SHIVASDARKNIGHT
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- Final Fantasy XIV (16)
- Homestuck (1)
- Kingdom Hearts (Video Games) (1)
- Bleach (Anime & Manga) (1)
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you want a better story. who wouldn't? {End OTW Racism} by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV
06 May 2024
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It was suffocatingly warm.
Coerthan summers weren’t known to be brutal, but they were a special kind of cruel in how muggy they could be. This heat — however — wasn’t like the Coerthan summers Ysayle was familiar with, even if they were but a distant memory. It was almost as hot as the deeper recesses of Sohm Al, yet it simultaneously felt as if she were drowning on dry land from how humid it was. A low groan slipped from her throat involuntarily as she tried to move but found that to be impossible. Not even her fingers would budge — why couldn’t she move?
Right.
She’d died.
This must be one of the Hells.
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Fix-it fic set immediately after 3.0 and going into 4.0. Placed in the care of an unwilling gladiator, Ysayle has found herself alive...somehow. She knows not why, she knows not how - all she can do is build herself a new life now that "Lady Iceheart" is dead.
Blend of one-sided wolysayle yearning, exploring Ysayle's past, and exploring what's going on in Ala Mhigo during the Doman half of Stormblood. Ysayle has a lot of catching up to do, why not join her in it?
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- Part 1 of Snow and Dirty Rain {Ysayle Lives AU}
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i did one million stupid things; i said one billion foolish things {End OTW Racism} by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV
07 Sep 2023
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Estinien stayed silent, his eyes lidded as he continued to stare down the knife. She couldn’t tell if he was seriously considering her words or ignoring her outright, as both were entirely plausible by his expression. A furrow set in deep in time with a heavy sigh, pulling the blade fully from its sheath. “Because I once considered you a dear friend and ally,” were words that cut sharper than the knife he played with, “and naive as it may be, I want to believe it matters at least somewhat.
“But I know what fuels your ire.”
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A journey to find Orn Khai's mother; a journey to reconnect to Surkukteni's past; and a journey to repair a friendship that goes a bit awry. Surkukteni didn't ever think she could mend things with Estinien; let alone catch feelings for the man.
A rewrite of Dragoon 70 to follow, somehow, silence hurts the most —it can be mostly read without it, but I still recommend reading that first. Absolutely love this draft, and I hope y'all do too!
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Estimeric Week 2023 Fic Collection by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV
16 Aug 2023
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Day 1: Dreams/Firsts. Rated E
Day 2: Duty. Rated T
Day 3: Hurt/Comfort. Rating T
Day 4: Devotion. Rated T
Day 5: Reunion. Rating M
Day 6: Yearning. Rated T
Day 7: Free day. Rated T -
pause. breathe. don't let it drown you. {End OTW Racism} by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV
14 May 2023
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It was only as Gwendoline was tying her braids up to wrap them for the night that she finally caught the troubled expression on Zero’s face. It was fraught and increasingly so, her nigh-skeletal hands digging into the bed sheet. Every breath was a laborious one, to where Gwendoline worried that Zero might have taken ill. She was quick to rush to her lover’s side, her dark brown hand contrasting starkly with the deathly pallor of Zero’s forehead. It didn’t feel unusually warm, so what was the matter?
-WolZero Week Day 6: Comfort. Gwendoline arrives back at her suite after a long day and night of work only to find that Zero has beaten her in going to sleep. Yet, something doesn't seem right.
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i had a dream about you {End OTW Racism} by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV
15 Sep 2022
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Barely illuminated, Ysayle’s hair glistened in the faint starlight as she stared out over the ruins of the Churning Mists, seemingly unaware of Surkukteni’s approach. But why would she be? Was this Ysayle really that different from the landscape the Warrior navigated — a figment of the dream she inhabited? She remained despondent, head turned towards the spot where Ratatoskr apparently died, but Surkukteni couldn’t see her eyes to confirm if that was where her gaze was anchored or if it was to the raging void below.
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Dreams have never been a source of respite for Surkukteni. Nightmares have always plagued her, though these latest ones have taken a turn for the worst: wish-fulfillment at its most twisted, dreams of a time long passed and a woman long dead. ...So why did she act so sentient?
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WolEstinien Week 2021 by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandom Final Fantasy XIV
22 Jul 2021
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A series of fics based on prompts from WolEstinien week, taken from varying points in my Warrior of Light's adventures. Most take place post 5.55 with varying degrees of spoilers.
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- 36,353
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- 7
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Snow and Dirty Rain {Ysayle Lives AU} by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandom Final Fantasy XIV
06 May 2024
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- 3
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How to Obtain a Polycule (ft. Emotionally Constipated Dumbasses) by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
Fandom Final Fantasy XIV
07 Sep 2023
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- 103,241
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- 3
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Bookmarked by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
03 Oct 2025
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And I bring her at last my heart to devour by TheBloodyShark
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
05 Jun 2025
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There’s a house at the end of the holler. An elegant old thing, the women think. Bought with blood money, the men mutter.
They say a man lives there.
Well, they say someonelives there, but they aren’t quite so kind as to call him a man. A devil, really. He frightens them, though it’s not that hard a task.
He’s temptation, blood red eyes, hair like winter, spinning gold out of nothing at all.
Nobody ever talks about the real monster lurking in his shadow. To give something a name is to invite it inside, and while the people living on the tracks of the N-109 are a fearful, superstitious bunch, nobody would ever be so bold as to call them stupid.
Bookmarked by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
12 Jun 2025
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You are just not having a good day. You are, in fact, probably suffering from a streak of horrible luck, confirmed when Sylus completely thrashes you at Kitty Cards. This streak has got to end, by whatever means necessary.
Or: The one where MC's first kiss with Sylus comes from a spur-of-the-moment bet, with much inner emotional flailing but no regrets.
Bookmarked by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
22 Jan 2025
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How To Change Text on AO3 When the Cursor is Hovering Over It (Or Clicked on Mobile) by La_Temperanza
Fandoms: No Fandom
22 May 2017
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This a tutorial/live example on how to have text change or appear once a cursor is hovering over it. Helpful for pop-up spoilers, language translations, quick author's notes, etc.
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- Part 15 of AO3 Work Skins/Tutorials
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Avalan saw Urianger frown and realized she was rambling. She shook her head to set her mind straight. "Okay, okay," Avalan took a deep breath. "Ever since we moved to the Rising Stones you have been on my mind. Consistently, so um…" Avalan then muttered to herself. "No, I should just get to the point…Urianger, I think I have very romantic feelings for you." She felt her face burn and her throat dry instantly after speaking those words. She wasn't a shy or timid person at all and yet this confession was somehow the biggest challenge she faced yet, and it was self imposed!
Bookmarked by Enya - End OTW Racism (SHIVASDARKNIGHT)
07 Mar 2023