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"So what, you guys just stay here and watch our lives?" Van asked them.
"I mean, we won't be watching your life anymore," Nat nicely pointed out
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What if all the other dead people are stuck in the afterlife plane.
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10 Nov 2025
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at first, all lottie can see is the blood. it's dripping down her face, through her clothes, and god, what if there's a bite in there somewhere? what if nat is bitten and now lottie has to watch her turn, or worse- she has to abandon her, just like she abandoned-
"hi, lottie," she croaks, before pitching forward, and lottie catches her.
or: the only goal is to survive. lottie thinks love is the antithesis of survival. nat thinks it's the whole purpose.
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10 Nov 2025
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Lottie should want more for herself than this. But it’s Nat. It’s the girl she opened her arms to before she even knew she could move her arms like that. It’s the girl whose breath she had mapped with her own lips once. Who doesn’t kiss like summer– but like something thawing from winter. Like the drip of it coming down your throat, like sickness and relief, all at once.
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or: Lottie and Nat, in between.
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30 Oct 2025
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Nat gets a concussion in the last game of the year, and she can't go home because everyone knows that will just make her head worse
Lottie takes her in, despite Nat's reluctance.
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30 Oct 2025
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Natalie is struck by how tall the other girl is. Granted, she must be a good four inches taller than her but Natalie feels like a goblin in the presence of an amazon.
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It's only at a Halloween party you'll find lesbian Rodrick Heffley and Regina George making out.
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26 Oct 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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25 Oct 2025
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Nat honestly doesn’t know why a straight woman sitting next to her boyfriend just looked at her like that, but she suddenly isn’t sure the library is the right place to be if she wants to focus on her essay anymore.
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24 Oct 2025
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They've kind of got this whole friendship thing down, Nat thinks. It really isn't that weird that Lottie is her ex-girlfriend, aside from the occasional drunken slip-up, a lingering stare here and there, or the thumping jealousy at the thought of the other sleeping with someone else.
Well, that is, until she gets locked in a department store with said ex-girlfriend.
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21 Oct 2025
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Lottie and Nat keep getting caught in compromising positions. They're not dating. They're just stuck together. Literally.
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- Part 1 of do you have to let it linger
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21 Oct 2025
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"Are you here because you want to be?" Lottie asks, fingers dancing up Natalie's sides. "Or is it because Travis ignored your calls again?”
It starts because Shauna needs to make sure no one finds out about what happened out there. It continues because… well, Natalie’s trying to figure that out.
Or, Natalie visits Lottie throughout the years after rescue.
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21 Oct 2025
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will you please come to my work holiday party and pretend to be my girlfriendjackie
TEMPTING but jeff’s dad is a donor and him and his wife will def be therenat
it’s like you don’t want our fake dating au to succeedjackie
i’m SORRYYYY
you have other friends, don’t you?? what was the name of that girl you used to study with??? the hot one??nat
lottie is NOT an optionor;
“Do you have anything coming up for work?” Lottie asks, chin resting on her hand.
Nat’s stomach sinks. This is it. She has to ask now. Lottie’s been perfectly lovely, and now she has to go and ruin it.
“I do, actually. There’s this company holiday party.”
Lottie nods along, smiling, clueless. “That sounds fun.”
Nat grimaces. “Yeah. Yeah, theoretically.”
Lottie catches on, squinting. “What’s wrong with it?”
Nat looks down. “I’ve sort of been… lying to my coworkers?”
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- Part 2 of annual lottienat holiday fake dating au
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19 Oct 2025
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Lottie swallows, hard. “Um, I really like your shoelaces.”
The girl snorts. “Wow. Tumblr much?”
Lottie frowns at her. “What’s Tumblr?”
or: lottie, everyone's favorite sweet summer child, has her first kiss. with a hot stoner girl. outside a gay bar.
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19 Oct 2025
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Lottie narrows her eyes for a moment, in the middle of the waiting, and then, completely deadpan: “I need you to be my girlfriend.”
