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    "You're an awesome player to watch."

    "I watch you too…I like watching you."

    One line changes everything.
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    OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
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    Reads as a series of connected oneshots within this AU. Now including prospects cup 2008, draft celebrations, rookie all-star weekend, and their first MLH awards.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Cliff Marleau finds out his best friend has been secretly dating Shane Hollander the same way everyone else does—via a video that's already gone viral—and spends the next three hours trapped in a car with two of Shane's teammates, one of whom is convinced Ilya is the worst person alive.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    Chapters:
    16/?
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    06 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    11/?
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    17 Dec 2025

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    No matter how many times they meet and his eyes flicker with dim recognition, whether it’s at the dive bar on Beacon Street or the French cafe near TD Garden, she wonders which will happen first: Ilya Rozanov realizing she’s twins with the guy he’s been hooking up with since his rookie season, or that he’s in love with said guy.

    Of course, she also feels the same curiosity every time Shane tells her he has to end it, only to fall right back into Rozanov’s lap.

    Boys are so dumb, honestly. It’s a shame she’s quite fond of them both.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    “There is nothing 'supposed' about my children.” she went on, each word gaining weight, “They are the future of this house. Written in law. Written in dragonfire. You may hate that. You may taste bile every time you say their titles. You may kneel at your bedside and whisper other names into your pillow. I do not care.”

    “Rhaenyra,” Viserys breathed, worn and pleading.

    A muscle jumped in Alicent’s cheek. “You think I wanted—”

    “I think you wanted exactly what you have,” Rhaenyra cut in. “Rooms in my father’s Keep. A seat at his side. A crown that never sits right on your hair because you know you came to it on your knees.”

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    01 Dec 2025

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    On the day Sansa Stark is to wed Tyrion Lannister, a Gate of Red Light opens its maw in the Great Sept of King’s Landing.

    A Song of Shadows is written in the histories of Westeros when Sansa Stark takes the Stranger’s hand instead.

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    Chapters:
    66/?
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    12 Nov 2025

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    Little is known about Viserra Targaryen. She was the most beautiful of Queen Alysanne Targaryen's daughters, a vain, wild, and ambitious girl. When she was fifteen, her mother betrothed her to Lord Manderly, a man old enough to be her grandfather. No one was willing to speak against the match, so she tried to seduce her widowed brother, Baelon and gain her freedom. Unsuccessful and resigned to her fate, Viserra snuck out with her friends for one last night of laughter. On their way back, there was an accident, and the Princess fell from her horse and died.

    Or: Viserra did not die that night, and instead, the Fourteen Flames showed her the horrors of the future. Forewarned, she will stop at nothing to protect those she loves.

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    06 Sep 2025

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    It's 1967 and Arthur, just returned from Yemen and the fuck up that was the Aden Emergency, finds himself at a party with a lot of uninhibited hippies.

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    14 Jul 2024

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    23 Feb 2024

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    "Each of us when separated, having one side only, is but the indenture of a person, and we are always looking for our other half. Those whose original nature lies with the children of the Sun are men who are drawn to other men, those from the children of the Earth are women who love other women, and those from the children of the Moon are men and women drawn to one another. And when one of us meets our other half, we are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy, and would not be out of the other’s sight even for a moment. We pass our whole lives together, desiring that we should be melted into one, to spend our lives as one person instead of two, and so that after our death there will be one departed soul instead of two; this is the very expression of our ancient need. And the reason is that human nature was originally one and we were a whole, and the desire and pursuit of the whole is called Love." --Plato, from Aristophanes' speech in The Symposium.

    An Eagle soulmate AU.

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    07 Feb 2024

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    Melara Hetherspoon, or well, Melara Lannister, is Mad. But well, you would be too if you had the power of time-loops and memories of another life kicking it in your head.

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    23 Dec 2023

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    At the base of a heart tree north of the Wall, Benjen Stark's nephews and nieces appear - older than the children he knows in Winterfell - bitter, cruel, and biting. A pack divided but with horror on their lips and blood on their hands. Their past is a nightmare, and despite how the Stark siblings lick at their individual wounds, the lone wolf dies but the pack survives - and they need to become a pack again if they want to avoid the mistakes of their pasts in the new future they have been offered.

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    Chapters:
    28/?
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    14 Dec 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 79

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    “The...other me. Did he love you?”

    “He never told me." Lucy felt the lump in her throat grow bigger. "But to be fair, I never told him either. There were so many thing I wanted to tell him, I should have told him...and then when I got sent back, I realized I had the chance to actually say it to him, to you. And...and doesn’t it mean something, that I loved you so much to do this all twice? That I needed to come back, so badly I'd go through all this pain again? For you?”

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    Lucy looks into the Bone Glass and gets sent back to the Mill where it all began. This time around, she's not letting Lockwood and George go gentle into that good night.

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    25 Apr 2023

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    When Luke Skywalker—operating under the name of Luke Lars—accepts a job offer from none other than Darth Vader to become the next Head Engineer aboard his flagship, The Executor, a.k.a. The Lady, he hardly expected his life to take as much of a turn as it did.

    Learning how to navigate his way through the microcosm of culture that is the Lady, Luke finds that life is far from quiet in his new home. Friendships and rivalries are made, inventions and politics throw everything into disarray, and throughout it all, Luke and Vader slowly find themselves drawn closer to each other, much to the relief and awe of many of the Lady's crewmembers.

    Follow our favorite engineer from the twin suns as he goes from strangers, to friends, to adoptive family with his mysterious new mentor, and changes the face of the galaxy forever in the process. There are mysteries about the past to be unraveled, inventions to be made, wars to be fought, and family bonds to be forged in the fires of revolution and rebellion.

    They say that Darth Vader has no heart, that the Empire and its Emperor are eternal, that the Jedi are dead and gone, and that nothing will ever change.

    "They" have obviously never met Luke Skywalker before.

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    05 Apr 2023

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    Finding himself in the period of the dance of the dragons, Jon Snow must deal with the people of this period, and their reactions to his existence. Misunderstandings are made, and revelations about schemes on an otherworldly scale are revealed.

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    17 Feb 2023

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    Bran Stark knew that it wasn’t enough. So he decided to use his sister’s dormant yet growing magic to change the history of the House of Dragons before its fall.

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    Chapters:
    46/?
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    12 Jan 2023

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    Chrissy Cunningham was promised peace by the voices in her head, but all she got was freaky powers, including being able to rewind time. Nearly every one of her ‘Routines’ ends the same, however. Broken, and shattered.

    The only other thing that is constant, however, is the fact that Eddie Munson is kind to her, listens, and always, ALWAYS tries to help.

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    Chapters:
    66/?
    Collections:
    6
    Comments:
    585
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    1,373
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    599
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    34,104

    13 Nov 2022

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    AU. Harry, Ron, and Ginny send themselves back in time to avoid the destruction of everything they hold dear, and the deaths of everyone they love.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    47/47
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    662
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    304
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    35,225

    22 Sep 2022

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