LetYourselfGo
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- Penny Dreadful (TV) (10)
- Actor RPF (5)
- 21st Century CE RPF (3)
- RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF (3)
- Star Trek (3)
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let it find you, let it undo by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), 20th Century CE RPF, Music RPF, musician
15 Feb 2026
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IN BED WITH THE MCLENNONS: Mr and Mr Lennon-McCartney talk about love and identities and family in the new era of queer acceptance and exploration, Rolling Stone, March 2025
"This latest era of JohnandPaul, as they often refer to themselves as, has been one of the most celebratory. As they've entered their 80s, it feels like the world is finally catching up with them. After decades of being staunch in their identities as a "mostly gay" neurodivergent man and his gender queer bisexual partner raising a family together, the latest generation, now able to live more loudly and proudly than ever, are idolizing them."
Non-linear narrative that weaves its way from 1958 to today, showing how their emotional and physical intimacy when they were younger and beyond shaped their sexuality and gender journeys, their families, their music and the world. Story will be updated every Sunday until finished. Each chapter can also be read as a one-shot.
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The Princess and The Huntress by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
12 Sep 2025
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This story begins as all good stories do…
Once upon a time there was a Princess and a Huntress who lived in a land outside of time. The Princess was brave, beautiful, but scared. The Huntress was also brave, beautiful but scared. It may seem like that’s where their similarities ended, for everything else about them appeared to be very different. But they would eventually find that they had more in common than either of them thought.
But in this story, you must ask yourself: which one is the Princess, and which one is the Huntress?
And what were they to learn from those others who looked exactly like them?
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The Dyke Before Christmas by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom
27 Sep 2023
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A Hallmark Christmas special through the minds of Trixie and Katya/the Brians because we love a predictable plot and we love a pun.
Katya is a high power and ruthless agent in Hollywood used to bullying studio execs and casting agents into giving her clients the best deal. But when her mother Bianca informs her that she's engaged to someone much younger than her she's forced to finally go back to the small town she grew up in to try and stop it. What she doesn't expect is the blonde bombshell Trixie teaching her that not everything there completely sucks and that maybe, just maybe, Katya might be capable of the one thing that scares her the most, falling in love.
A stand alone fic that can be read as part of my Lezzing Out universe.
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The Marriage Story by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, Actor RPF, Real Person Fiction, 21st Century CE RPF, Moving Parts
13 Sep 2023
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Behind every great drag queen duo are a couple of bald, emotional stunted homos using them to express their feelings. As Trixie and Katya settle into married life, the Brians start to figure out their shit and navigate the most fucked up foursome of idiots in love.
A series of stories set before, during and after my story 'Lezzing Out' of what was, is, will be and could have been. Each can be read separately as a stand alone story, presented non-chronologically but still with an intended order.
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Lezzing Out by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, Actor RPF, Real Person Fiction, Moving Parts, 21st Century CE RPF
29 Jun 2023
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"I saw Trixie and Katya together. Married.”
“Pretty sure David is exhausted enough with me, let alone a sister wife who sweats like a whore in church.”
“I have been a whore in church and I’m here to tell you the only sweating I was doing was from trying to hide my giant throbbing erection from a priest who looked like Andrew Garfield.”
“Okay then what do you mean, we were married?”
“I mean I saw the two of them as separate entities from you and me.”
“Are you sure you weren’t just having another psychotic break? Because I expect you and your hallucinations to still trot your decrepit form out on that fucking stage every night.”
“It wasn’t a hallucination. It was a vision.”
“Okay then, Miss Cleo. Tell me more about the saga of lesbian love between them.”
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A bizarrely romantic tale of Katya and her girl Trixie falling in love, all while the Brians watch. Expect the kind of taking it too far, oversharing, actually kind of sweet, unfettered weirdness that these two are all about.
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Recent series
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This is huge for the dawlls but also big for the Brians by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandom 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom, Moving Parts, Real Person Fiction, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
27 Sep 2023
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In this post season 2 AU, Ethan and Vanessa cross the unknown to one another, defeat darkness, redefine what sex can mean, and explore their desires together all through the love that they have for one another, a love that sets them both free, opening them up to things they never dreamt possible.
This series spans the second season up into the early 20th century.
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- 72,302
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- 8
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- 59
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Together Together by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo), sidnihoudini
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF
06 Jan 2018
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Every relationship has two sides of the same story.
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- 41,716
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It was odd: in all the times he’d had friends over before, it’d never felt so important to get everything right. You weren’t supposed to care this much about being a good host when you were fifteen, he thought. It was the sort of thing that only mattered once you got older.
(Or: the mortifying ordeal of having someone you like over to your house.)
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
17 Feb 2026
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John and Paul both end up at the 1975 Grammy Awards, and at Elton's after party. They haven't seen each other since the break-up. It's awkward! It's emotional! It's sexy! They finally talk. And more?
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
15 Feb 2026
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you could make this place beautiful by mynamesbetty (waltwhitmans)
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
27 Sep 2025
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Sitting in a studio, playing an instrument and waiting for the next argument, wasn’t good for his body or his soul. He was right to have left, he decided. It would be good for John, too, once he got the note and followed Paul. They could get their heads on straight, away from Apple and the lawyers.
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- English
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Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
15 Feb 2026
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Paul is just seventeen, you know what I mean? And John convinces him to let him draw him, naked. That's it, that's the whole plot.
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- Part 1 of Must I Paint You a Picture?
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Written for the kinkmeme prompt:
Modern AU. John and Paul are flatmates and friends. John, who is gay, starts dating someone. Paul, who is straight, hates John’s new boyfriend. He worries that he’s homophobic. Eventually he figures it out, he’s ok with John dating men as long as it’s him.
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Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
13 Feb 2026