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    Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.

    When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.

    What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
    until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.

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    28 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    When you spend six hours a day around someone, room with them on trips, and hang out on the occasional weekend, you think you know almost everything about them.

     

    Or, Hayden learns about one of Shane's coping habits.

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    27 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    “You scream in your sleep.”

    “That was one night.”

    “It was three.”

    “You’re counting?”

    “Yes. Because I’m awake for all of them.”

    “I don’t want you to see me like this.”

    “I see you.”

    “It’s just a plate.”

    “I can’t—”

    “Can’t what?”

    “I didn’t stop it.”

    “I was fourteen.”

    Or, Shane starts having episodes—flashbacks he doesn’t fully remember—that bleed into sleep, into games, into the space between him and Ilya. He loses time. He loses weight. He loses control of the carefully engineered life he built to feel safe. Ilya isn’t the only one confused—because Shane won’t let himself remember. And when the ice finally cracks, it’s not just their marriage on the line.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    If this is what growing up feels like, Shane Hollander doesn’t want it.

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    5 times nobody took Shane Hollander seriously + the 1 time they finally are forced to.

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    15 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    Fledgling Shane gets his first set of baby fangs, and he needs some help from his sire, Ilya, to take a nap like a good little bat.

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    15 Feb 2026