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    After the trauma of The Void, The Thunderbolts have to find the strength to move forward; not only from the emotional whiplash of being named Earth's newest heroes but from the fallout of becoming the unofficial caretakers of an unstable God. With a group of people with so much red in their ledgers, will they be able to be what each other needs most?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    boblena & ghostwalker + lovely exploration of character dynamics with thunderfam!!

    “Well, I mean, if I had sneezed, we probably would've fallen anyway. It really wasn’t his fault—what else were we supposed to do?” He shrugged bashfully. “It was my idea.”

    John stared, his eyes shifting from Bob back to Ava as he noted her moving beside him.

    She was smiling softly at him now, her expression slightly apologetic. She nodded at Bob’s words. “Yeah, not sure how long ‘cucumber’ would’ve done it,” she admitted.

    Alexei and Bucky looked at each other, and both mumbled, “Cucumber?”

    “True,” Yelena chuckled, her eyes softening as John turned to face her. “And you know, you did also do your best to make sure we didn’t all plummet to our deaths. I mean, it was your fault, but we also really couldn’t wait for a better plan.”

    “We were all pretty tired by that point,” Bob added. Yelena nodded, grinning ruefully.

    “Don’t forget my shit boots,” Ava put in.

    “It really worked out in the end,” Bob summarily decided, shrugging. “I think you did a good job, Walker,” he offered, his face the picture of sincerity.

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    John doesn’t wish for a smile – he wants to see the bubbling rage inside Lemar exploding out in the open, wants to capture the beauty of his skin touched by the dusk and the hideousness of that bruise – now a nuance of indigo on his cheek.
    All things seem to reach an ideal harmony.

    It’s true - in Afghanistan everything is a paradox – grace cannot exist deprived of dreadfulness, which shouldn’t be pleasant, yet there’s a certain fascination in that absurdity John is beginning to appreciate.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Olivia swallows, face contorting in grief, “I couldn’t keep wearing it, I― I want to move on, Lemar.”
    Which is understandable, her existence can't depend on a man who she doesn’t love anymore. She seems undecided, showing what the heavy burden of wearing the ring meant. It's a symbol - the symbol of their oath, and if Lemar were in her position, he would've probably done the same. With the significance that simple object brings, it must've been atrocious for her, a reminder of broken promises of love.
    Until death do us part, they say - well, nowadays things work differently, naive sentimentality doesn't last for long in a world like theirs. Especially for couples divided by distance and wars. John changed too, he's not the same man Olivia married almost ten years before, he's less content, less hopeful - and those differences aren't easily forgotten.
    She tried, at least. Claiming the opposite would be evil, a bad taste statement.
    However, there's still an inner voice Lemar is trying to not listen to, a whisper telling him to be happy about their separation, for it means John can broaden his horizons, looking for someone who will accept and knows his soldier's side well.

    ch3

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    The worst things that could have happened to him already had happened.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    passively suicidal john walker

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Despite how annoying they are, Yelena loves her team, and will do anything for them.

     

    Or; six times she comforted the Thunderbolts*, and one time they comforted her.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    John slammed the packet shut, anger and shame and regret flooding his veins, because…

    Because his kid wasn’t really his anymore.

    Not that he deserved Wyatt in the first place, but… but fuck, it hurt. That he wouldn’t get to watch his boy grow up, wouldn’t get to teach his son how to ride a bike and throw a football, wouldn’t get to see his kid ever again.

    And it was all his fault.

    John scrubbed at his eyes, but the tears fell anyway–just like he was going to lose Olivia, Wyatt, his family anyway, no matter what he did–and fumbled around for a pen.

    He signed every damned dotted line, folded the papers up nice and neat, and slid them back into their pristine cream envelope.

    Twenty minutes later, he dropped it off at the post office.

    He did it.

    He did this.

    And he had no one to blame but himself.

    John cradled his broken heart the whole way back to the Tower.

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    It had never come easy to him, pointing a gun at another living person. Lemar had told him once that that was a gift.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    john has flashbacks
    jolivia & battlewalker crumbs
    pre winteragent

    “Everything,” Lemar would reply, and John would laugh. “You care about everything and everyone. You want to make the world a better place. I’m proud to call someone like that my friend. My best friend.”

    “Yeah,” John had breathed out, head resting on Lemar’s shoulder, looking up at the other man. “But what do you get out of it?”

    Lemar gazed down at him for a long moment, something incredibly sad and lonely flickering behind his eyes. “Friendships aren’t transactional, John,” he’d finally replied. He turned his gaze away, slinging an arm around John’s shoulders. “Sometimes it’s just about finding someone you can share your whole self with, and know they won’t judge you for it.”

    John would always maintain that Olivia had done everything she could to save their marriage, but John hadn’t wanted to listen. He’d gone out on longer and longer missions, and come home more miserable than the last time. Eventually, it got to the point that one time he came home, and she was no longer there.

