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    Bella's life is a constant choice between bad and worse until she moves to Forks and meets the one man who can ease her burdens. But trust doesn't always come easily, especially when life has taught you that you're safer on your own.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Since Alice had left, something had shifted between us. The intensity of the way he looked at me was striking. Had he always looked at me like that, or was this a new thing? Could I have been that oblivious? I knew he liked me. The good thing about Jacob is he was incredibly forward. I never had to guess. But this felt… different. More profound.

    My feelings were foreign- it had been so long since I had felt this way. My heart beating a little faster, palms sweaty. I wanted to get closer. As close as I could. But Jacob and I were friends. Good friends. Best friends, even. If I kissed him now, I would ruin things. I needed his company like plants needed the sun. That’s what he was. My sunshine.

    If we kissed, I would not be able to undo it. If things went awry. If he had to leave, I would be ruined.

    - An alternate universe where Alice doesn’t see Bella jump and life goes on. Contains the crowd favourites of slow burn, angst and imprinting that doesn’t involve literal children.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    "You're a vampire," she says calmly.
    "Yes."
    "I'm not sure whether to be relieved that I was right or terrified that I was right." She's not lying either. She's a bit of both right now.
    "Terrified would be the commonly expected reaction," I say softly. Her face is rigid, she's obviously distressed, confused, overwhelmed. I want to help her, to use my gift to calm her, but equally I want her honesty in this moment. If I have any chance at all at honesty with her, she has to be able to process this at her pace.
    "I was sort of hoping I had some kind of injury from banging my head so hard," she tells me, her tone and emotional state bitter and slightly wild. "I don't suppose there's any chance this is a hallucination?"
    "No, I'm afraid not," I say gently.

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    13 May 2025

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    Great Jasper/Bella fic

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    Ten years after the start of New Moon, Bella and Carlisle meet again when she begins working at a remote research facility in Alaska. Edward is dead, having gone through with his plan to reveal himself to the Volturi after he leaves Bella, and the rest of the Cullen family is splintered and scattered across the world.

    As Bella and Carlisle get closer, they find that they have more in common than they thought, but his guilt at their shared past threatens to overwhelm them.

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    04 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Awesome Bella/Carlisle story

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    "He pushed the door open with his shoulder, moving with too much grace for someone of his size. From across the room, he caught her staring. Bella’s breath caught in her throat. His eyes widened. Then dulled, disinterested with what they landed on. The same golden eyes that haunted Bella’s dreams every night since she first saw them last summer."

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    04 Oct 2024

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    A Twilight Saga retelling: the beats the same, the melody better ...
    Edward didn't want me to become a vampire. He didn't understand that it was my destiny, that it had always been my fate to be a part of this world.

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    13 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Next read

  7. Public Bookmark 47

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    Edward's POV of (canon) New Moon, written in the style of Midnight Sun.

    "There was nothing I could do now to save Bella from myself other than deciding what kind of monster I was going to be. Would I be the kind of monster who left? Or the kind of monster who stayed?"

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    27 Apr 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 41

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    Edward vowed to never return to Bella, not after the pivotal night that tore them apart. And for the most part, he kept his word. But when he found out about her engagement, he knew he could no longer keep his distance. He just had to watch, his masochism be damned. Even if it meant watching from the shadows. But for how long can the shadows atone for his intrusive ways?

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    07 Apr 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    Edward always thought that he only had one weakness, the one thing any Vampire feared — fire! Only that he now has to learn that there might be more in life to absolutely ruin him, Darcy Swan for example. Something about the boy just didn't sit right with him. The way his brown hair never seemed to stay in place, how his voice made Edward tense up, or maybe it was the fact that his baggy band shirts left Edward wondering what body the boy was hiding beneath. If someone was this obsessed with someone, it must mean they hate him, right?

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    19 Feb 2024

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    A Breaking Dawn rewrite where Bella realizes her relationship with Edward was solely bloodlust, co-dependency, trauma bonding, low self-esteem, and predator/prey physical and mental hypnosis. She runs at the altar, goes through hell with trauma, learns to love herself, chooses humanity, and chooses Jacob. This is a character-focused and wolfpack-focused fic that leans into the psychological horror potential of Twilight. It is an angsty, agonizing slowburn. The Cullens are not cast in a good light. Dual POV of Bella and Jacob. This is what Breaking Dawn SHOULD HAVE BEEN, to me, anyway. There is no pregnancy or baby imprinting. **JACOB X BELLA, QUIL X EMBRY, LEAH X FEMALE OC, SAM X EMILY, PAUL X RACHEL, JARED X KIM.**

