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    “I told you. Hollander and I, we are in love. He is my hockey player.” Ilya wiggled his eyebrows at the joke, but couldn’t keep himself from watching Scott Hunter.
    “Sure, Roz. You and Hollander are in love, want to get married, spend the rest of your lives playing hockey together.” When Ilya didn’t immediately reply to that very accurate statement, Hunter continued: “If you two are in love, I’m straight. That’s how likely that is.” He had laughed and skated away, though Ilya really hadn’t understood what was supposed to be funny about that.
    Standing alone on the ice, the crowd slowly filing out of the rink, Ilya was faced with a startling realization: telling people may be harder than he thought.
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    What if Shane gave Ilya permission to soft launch their relationship. Ilya is, of course, thrilled and immediately starts telling everyone around him. Problem is, no one believes him!

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    20 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    Albion was Arthur’s world, and Camelot his compass. He could be blindfolded and set anywhere on the island, and he’d be able to find his way back to the citadel. He couldn’t remember ever learning it, not really. It was in his blood, his heart. He was Albion’s, and it was his.

    He looked down at Merlin, and tried not to think too hard about what the Druids had called him.

    Emrys. Power. Albion. Magic itself.

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    12 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    “I’ll fix it.” Merlin croaks. “I’ll fix everything. We’ll switch places. You’ll be back in Camelot in no time. You’ll see Gwen again. I promise.”

    Arthur makes a noise of protest but Merlin shushes him. “I know you don’t trust me anymore but I will make everything right.” Merlin vows.

    The sorcerer truly means this, Arthur knows. Sincerity is practically dripping from every word. It’s such a Merlin thing to promise, with that earnest and determined tone. It only scares Arthur more.

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    08 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    Across centuries of plagues, wars, and new names for old cruelties, Merlin endures. After Camlann he walks the long road alone, a sorcerer who will not die and a lover who cannot forget. When grief finally tears a seam in time, he falls back into Camelot on the first day of his destiny. This time Merlin is smarter, quiet where he must be, ruthless where it counts, and determined to change fate for his golden-haired king.

    “That’s not very knightly of you, darling,” he called, voice lazy as a cat sunning on a sill.
    Arthur turned. Blue eyes, quick and keen and infuriatingly curious, flicked over him. “Excuse me?”
    “Using a servant as a moving target.” Merlin tipped his head toward the boy trotting in a circle, the shield clattering against his spine. “It’s crude. If you wanted to show off, you could have asked me to watch. I make an excellent audience.
    A squire choked. The boy stumbled to a grateful halt.
    Arthur’s mouth flattened into the princely version of a smile’s shadow. “Do you know who you’re talking to?”
    “Handsome, overconfident, dangerously good with his hands,” Merlin said. “Likes knives more than apologies. I’ve met your type.”

    A.k.a Merlin fixes destiny with flirting,

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    11 Oct 2025

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    This is porn with a healthy dose of feelings. The first chapter is mostly first date fluff and kink negotiations. Second chapter is where the smut starts.

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    06 Jun 2024

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    Bruce and Clark are sleeping together, but it doesn't mean anything in particular. Bruce has started—giving Clark things, too. But that doesn't mean anything either.

    Right?

    (Or: five things Bruce gives Clark, and the feelings Clark has about them.)

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    08 Oct 2023

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    Clark had already liked wearing the black suit a little too much.

    The black suit—the black cape.

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    07 Oct 2023

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    After getting into Harvard Law, pretending to date Emmett in order to win back Warner hardly even seems that crazy, right?

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    06 Jul 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 60

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    “I…I realize the timing is odd, but I have to tell you.” Emmett’s gray-blue eyes burned into hers. “I’m in love with you.”

    Elle blinked in shock. She tried to speak, but nothing came out.

    “I know Warner proposed.”
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    Or Emmett sees Warner propose and knows he has to tell Elle how he really feels before he loses her again.

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    30 Jun 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 79

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    “Did you actually think I was going to let you get away?”

    Butterflies that had nothing to do with the court case exploded in the pit of Elle’s stomach.

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    30 Jun 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    A coda to the Wyndham trial. Emmett leaves Elle with Warner, but he feels so good from the trial win, that he somehow knows that things are going to work out just fine.

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    29 Jun 2023

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    Emmett takes his mom house shopping under the guise that he's buying a house for himself. His mom, of course, believes he's buying it for himself and Elle.

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    29 Jun 2023

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    “It’s not a date.” Emmett firmly tells the crushed redbull can in his waste basket as he changes his shirt for the fifteenth time.

    :: - ::

    In betwixt getting ready for a definitely-not-date, Emmett ponders his relationship(?) with a certain blonde.

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    29 Jun 2023

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    The way Emmett feels isn't a surprise to anyone except Elle.

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    29 Jun 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 94

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    The first night Emmett invited himself into Elle’s room, he’d only stayed long enough to snag a red bull from her shelf, dump all her magazines into the trash, and leave her standing there with her book in her hands. He only turned around once to make sure she was still speechless in the middle of the room and out the door he went with a grin. He’d never seen her speechless before. It was nice, if unsettling. Little Miss Woods, Elle seemed always to have something to say.

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    29 Jun 2023

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    Elle and Emmett, after Warner. (A post-trial coda.)

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    29 Jun 2023

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    “What–” Jungkook starts as he whirls around on Taehyung, but Taehyung gives Jungkook a shove that sends him stumbling backwards into Namjoon and then shuts the door on them.

    Jungkook blinks. The door is violently yanked open again and Taehyung sticks his head back inside.

    “Jungkook wants to suck your dick, you’re welcome, have fun,” he yells into the cramped space, and then he’s gone and the door slams shut with a bang, followed by the distinct sound of a lock clicking in place.

    “What,” Namjoon says.

    “Oh my fucking god,” Jungkook says.

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    7,680

    01 Apr 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    marrying me? but can you handle me? I’m not someone that's easy to handle
    -Jungkook, Weverse live Feb 2 2023

    jk marry me
    -Namjoon, comment to Jungkook

    Namjoon pines, Jungkook shows up, and feelings happen.

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    01 Apr 2023

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    Jeongguk's been in love with Namjoon since the moment they met but he never brings himself to confess. He knows he’ll keep pining for the rest of his days and it’s fine, it’s cool, he made his peace with it.

    His body and instincts seem to have other plans, though.. ever since he finally presented as an alpha he can’t control his instincts around Namjoon, with his mind stuck in a never ending loop of protect! provide!

    Eventually, people start noticing- Namjoon included and of course their leader comes to a conclusion of his own.

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    7,242

    31 Mar 2023

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