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- 25
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27 Oct 2025
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Goose has been dead for a week and a half when Iceman loses his first wingman in a dogfight with six Soviet MiGs over the Sea of Okhotsk.
Goose has been dead for thirty years when Iceman loses his second wingman to a surface-to-air missile on the tail-end of a mission he's responsible for: he's sent his family on a suicide mission to destroy a uranium enrichment facility in Russia's Far East.
This is the story of those thirty years in the middle.
(Or: Tom Kazansky rises through the ranks while trying to stay a good man. If he ever was one to begin with.)
[Final edit 2/4/23. See Ch. 1 notes for major changes.]
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- Part 1 of Easier Done Than Said
- Language:
- English
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- 97,722
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- 13/13
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12 Jul 2025
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Nothing says "indulgence" like a series dedicated to nothing but fluff and general shenanigans. A 'verse for the various escapades of Dean and Cas lovin' and the majestic beauty that is Team Free Will.
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- 73
Bookmarked by ceramicdoves
09 Dec 2024
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everything is wrong, but it's alright by earthtolovers for californias
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Nov 2024
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Buck had once told Eddie the universe was screaming at him. Truthfully, he should have screamed back.
What a cruel joke, Eddie thinks, hysterically. Take me instead, your fight is with me.
Buck & Eddie get stuck. They have a lot of feelings about it.
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- 1/1
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18 Nov 2024
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A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.
At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.
Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.
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- English
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- 24,872
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- 3/3
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- 2
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- 756
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05 Nov 2024
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In the comedown, Eddie lets himself drift. He waits for it—the shame, the guilt, the panic over thinking about his best friend while he got himself off.
It comes, but not for the reasons he expects. Eddie melts into his mattress in the aftermath of his orgasm, and doesn’t stop thinking about it. He’s gay. He finds Buck hot. Buck is his best friend, his co-parent, his partner in just about everything. Buck likes men too. It’s a possibility, a real one. Eddie can see a future with Buck, and that’s when the panic hits him.
Eddie wasn’t a good husband. What he has with Buck right now isn’t worth losing. Eddie is in love with his best friend, but he thought that about Shannon too—and look where that ended up.
or: Eddie fucks an ex-priest, has a crisis of faith, and figures it out.
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- English
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- 40,406
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- 3/3
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- 112
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- 1,238
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30 Oct 2024
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Tommy knew Eddie was gay the second he laid eyes on him...
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What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
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- English
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- 97,556
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- 12/?
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- 5,820
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Bookmarked by ceramicdoves
17 Oct 2024
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DEAN
You text me outta nowhere after two years sayin' you miss me! And you wanna come visit!
The hell else am I supposed to make of that?CAS
Can friends not miss each other!?DEAN
Are you trying to tell me you're not in love with me? You think I'll buy that?CAS
Of course not!DEAN
'Course not what!?CAS
Of course I'm not trying to tell you that!DEAN
So what are you trynna tell me?Bookmarked by ceramicdoves
18 Jan 2024