    John will always carry the guilt of his first emotion after the realization being one of relief. He could finally stop pretending at even the facsimile of being okay. With Olivia gone, there was no one left to care.

    “Sometimes… sometimes I think ‘why me? Why did I have to go through that shit?’” There was a stark vulnerability in Bucky’s expression then, one John had never seen before from the other man. It made his heart ache for him. “I had so much I wanted to do, and then the war happened.”

    John huffed. “Yeah, that’s how it always is, isn’t it? ‘And then a war happened’ and millions of people get to be the ones that bear the trauma of it.”

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    A bunch of text between the Thunderbolts

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    19 Feb 2026

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    thunderbolts chatfic
    ch2

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    Time. Space. Reality. It’s more than a linear path. When faced with the impossible, magic does the unthinkable. Now bearing the words of their worst enemies and greatest allies as the markers in pursuit of three different ends, the question is whether they can accomplish what they came back for without jeopardizing each other?

    Or: A group of time travelers unintentionally ending up in the same past to fix three separate future problems is a recipe for disaster.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    peter&loki, strange&steve, wanda&tony time travel
    ch12

  8. Public Bookmark 57

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    What would you do if you woke up in a strange place, surrounded by people who think you’re the bad guy? For Loki, it’s not an ordinary morning, but then again, it’s not the weirdest he’s experienced. Now, with the help of unlikely allies Peter Parker and Harley Keener, he’s on a mission to prove his innocence and show his ‘good’ intentions. But as tensions rise and time-travel chaos unfolds, can Loki find a way back home and redefine who he is?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    harley and peter find an injured loki - comic
    ch3

  9. Public Bookmark 27

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    The point is, when in doubt, Peter’s learnt to play with adult’s emotions. And Tony has just handed him the greatest ammunition. So, obviously, he bursts into tears.

    While Tony is floundering, he goes in for the kill: “I’m adopted?!”

    [Peter gets stuck in the past with a version of Tony he's never met and neither of them seem to know what's going on.]

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    18 Feb 2026

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    past tony + present tony + irondad

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    3rd Life ends.
    Last Life begins.

    A new world.
    With new challenges.
    And new people.

    (This is the story of what happened in between.)
    (This is the tale of what lies behind the curtain.)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    scar and grian in the life series

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    The sharp sensation that jolted his body was too familiar. He widened his eyes and stared at his mentor in absolute fear. He knew exactly what his senses were screaming at him for. Just like that freezing December night, this was not his end but might as well be given what would inevitably follow. “No - Please don’t go. Please -”

    Or: A story of the other side of the coin where the other half survived.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    thanos snap with alternate survivors, peter centric

    “Our timelines branched only in 2018 so it makes sense that our trips to the past we have in common would converge if we chose the same place and time,” Peter explained. “It’s actually a miracle we didn’t run into each other for the other ones.”

    “It has only been two years for you,” Steve considered. “It’s a commendable feat. Better than we managed.”

    “You only had science Cap,” Peter responded with a renewed pride for his team. “We also had magic.”

    Without Strange and Wanda, they probably wouldn’t have been able to pull off this retrieval process. Not that it mattered now because of the price the stone required.

    “And maybe our meeting here is meant to be,” Steve spoke with a small smile. “Call me Steve, Peter.”

    Tony must have noticed Peter’s inner struggle and spoke softly, “Hey kid. It’s alright. Part of the journey is the end.”

    Peter’s eyes were watery as he met Tony’s gaze but he tried his best to smile back. “And this is only the beginning of mine.”

    “As it should be.” The world around them brightened to signal that their time was running out. “Good luck Peter. I always knew you are the best of us.”

    It was a miracle to meet Tony here so Peter knew he couldn’t ask for more. He could only hope that the other universe would find its solace after the inevitable grief. “Goodbye Tony. Rest in peace.”

    “So,” Peter supposed they had to cut to the chase. “How did we do Stephen?”

    Strange curled up the corner of his mouth in response. “Welcome to the 14,000,606th and our only future Peter.”

  12. Public Bookmark 59

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    Because, let's be honest, walking through each others shame rooms, trying to work together, the sudden change in life dynamics? It's a lot. What the group really needs is some good group therapy* time.