Admittedly: this isn’t the craziest thing Lottie has uttered in her presence - but it’s damn near close to what’s in first place.
Nat learns more about Lottie Matthews in one summer than she has in every other year that's preceded.
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19 Oct 2025
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“What’s your venmo?” Natalie’s voice is softer with Travis gone, residual anger beginning to drain from her eyes and stance.
Lottie smooths down the fabric of her shirt, painfully aware of what Natalie’s expression and proximity is doing to her. Shit. “ It’s ‘lottiematthewsphotography’. Two ‘T’s both times, one word, all lowercase.”
Nat nods, tongue poking out between her teeth as she types. “Lottie Matthews, huh?”
Lottie nods. “Engagement and wedding photographer.”
“I gathered.”
Lottie winces. “Right. Sorry.”
Nat lifts a shoulder. “Don’t apologize. I’m Natalie. Scatorccio.”
Lottie holds out her hand instinctively, and Natalie, for some reason, takes it and shakes.
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travis hires lottie to take photos of his proposal to nat to disastrous results. lottie sticks around after so nat isn't alone. she winds up sticking around a lot longer than expected.
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19 Oct 2025
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When Nat accidentally texts the wrong number after finding a bunch of cats on the side of the road, doe doesn’t think much of it.
But then she keeps texting them.Bookmarked by brownputx
18 Oct 2025
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i could be a good mother (and i wanna be your wife) by infinitylilies
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
18 Mar 2025
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"'We are not calling our child Mary Jane.'
'First off, it’s a bag of flour. Second, it’s a sick-ass name.'
'No. And you're the one who said it was a boy!'
'Fine, then. What do you want to call it?'
'Something classy. Respectable. Maybe… Edmund?'
'No fucking way.'"
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Lottie and Nat are paired up in class to take care of a flour baby for a week. Chaos (and gayness) ensues!
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17 Oct 2025
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Lottie didn’t have time to think before Nat turned over, pulled herself closer, and kissed Lottie. Her lips were soft but the kiss felt rough and uncoordinated. Messy. Hungry. Lottie let out a subconscious moan, and it only spurred Nat on.
“Do you want me to stop?” Nat asked in her mouth.
“No, keep going.”
And she did. Which was how Lottie found herself buried between Nat’s legs, under that steamy, congested blue comforter at three in the morning.or
lottie and nat become fuck buddies. what could go wrong? lol
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17 Oct 2025
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they’re mad toxic at first but i ate that sh*t uPP
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“Sure, I'll do it,” Nat agrees. Against her better judgement, maybe, but fuck it—she’s never been one for smart decisions, and she won't start now. “I'll be your arm candy, rage bait, whatever. Just don’t go falling in love with me or anything.”
The corner of Lottie’s mouth curls upwards, showing her crooked tooth. “I’ll do my best.”
She holds out her right hand, waiting. Nat reaches out and takes it, and there: an agreement struck by words, bound by skin. Down the hall, across sun-drenched tiling, the shadows of tree branches stretch out like antlers below them.
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17 Oct 2025
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six feet beneath the moon (you feel like summertime) by yoonseoah
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
15 Jul 2023
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Nat is stuck working at Sunshine Honey Country Club doing menial tasks for entitled rich people.
Definitely not her dream summer job.
There's a long, long list of things she could complain about. Things that bother her.
But what absolutely does NOT bother her is how weirdly close Lottie and Jackie seem to be lately.Nat doesn't care about that. She doesn't. Not even a little bit.
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12 Oct 2025
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come to my window (crawl inside by the light of the moon) by alilbitgay
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
26 Jan 2024
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It’s just that sometimes, she thinks about Lottie, standing in her backyard, her eyes all soft in the starlight and her hair messy from climbing out of bed. Her mind slips past the memory, and the rain starts pouring down, and they stand there getting soaked and just looking at each other, and Nat feels like she’s reading poetry in Lottie’s eyes.
or: 4 times lottie climbs through nat's bedroom window, and one time nat returns the favor.
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- Part 1 of the come to my window cinematic universe
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10 Oct 2025