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Ilya smiles and leans in, his lips a few centimeters away from Shane's. "I thought you would not want me getting germs all over the place. You have game in a few days, you wouldn't want to be sick for that."
"So you're allowed to play sick, and I'm not?" he asks. Ilya nods again, the tip of his nose bumping Shane's.
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Ilya Rozanov hasn't been cared for while sick in decades. This, predictably, brings up some feelings when the Hollanders try to do just that.
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don't forget to kiss me by bluemiilk
Fandoms: Superman (Movie 2025), Superman - All Media Types
28 Dec 2025
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Lex Luthor genetically engineers a virus, disguised as the common cold, to infect the population of Metropolis, and by extension, Superman.
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who would i be without you, without them? by avalonjoan, bluemiilk
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
11 Sep 2025
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"We're short-staffed because of flu season, and I had an extra case assigned to me, and I couldn't just—"
"Couldn't just what?" asks Abby, her voice just above an angry whisper. Frank can picture her clearly, hunched over in the bathroom, hand cupped over her mouth to muffle the conversation. "Couldn't tell anyone you needed to leave when you were scheduled to leave because you have a court-approved time to pick up your kids?"
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Frank Langdon takes his kids to stay at his apartment for the weekend. Unfortunately, he also takes home the flu.
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No matter what meticulous plans she makes to celebrate, birthdays always end the same—curled up under a blanket, staring at the ceiling, as a vague feeling of existential dread weighs her down.
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Mel isn't used to being taken care of. Langdon is prepared to change that.
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smoke signals by bluemiilk
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Jul 2025
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"If it were still legal in the state of New York to prominently advertise tobacco products, Rogers would fit perfectly on a billboard. "
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Steve Rogers yearning for the past, but not explicitly.
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street food and spiderwebs by bluemiilk, deadvinesandfanfics
Fandom Daredevil (TV), Deadpool - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
24 Apr 2025
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the AU where we fix it but everything is worse
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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18 Feb 2026
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icymi by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.
She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.
…Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.
Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)
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17 Feb 2026
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Fill for this fic-a-thon prompt:
Someone in John’s staff sells his diaries to the press in the 70s. They’re printed in the papers. They contain his feelings about Paul. They are him pining over Paul. Paul reads them.
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11 Feb 2026
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smoke gets in your eyes by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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Then Rozanov turns, his side profile on full display, and Shane can see now that it’s not his phone he’s cradling in his hands but an unlit cigarette and a flickering lighter.
Shane is suddenly unsure of his next move. If he announces himself, he can perhaps get this introduction over with before the stick ever gets lit. And then, of course, there’s always the option of turning around completely, heading back inside like he was never even here. But when else will he get the chance to meet Rozanov alone, privately, without a crowd of hungry journalists eager to hear their first exchange and weigh in on their microexpressions and tones and the unspoken messages in their words?
What he absolutely cannot do is be within three metres of Ilya Rozanov smoking a cigarette because there are some embarrassments you never come back from, and suffering a spontaneous nosebleed while introducing himself to the Russian opponent he’s never met before is unequivocally one of them.
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Shane Hollander has a strange affliction: cigarette smoke gives him nosebleeds. Needless to say, this makes interacting with Ilya Rozanov more difficult than he'd previously imagined.
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13 Feb 2026
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and when broken bodies are washed ashore (who am i to ask for more) by wardo_wedidit
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
08 Aug 2022
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“Jesus, took you long enough,” John says, adjusting the duffle over his shoulder. “Thought I might be out here til morning at this rate.”
For a second he wonders if he’s drunker than he thought, but no. As far as he can tell, it is still 1980, and he hasn’t seen or so much as spoken to John in ten years.
Or, John comes to stay with Paul in Scotland to ride out the press storm of his divorce to Yoko, and Paul learns to stop running away.
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11 Feb 2026