SilentScreamer
Fandoms
- The West Wing (13)
- NCIS (TV 2003) (6)
- Teen Wolf (TV) (3)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (3)
- Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (2)
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Taken | You're Not My Homeland Anymore by SilentScreamer for synalev
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Sep 2023
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Guys like Eddie Diaz, all grumble, all gloom, all heaviness, all mighnight rain they don't get guys like Buck. Buck who is sunshine personified, so pure, so good. Eddie's always worried he'd taint Buck but he never meant for Buck to gat tangled into fights that weren't his.
Eddie may have underestimated how much Buck loves him and his capacity to forever want to get mixed up in Eddie's mess.
A story of Eddie finally accepting that there's nothing that could ever made Buck leave him.
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It's been a hell of a six months; sometimes thinking back on it gives Eddie whiplash. He left, broke down, dug himself out of the hole he created one weekly therapy session at a time, before finally coming back home.
The point is Eddie's made it to the other side so to speak. And what a side it is to be on having an anxious spiral wile waiting for Buck to pick him up. For their first date.
Or, Eddie deserves nice things and Buck will shower him with one flower bouquet after another if it makes Eddie's face split into the biggest grin he's ever seen.
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Eddie knows better than to leave cuts and scars across his arms or other visible parts. But that doesn't mean Eddie isn't aware or keeping track of the body count associated with his name in other more private parts of himself.
Or Eddie breaks down and admits to Buck that he wants to come home. Wherever that home may be, whatever it may look like he just wants to go home. Buck picks up the broken pieces Eddie's scattered across the house in the wake of his breakdown and keeps those parts of Eddie safe until Eddie is ready to begin the painstaking process of trying to fit himself together again.
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Donna always assumed she'd have to carefully lead Josh to every relationship milestone, coax him into the tentative next steps but then he goes and talks about joint bank accounts and living together--when they haven't even defined what they are to the other yet--and she has to re-evaluate how one sided her attraction was all these years.
Or, Josh takes Donna to Aruba and they have a series of moments and conversations together.
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I Want Your Midnights (But I'll Be Cleaning Up Bottles With You On New Years Day) by SilentScreamer for mlea7675
Fandoms: The West Wing
02 Jan 2022
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Donna again glances down at her phone—still no texts or calls—and she mentally breathes in for ten before exhaling because someone would have called her if something was wrong with Elsa.
But of course it's not Elsa. It's Josh; because its always Josh
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Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.
or,
“Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.
“Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.
“I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.
“Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.
Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.
Now with part two, featuring buckwheat pancakes, psychiatry for millionaires, important conversations, and Troy and Ilya’s worst “your mom” joke.
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21 Feb 2026
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It's the first anniversary of Grigori Rozanov's death. Unfortunately, Shane is stuck playing a string of away games and Ilya is in Boston. When Shane's desperate messages go unanswered he panics, and calls the only person he can think of.
Jane:
Today 12:01 PM
Okay, my mom's at the airport, there's a flight leaving for Boston in like an hour
Please don't be mad at me!
And please be okay
Call me if you see these xToday 2:05 PM
Mom just landed she'll be with you soon!Bookmarked by SilentScreamer
21 Feb 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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21 Feb 2026
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hold you as the water rushes in by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”
He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.
“Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”
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20 Feb 2026
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You know i just might (let you lock me down tonight) by jackiedaytonahumanbartender
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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“So, what? You are going to arrest me? For being too sexy?” he joked, gesturing to the cuffs.
Shane’s embarrassment rushed back in full force, along with a wave of something much hotter. Why did he assume Ilya might be into this? Why did he assume Ilya even wanted, much less, needed, someone else to take control? “I-ah- don’t know why-”
Ilya chuckled. “Fucking relax, Shane. You want me to tie you up and fuck you until you sob, yes? Sounds fun.”
Those words, in Ilya’s deep, accented voice, made Shane’s stomach clench. He wondered when, if ever, Ilya’s physical effects on him would wear off. Total immunity was probably a lost cause, but he could live with that. Like always, Ilya talking so explicitly made Shane a little braver. He squared his shoulders, and lifted his gaze.
“Actually, I wanted to tie you up.”
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OR: Shane tries to get Ilya to relax, in an unconventional way.
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20 Feb 2026