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Would Have Been the Best Mistake (should have kissed you anyway) by attemptnumbereleven
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Do you ever wonder-"
"Oh god, yes," Ilya blurts out before he can even register the words leaving his lips. "Literally all the time."
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AU where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him.
He watches Shane’s life and career from a safe distance, secretly looking forward to any games when they’d share the ice.
Years on, Shane publicly comes out and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs out of necessity.
A story of repair. Eventually.
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22 Feb 2026
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Wrong Room, Right Person by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane's supposed to meet Ilya in room 1221, but a wrong number lands him at Scott's door instead. What starts as an accident becomes something Shane didn't know he needed—someone who understands, who doesn't hide, who makes him feel like he can be honest.
One night changes everything. Now Shane wants more than stolen moments in dark hotel rooms. He wants this—both of them. And Ilya, finally realizing what he stands to lose, is ready to fight for him too.
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22 Feb 2026
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What if Shane Hollander and Rose Landry were childhood best friends? Meeting as young children and growing up through the hardships and challenges of their respective fields and identities.
Well, for one, Rose would have helped Shane with his sexuality far earlier in life, but how would that change his future? How would that change his growing realization that he was falling hard and fast for the man who was supposed to be his future on ice rival?
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22 Feb 2026
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“English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.
“Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.
“Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”
“No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.
“Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”
Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).
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21 Feb 2026
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love brought weight to this heart of mine by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.
More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.
He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?
I already chose you, Hollander.
Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.
And then he crashed.
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- Part 1 of Love Brought Weight
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21 Feb 2026
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Your Man (Hollanov) by Soidsreading
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya tells the world in their own way.
or a fix-it of some sort in which instead of getting outed via Hayden's fanmail they get to come out in their own terms, private but not secret sort of relationship in where they only reveal they're together once they got married.
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- English
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- 6/8
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21 Feb 2026
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Amber Pike Has Three Dads by e_frye
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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I mean she doesn’t at least not **legally**, but definitely emotionally. But when you are getting most of your gossip out of the mouth of babes some things get lost in translation. One outsider’s perspective on how they assumed their child’s classmate had three fathers for most of the school year.
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- English
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- 6/10
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21 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is too qualified for Hayden’s punk band. However, with great power comes great responsibility, and the same principle applies to best friends.
He thought it would be a quick, momentary adventure before he dives into getting his PhD in music composition.
Too bad Hayden’s band blew the fuck up, and now Shane somehow got himself tangled back up with a Russian rockstar with enough Grammys to over-qualify, Shane of all people.
It doesn’t help that the aforementioned Russian rockstar, Ilya Rozanov, might have adored his company (too much) years ago.
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Shane accidentally meets a famous rockstar and has a decade-long fling.
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20 Feb 2026
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jambette by maevedonovan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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It occurs to Shane, distantly, that he’ll have to wear the defaced jersey and his sweaty uniform pants if he wants to leave the locker room. He really, really wants to leave the locker room.
His feet won’t move, though, like the bottom half of his body is suddenly made of lead, while the rest of him twists uncontrollably in the wind. His head feels like it’s floating off into outer space.
Traitor.
Things get worse for Shane after he and Ilya get outed to the world. Ilya and the Centaurs help soften the blow.
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20 Feb 2026
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Protected Person by chinesebakery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Shane finds out on Twitter.
Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.
What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.
Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.
He chooses fire.
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20 Feb 2026
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#ilyarozanovisoverparty by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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[Tweet from @EliotFreeman]
Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.”[Tweet from @letsgetdrilled]
oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverpartyNo one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.
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19 Feb 2026
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I love you, I'm sorry. by yourfavlesbianx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Shane has fucked up. Majorly. He is sitting alone after his first big fight with Ilya, over refusing to attend Zane Boodram's party. After realising this could be the reason he and Ilya break up, he decides he is going to attend the party after all to prove to his boyfriend, that yes he would pick him over hockey.
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19 Feb 2026
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Holding Patterns by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.