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    03 Jan 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    Jacob & Bella begin to blossom.
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    Jacob & Bella go on a bowling date on a rainy Friday night in the spring. Things happen this time.
    *This one-shot is set in the New Moon era, pre-wolf transformation, Edward doesn’t come back yet and is in Jacob’s POV. Since the Twilight timeline makes my head spin, I’ve changed it. Feb 20th: movies with Mike, but Jake never phased. March & April was just simply Bella & Jake hanging out. Within that time, they started to fall for each other more without explicitly saying anything. LET THEM BE TEENS, DAMNIT!! Let them be silly! Also, within this time, Bella tells Jake about Edward & the Cullens cause I headcanon human Jacob understanding/believing her. May the 18th: Jake finishes his Rabbit (it took him longer cause they were having fun & he was distracted) & takes Bella bowling.

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    03 Jan 2024

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    Edward left Carlisle and Esme behind in 1927, to go hunting for criminals, and never looked back since. When his path crosses with Bella’s one fateful evening, there is no denying his desires: he wants her blood and body. Their night of passion ends with him accidentally changing her. What happens when she wakes up by his side, with no recollection of her last night of being human?

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    19 Dec 2023

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    "As Edward planted a kiss behind my jaw, a lightbulb sparked in my foggy mind. This was how vampires operated. This was how their beauty and smell and touch disarmed prey. He would sell me a dream and pull the bait-and-switch like any rational predator would. The spicy cinnamon scent. The lilting voice, soft hands. The static. If he ripped out my throat, it would take too long for me to notice and be too late for me to care.

    All I could think about now was how good it would feel to have him on me, in me—teeth and venom and all.”

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    11 Dec 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 65

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    Edward's POV of (canon) Eclipse, written in the style of Midnight Sun.

    "Though it was impossible, Isabella Swan still loved me. I needed her love in the same crucial way that I needed each grain of sand that passed through the inevitable hourglass that contained our lives. There was nothing in the universe – nothing at all – that was worth the risk of losing a single second of whatever time was left."

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    19 Nov 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    Edward's POV of the summer before New Moon.

    "Because I knew it was never going to happen the way I imagined it. Bella would never announce the moment she became strong enough for me to leave her. She would not let go of my hand as long as I was holding onto hers. It would be left up to me to decide when to let go."

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    19 Nov 2023

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    Death? No biggie. Isabella Swan is ready.

    Her dreams would become reality once she scratched off her to-do list. Kill Victoria. Become a vampire. Live happily ever after with Edward. The end.

    But between the brewing supernatural war, her fracturing relationship with her goose-in-crime Jacob Black, and the looming reality of having to say goodbye to everyone and everything she's ever known, Isabella can't help but wonder if the dream isn't a nightmare after all…

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    16 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fav author, fav stories!

  17. Public Bookmark 55

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    Jacob struggles with a choice. Bells finds her footing in a new world. Edward dreams for the first time.

    A 3-shot set between Twilight and New Moon. Companion fic to In the Afterlight. Mostly Twilight-canon compliant.

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    16 Sep 2023

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    Don't worry about her. Isabella Swan is fine.

    Sure, Victoria’s bite gave her PTSD and vampy side effects. And yes, she and Edward Cullen share a dark secret about their intensifying relationship. Honestly though, until that disastrous 19th birthday altered her life, everything was…fine.

    Now, straddling two worlds and forced to pick a side, Isabella's determination to save herself and her best friend—track star and danger magnet Jacob Black—from the supernatural freaks stalking Forks threatens to cost her the final fragile remnants of her humanity.

    Other than that, she’s totally fine. Trust her. Everything is under control.

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    16 Sep 2023

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    Isabella Swan has royally screwed up.

    It's bad enough her toxic mother-daughter relationship came to a head during her senior year, but banishing herself to the sleepy town of Forks? Big mistake. Sure, she’s reconnecting with herself, her father, and longtime family friends. But the rain never lets up, the nightmares are getting worse, and, oh yeah— turns out the hot freak from Bio, Edward Cullen, is the only thing standing between her and sudden death.

    What’s a girl to do when she’s trapped between the world she thinks she knows, the past she can't recall, and the vampire she’ll throw it all away for?

    Draw. Solve mysteries. Commit crimes. Evade killers. Make out and make mixtapes. Y’know— the usual.

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    26/26
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    12 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bookmarked for re-read. Great Twilight rewrite.

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