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Gabriel has nightmares. Gabriel has memories.
And he cannot talk about them.
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- Part 33 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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On a trip to take down a witch wreaking havoc on a small-town carnival, Sam discovers that Gabriel will sometimes choose an unfortunate route to calming himself down and realizes that such behavior goes deeper than simple panic.
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- Part 32 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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Asmodeus is gone, and Gabriel understands that he is safe.
Why, then, is it so hard to put this knowledge into practice?
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- Part 31 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"You talk about the right way or the wrong way, but really there are only wrong ways. Because it’s me, Sam. There’s no right way to be whatever it is that I am.”
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- Part 30 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"When, and how, had this suddenly become too much? He knew how to frolic in lies. He knew how to make personal falsehoods into very real truths; pretending until he was no longer play-acting was a familiar process."
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- Part 29 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“Maybe it’s because you were the only one who really tried, the only one who really showed a lot of concern for this deflated ragdoll of an angel that somehow ended up in your custody like a doorstep newborn. Maybe it’s just something about you, I don’t know. Something you have that the others don’t. I’m not sure, Sam. All I know is I have this gut-based terror about losing you. I feel it when you hold me like you are right now; the idea of letting go scares me more than Asmodeus ever did.”
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- Part 28 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"Losing control doesn’t make things better. It hurts. It hurts me, because I can never get it all out; I’m never empty, Sam, and that feeling is never gone.”
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- Part 27 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“Don’t try and talk to me about home. Because sometimes I think I want to go home, and then I remember that I have no clue where home is supposed to be - in Hell, maybe, as ludicrous as that sounds; or I guess having no home at all feels more like home than anything else.”
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- Part 26 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“I can’t give you what you gave me, Sam. A home. Good memories. A feeling of safety. Somewhere to be afraid without getting hurt in the end. I can’t give that to you or Dean or Cas or Jack ... I owe you at least that much."
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- Part 25 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"He would be in danger if he forgot his place. He shouldn’t have permitted himself to forget that he was their sick patient, their delinquent foster child, their pet that just couldn’t seem to be house-trained. The end, Gabriel reminded himself, was long overdue."
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- Part 24 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"I’m the safe one here when everything else feels like it did in Hell. When things feel different, and gross, and untrustworthy, and some twisted parody of what’s supposed to be safe. It’s me, Sam. I’m here to keep you safe. Exactly the way you do for me.”
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- Part 23 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“All he ever did to you was make you feel like you deserved what you got. And taunting you by pretending like affection was some kind of privilege - I hate that he did that to you, Gabriel. I hate that he made you believe in him like that.”
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- Part 22 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“I know you would never take my grace. You’ve driven that home for me. It’s just that … the nightmare … it reminded me that there’s something worse.”
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- Part 21 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"If someone was going to take advantage of Gabriel’s grace, it would be Sam. And imagining Sam in the role of Asmodeus, as Sam Winchester, was uniquely sickening."
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- Part 20 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“What does Sam do to keep you trusting him?”
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- Part 19 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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"One thing, at least, had become clear: pushing Sam away was dragging Gabriel backward. Guilt, fear, revulsion - all of these had lately become just a little less familiar to him, or at least less habitual. Now they were regaining momentum."
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- Part 18 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“Castiel squeezed Gabriel's fingers. 'I think this was inevitably going to come up for you - although I certainly wish it hadn’t - and of course it’s nothing short of traumatic. But please, don’t think of it as a barrier to what you have with Sam. This is only a moment’s interruption. The fallout isn’t going to take him away from you.'”
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- Part 17 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“I was just low enough on grace that I needed to breathe, but not so low that I’d be a goner if I didn’t. Which meant that Asmodeus could keep me in there as long as he wanted and he wouldn’t lose me. So I couldn’t breathe, but I couldn’t die either, and … Sam, being trapped in a coffin while you’re still in a cage is, like, meta-captivity. And there’s no captivity like the halfway point between breathing and dying.”
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- Part 16 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“Gabe, whether I’m okay doesn’t really phase me since I’ve never been anywhere near what most people would consider ‘okay.’ But so long as I’m bad enough to forget how to function, I can’t be any use to you.”
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- Part 15 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels
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“I could feel it coming on all night, but I was hoping it’d wear off once I got used to being here. I really thought I was on my way out of this. And my grace … sometimes it fluctuates by the hour.”
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- Part 14 of Post-Asmodeus Sabriel Feels