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- Part 2 of Duty of Care
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- English
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- 29,923
- Chapters:
- 6/20
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19 Feb 2026
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Things Heal by The_time_is_0239am
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), the long game - Fandom, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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"His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
That’s all it took.One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.
He swallows hard, throat tight.
I lost them the Cup.
The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.
Why—
“What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"
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The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.
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- English
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- 13,242
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- 6/?
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- 135
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19 Feb 2026
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contingency plans by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"
Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.
Not hurt. Alive.
“Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”
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or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.
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18 Feb 2026
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Ilya and Shane think they've come out... but no one believes them. The more they try to make it clear, the more the internet doesn't believe them. Chaos reigns but Shane still has no regrets. He just wishes Ilya wouldn't respond to the trolls.
Lily: Wait. That’s it. Let’s video you on your knees. Lips around my handsome dick. Post that.
Jane: No.
Lily: But people are confused!
Jane: A guy on my feed says you have bottom energy.
Lily: Metro fans are not smart.
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18 Feb 2026
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This Man is Testing Me by EmmaFury
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is getting by just fine, actually, after a breakdown at 19 caused him to flake out of a career of professional hockey just after the draft.
Now, at 28, he's coaching at the local rec centre instead, has at least one decent friend, and his relationship with his parents has never been better after Yuna made the switch from manager back to mother.
Doing just fine, that is, until Ilya Rozanov moves into the vacant apartment across from him. He's rude and condescending, and Shane finds himself fumbling about like an awkward teenager after their every interaction. And it only gets worse with every mixed signal Ilya sends his way.
This, combined with how Ilya's awful habits are disrupting the carefully cultivated peace Shane has managed to carve out for himself, has his anxious tendencies starting to flare up once again.Or maybe Shane's just not as fine as he originally thought.
Shane now has to contend with his growing feelings for a man who holds him in a cold disregard, while also trying to piece himself back together after a disastrous few months reignite old, festering wounds he thought long forgotten.
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18 Feb 2026
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long game (class acts never fail) by hitlikehammers for cloudsurfing
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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If you’d already decided love was more than enough, that being together was bigger than fear; if you’d already picked each other over everything else, already picked a season to make it known; if you’d exchanged rings and vows and you knew this was forever and—most significantly—no one’s idiot best friend accidentally outed you early with his stupid side-hustle video scheme: would you stick to the plan?
Or, would you play a slightly longer game to make your point; would you wait a couple extra months if it meant seizing the opportunity to go big, go bold, shove loving this much in the faces of the naysayers and the assholes and the bigots on an oh-so-convenient, quadrennially-available global stage?
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Or: No FanMail. No outing. No forced free agency. Just their terms. Just their choice. Just their love.
So hell yes: Shane and Ilya use the 2022 Winter Olympics as their hard launch. How’s that even a question?
Scott Hunter’s gonna be so pissed at being upstaged that bad.- Language:
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18 Feb 2026
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Built to Break is an highly requested alternate-universe story within The Quiet Fight series, where Shane—not Ilya—is the one facing cancer.
During their eleventh NHL seasons, a lingering injury reveals a devastating diagnosis, forcing an early coming out and the potential end of Shane’s career. As Shane fights, he is forced to find a new purpose, proving that even when the body breaks, a life—and a legacy—can still be rebuilt.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,392
- Chapters:
- 29/29
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- 173
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- 288
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18 Feb 2026
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boston lily & associates by flashytonystark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Celeste Navarro:
PAUSE.
BACK UP.
Did Jackie add Ilya to our WAGs group chat?Hannah Wilson:
Is this even allowed?
It kinda feels illegal.
No offense, Rozanov. It’s just that you play for the other team.Ilya Rozanov:
Is that…
How you say? Double meaning?Celeste Navarro:
HA!----
Or the one where Ilya Rozanov has a minor crash out after learning Rose Landry is still in the Metros WAG Group Chat but he hasn't been added & now he must infiltrate the group because he is the ultimate wife.
**This is a current WIP, but I hope to be posting updates every couple of days or so! :)
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- English
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- 22,858
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- 8/?
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- 173
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18 Feb 2026