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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    It was odd: in all the times he’d had friends over before, it’d never felt so important to get everything right. You weren’t supposed to care this much about being a good host when you were fifteen, he thought. It was the sort of thing that only mattered once you got older.

    (Or: the mortifying ordeal of having someone you like over to your house.)

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Hamburg's been fun, if a little wild, but tensions between Pauline McCartney and Susie Sutcliffe have been reaching boiling point and Pauline's jealousy has got out of control. She doesn't understand why she's so bothered about Susie's friendship with Joan Lennon, until Joan makes her understand.

    A Fem!Beatles fic set during the first Hamburg trip.

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    During their trip to Paris, Paul makes a very convincing argument as to why they shouldn't go out that night, and why John should stay in with her instead.

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    10 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    this is everyones requests ive done so far :0!!! im impressed to say how easy these were to get through...

    if youd liek to send a ask or request u can do that @ tumblr - georgeharrisonswizardhatt

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    03 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Paula McCartney wants to see Joan Lennon squirt. She might just have to be the one to make her do it.

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    23 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    "To remember it so clearly, so painfully tonight tells me that I have never for an instant truly forgotten it." (James Baldwin, Giovanni's Room.)

    When he was sixteen, Paul helped a drunk and grieving John get home from the pub. Years later, he spends an evening remembering it.

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    09 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    "Paul remembers wanting to beg. Sitting at the kitchen counter with the light off, peering out into the living room while Jim watched the races. He remembers wanting to scream. Look at me. Pay attention to me. Say something to me."

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    It's 1963 and Paul is on the edge of a nervous breakdown. John is living with Cynthia, and all Paul has left is Jim.

    An examination of George Martin and Paul's relationship in the early days of The Beatles, or: how George Martin comes to adopt Paul, and how John and Paul start to break free from the Lennon-McCartney issue cycle

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    08 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    It hadn’t felt that long since Paul had last seen George Martin, but when he reminded his former producer of that, he was told it had been years and years.

    Paul and George Martin reunite in Montserrat after John's death.

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    08 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    “And what do I get out of it then” Paul asked, quirking his eyebrow and gaze dropping to John’s lips

    John smirk and leaned forward, brushing their noses together, “Your life”

    Paul grinned, that’s exactly what he wanted to hear.

     

    Paul is set in an arranged marriage with a mysterious man named John who is dangerous, handsome, and kills without question, quickly he becomes obsessed with every aspect of him. He wants John, danger and all.

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    05 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 12

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    John spends time at Cavendish and gets, unknowingly, into the habit of nightly cuddling. Paul has to deal with it.

    Set sometime in summer '67

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    05 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    There was a time when they couldn’t get enough of each other; when they would tell each other everything about their lives, only they didn’t need to, with how deeply immersed they were in one another. There was a time when he would’ve known if Paul was in the same city as him.

    John sees Paul in the street while he's in Liverpool for a break. It's funny, because neither of them knew the other would be in town. And John can't figure out why that is.

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    27 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 8

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    Long ago people would make a wish and blow dandelion seeds to follow them and find their true love. Nowadays no one believes in that, and it's a load of hassle to follow flying seeds through a busy modern city, but John Lennon is a hopeless dreamer.

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    21 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    'Then...oh, I don't know. Listen, I love you. I don't want you to talk like that.'
    'You love me?'
    'Well, yeah. As much as I could possibly love my closest friend and the man who changed my life forever.' He smiled gently. 'I'm here for you. If you want to talk about something, I'll listen.'
    'But when you said love, you meant...'
    'The love of a good friend. Of a brother, even. Hell, maybe something else we don't even have a word for.'
    'But not the love of a lover.'
    'I told you before, Johnny. I'm as straight as they come, so to speak.'

    So, another failure. Of course.

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    John is in love with Paul. That's not so special in itself. What is special is the fact that he has been in love with him throughout multiple lives, spanning over many centuries.

    Yet fate played a cruel trick on him when it never gave him anything in return.

    And even after he lost his hope and the chances for a happy end seem impossibly small, one question remains: can the universe truly be this cruel?

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    21 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    He’s always been pretty. That’s never been up for debate- as many comments as John’s fended off about her apparent mannishness, he’s dealt with just as many about his looks. But as pretty as he’s always been, with his thick eyelashes and sad tilt of his head, there’s something about this version of him that just does it for her- embracing it, adorning himself in flowers and loose-fitting clothes that might’ve come straight off the rack of the women’s department section.

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    19 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    When he’s thirteen, Paul wakes up with a hickey. It’s mottled and purple, and it’s not his.

    Or; a soulmate au where your body mirrors the body of your soulmate. Any cuts, bruises or scrapes one gets on their body, so will the other. Of course, no one believes in that anymore.

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    19 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    The Wild West has held an appeal for Paul McCartney a musician and piano player who has burned his bridges in England and is making his way across the continental United States for ultimate riches in California. Wanderlust and hungry for adventure, he isn't sure the Dakota Territory and Deadwood are what he envisioned, but a protective stranger by the name of John Lennon might be the one to show him what he really wants in his life.

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    16 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 66

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    Paul has always been sort of vaguely aware of the fact that he loves John, in the same way that he’s aware that John loves him, in the same way that he’s aware that it doesn’t matter. He knows that they can’t be together – they can’t be queer – so it’s not worth dwelling on, is it?

    If he thinks about it too deliberately, it hurts. So he doesn’t think about it.

    It would have been perfectly fine going on that way. He might have done it his entire life with ease, even. It would have been fine, it not for the fact that one day he just – forgets, for a moment. And he kisses him.

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    12 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 15

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    Paul didn't do cities. Not anymore. The last one nearly killed him, and what came after changed everything. In a world overrun by the undead, every step is a fight, every choice a risk. Survival isn’t just about staying alive. It’s about holding on to the people who matter most, even when the world has already taken almost everything.

    Title - Tomorrow Never Knows by The Beatles.

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    10 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Tally it up, will you?”

    “I can count to ten,” Paul managed. “If you ever get there.”

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    10 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    If John thought they were just having a laugh, seeing who could last the longest, then why did it matter if Paul snuck a few looks his way while they were doing it? If John didn’t see it as queer, then it didn’t have to be — it could just be them.

    Except, Paul could admit as John’s big hand wrapped around the base of his cock, this felt pretty unmistakably queer regardless.

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    09 Dec 2025

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