    A growing collection of one-shots exploring the Thunderbolts, all loosely connected but can be stand-alone chapters.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    thunderfam oneshots
    ch1 bucky has caterpillar in his arm
    ch2 delacroix, bucky/sarah, john football
    ch3 bob and bucky shame rooms
    ch4 alexei has prison trauma
    ch5 bucky/sarah date
    ch6 john and ava trapped and hurt
    ch7 bob and john go shopping, yelena is sick
    ch8 sam finds bucky in sarah’s house
    ch9 ava and yelena rescued by kate

  13. Public Bookmark 92

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    "John gets captured and thinks the others won’t come to save him mayhaps" - anon

    I took this and ran.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    john gets kidnapped and tortured + rescue and recovery
    ch3

    “You’re needed down there. As much as you like to pretend otherwise, you’re a hero, a good one. And with things that are coming down the line…let’s just say they’ll need all hands on deck, and call me biased, but they can’t lose one of their first string players,” Lemar said with a chuckle. “And there are people down there that need you. Yeah, you. Think about our parents, they need you. Our siblings need you. Olivia and your kid need you. You have so many people that love you down there…including that team of yours. All those outsiders and oddballs need you. Just like I needed you once.” Lemar paused. “You need to go back there and be the man I know you are, and then some day, I’ll see you again.”

    “I really miss you, John,” she said softly. “I miss the way you always have a football game on, the way you make an omelet, the way you always made sure I was safe. I miss the way you would play with Junior on your good days—and he misses you just as much. He is always asking about his daddy and always wants to see you. And he’s just like you, just the other day he laughed and I swear it sounded just like you. And he loves that dumb cartoon that you used to watch all the time.” She wiped away a silent tear that had managed to escape her. “We’ll be here when you wake up, I promise. I’m not leaving your side again.”

  14. Public Bookmark 18

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    The day everything started to go down in blazing, debris‑filled glory was the day Valentina Allegra de Fontaine told the New Avengers they needed to raise their teams’ morale and public trust with the American people. And, to the surprise of no one, Valentina’s fix for their cratering public image—despite the fresh scar tissue of what New Yorkers were bitterly dubbing “V-Day” just five months prior—was a glitzy app that was all things circling the New Avengers.

    Who will be in charge of managing it?

    Ava and Walker, despite Alexei’s extremely loud protest.

    What they didn’t anticipate was one joke to derail somehow and end up with #Boblena going viral, with the entire world tuning in to find out if a former Black Widow and this strange man called “Bob,” who looked awfully like the silhouette of the entity who caused V-Day will be “end game.”

    Or: Ava and Walker accidentally created #Boblena and decided to RUN with it.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    In this short canon divergence fic Nick Fury stops John Walker from killing Nico and sends him to 'Hero Camp' after learning he was injected with super soldier serum. This fic starts right at the moment of the Falcon and the Winter Soldier when John Walker is about to kill Nico. It is not 100% canon compliant but close! Walker meets his ultimate foes.... Maria Hill who has had it with Walker and Yelena Belova who has just been hired to do a job and is eager to get paid.

    Essentially this is an alternative to the start of the Thunderbolts but with Fury involved instead of letting Val try and fill the void.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    fury & maria step in for tfatws
    ch1

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    MLH Tracker @MLHTracker
    rozanov81 (Ilya Rozanov) started following 3 and unfollowed 0:

    ✅ montrealmetros (The Montreal Metros)
    ✅ shanehollanderofficial (Shane Hollander)
    ✅ metrosworst (Worst Metros Plays)
    ⏎ 55 ⟳ 39 ♡ 732

    rozanov defender @gremlinroz
    ... alright who told ilya about the mlh tracker
    ⏎ 0 ⟳ 10 ♡ 63

    lea @rozanovsss
    getting ready for the game on thursday i see... masterful trolling
    ⏎ 5 ⟳ 1 ♡ 37

    The history of Hollanov, primarily as seen through the MLH Tracker on Twitter.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    hollanov via twitter

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    “It’s 2016.”

    Bucky didn’t break his step but he did breathe in rather sharply. “That’s seventy-three years away.”

    Seventy years, Steve thought grimly, since you died.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    bucky time travel to future
    1940s bucky & 2016 bucky yasha

  18. Public Bookmark 66

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    A collection(in progress) of short texts between the thunderbolts members.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    ch3

  19. Public Bookmark 4

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    ava starr is in new york, living alone and in pain when the flying doughnut appears overhead. she dons her ghost suit and goes to see what’s up. one thing leads to another, and now she is on said doughnut and in space with an avenger, a sorcerer, and a teenager. she hides her true powers from them, afraid the literal avenger will have her arrested when they get back to earth, and helps fight when the guardians come crashing in. later still, on titian, she provides further help from the backlines... until...

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    08 Feb 2026

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    ava in infinity war + ava kills thanos

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ava Starr sent a message in [New Avengers*]
    Ava Starr: order pesticide

    Valentina: I’m sorry?

    Ava Starr: pesticide
    Ava Starr: now

    Valentina: What, is there an ant problem? Are you that messy you got ants in the Watchtower

    Ava Starr: improve your security
    Ava Starr: they’re 5 feet big

    Valentina: They’re what

     

    ava is afraid of insects. including ants. ESPECIALLY when they're up to her FUCKING SHINS. scott was trying, okay? it's tough when your respective team leaders are engaging in the world's second deadliest divorce, trumped only by steve rogers and tony stark.

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    08 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ava is scared of ants chatfic

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