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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

    Or:
    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    06 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    "Wait till you have kids
    that behave just like you.
    But I did.
    I did have kids that are just like me.
    And I realized
    how easy it was to love me"

    Ilya and Shane have a son. Ilya realizes that loving him is the easiest thing he's ever done.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    So, in Russia, it is not Christmas yet. It is not yet a lot of things in Russia. That’s good, Ilya thinks. Maybe there, it’s still some earlier version of him. Maybe somewhere, in some parallel alignment of days and months, he is still the captain of the Boston Raiders. Maybe he hasn’t been traded yet. Maybe he hasn’t packed up his life and moved continents and switched languages. Maybe he’s still wearing familiar colors, still answering to a city that knows his name and chants it like it's both a prayer and a promise. Ilya. Ilya. Ilya. Maybe he hasn’t become a Centaur yet. Maybe the future has not yet caught up to Ilya Rozanov there.

    --- Ilya spends his second Christmas in Shane's cottage, and contemplates the idea of home, grief, and what it means to speak a language.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.

    If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.

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    22 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 92

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    Conrad (twenty, angry, hungry) finds himself nine years into the future.

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    25 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 96

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    Belly has a theory: Conrad moans because he's spent so much of his life keeping everything locked down tight. All his emotions, all his pain, all his fear. He's gotten so good at control that when he finally lets go, when he's with her, when he's inside her, when he's arguing with her, when he's overwhelmed by sensation he can't think his way out of, everything comes spilling out at once.

     

    (inspired by the guest bedroom scene without music)

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    20 Oct 2025

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    So maybe they are having mega hot sex multiple times a week. Belly is still pretty sure it's casual.

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    19 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 47

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    A collection of non-linear moments following Book 3, including Belly and Conrad getting back together and their life afterward.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    She considers calling Taylor. She considers throwing her phone out the window. She considers tracking down her laptop and doing a deep-dive into the operation of the Hinge algorithm, so she can decide whether this chance-meeting-by-app was a matter of fate, circumstance, or mathematics.

    (Three years after almost marrying his brother, Belly stumbles across Conrad Fisher's profile on a dating app. She's being, like, totally normal about it.)

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    23 Sep 2025

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    Something’s off with Conrad this morning, and Belly can't for the life of her figure out what it is. She’s determined to find out. Conrad has other plans.

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    09 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 83

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    October 15, 2017 - Lois confronts Clark over the day's strange events.

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    22 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 59

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    Thirteen years after the events of "Little Matters," one night in the Fox-Claremont-Diaz family shows that life means change, but some things never do...

    A one-shot sequel (of sorts) in honor of the anniversary.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    Alex has somehow made it into the most elite sex club on this side of the city, and so far he’s gawked at one (1) naked man—a downright gorgeous man, in his defense—from a distance and gone non-verbal and introspective on a couch by himself.

    Truly riveting stuff.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    He can’t stop thinking about the fucking ankle. About what it represents. The sensuality of the muscles and tendons underneath the flesh, begging for the press of his fingerprints, the indention of his teeth, those same ankles crossed and pressed into Alex’s lower back, the sweet symphony of two bodies finding solace and pleasure in one another even if only until morning light breaks through the curtains.

    He wants to get fucked, basically.

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    newly out as bi, alex decides the best way to commemorate the occasion is to sleep with the most well-endowed guy on campus. henry thinks he might be insane, and isn't quite sure what that says about him for being the one to catch feelings when this whole thing was just supposed to be practice in the first place. it all works out. eventually.

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    21 Jul 2024

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    Henry is a boring person.

    This is an objective fact. It’s been such a constant in his life that it hardly bothers him. He prefers the mundane. Thrives under routine. Tolerates many things poorly: surprise parties, capsaicin, loud noises.

    Another objective fact: Henry loves Alex. Alex is not boring at all.

    Unfortunately, everyone else in Henry’s life seems to think that a bore like him is incapable of a relationship like theirs— and, more distressingly, that this must mean that Alex simply doesn’t exist.

    Or: Five times that no one believed that Henry and Alex were an item, and one time that they all did.

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    02 Jun 2024

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    Alex swallows audibly, eyes darting all over Henry’s face. “Your Ro— Henry.” And oh, that’s the timbre with which Henry wants to hear his name come out of Alex’s mouth; it’s low and a little frantic, and it tugs at something in Henry’s navel. “I’m twice your age.”

    “Do you think I’m twenty?”

    “Jesus Christ, I rounded for dramatic effect.” Alex fixes him with a look that’s half frustration, half something Alex is trying very hard not to let show. The thing is, though, that Henry became an expert at covert glances and hidden signals during his time at Oxford, and he’d bet his entire ridiculous Crown allowance that Alex wants him as badly as he wants Alex.

    Or, Alex is a senator; Henry is a prince who knows exactly what he wants.

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    18 May 2024

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    Charlie keeps a notebook of all the silly, kind and achingly sweet things Nick tells him before they go to sleep at night.

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    05 Apr 2024

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    It starts, like so many things in Alex’s life, with a list.

    A list, a prince, an NDA, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and a night better than any of the fantasies that preceded it. No consequences. That was the whole point.

    Except, like so many things in Alex’s life, it isn’t that simple.

    Illicit rendezvous, heartfelt phone calls, transatlantic flights, nights that change them… and a morning that changes everything.

    And that’s just how it starts.

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    16 Mar 2024

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