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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

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    “And the both of you just assumed that, what? Jackie and I would just play along? Did either of us even factor into this stupid thing, outside of making us cum?” Shane asks, crossing his arms. He looks annoyed, one of Ilya's favorite emotions to see painted across his face. “Or was this all about your giant fucking ego?”

    Ilya smirks, and Shane groans, throwing a pillow at his face. “Don't even fucking start.”

    “Me?” Ilya says, buzzed and happy, thrilled to be irritating Shane as always. “Ego is not the only thing giant about me.”

    OR: Hayden & Ilya make a bet. Shane (and Jackie) win.

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Certain things fall through the cracks as you're thrust into celebrity status from the age of eighteen. Some things you never learn, or they slip out of your fingers before you can hold on tight enough to fully imprint the memory.

    These are 5 Things Ilya Rozanov learns as an adult.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Hollander chooses that moment to look up at the door and see them, he beams and makes a come in motion with his good hand that he quite literally has to reef out of Ilya’s. His captain now also looks up and tenses, considerably less pleased than the likely high as a kite man next to him.

    “If you are anything less than cool with this I will hit you,” Pike practically hisses at him. He can’t help but scoff in response.

    “Of course I’m cool with this Pike, are you?” Pike nods once and finally lowers his arm that has been pressed against Cliff’s middle this whole time.

    “And if you tell anyone I will fucking kill you,” Pikes says this like a promise and Cliff has no doubts that he means it because he feels the exact same way.

    “Back at ya Pike” Pike looks up at him and for maybe the first time, it’s without hatred. They brace themselves almost at the same and Cliff opens the door to Hollander’s room and maybe the fucking Labyrinth.

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