15 Bookmarks by Expensive8124

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane's been spiraling for a week about Ilya's rookie teammate. He knows it's irrational but he can't help it. And when Ilya shows up to surprise him and sees another man's hand on his hips, Shane is reminded just how possessive his boyfriend can be.

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    "That's it," Ilya's voice sent a shiver down his spine. "Push a finger in. Let me see."

    Shane pressed one finger inside himself, gasping at the stretch. He was already so worked up, so desperate, that even his own finger felt intense.

    "More," Ilya demanded. "I got two ready for you. Give me two. Stretch yourself open for me."

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    25 Feb 2026

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    After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    25 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    5 times Ilya makes a sex joke in the Centaurs group chat + 1 time Shane does

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    24 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 37

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    The lighting in the hotel hallway, which was never designed to complement the complexion of any living species, does wonders in illuminating Ilya's face with a subtle glow. Her makeup is dark and carelessly smudged in the outer corners of her watery blue eyes. It makes them look wider. It makes Shane feel like Ilya is capable of staring straight inside of her.

    Shane suffocates on the words do you really have to get more beautiful every time I see you? so instead she says, "you can come in."

    Genderswap porn with a touch of yearning. By lesbians, for lesbians, about lesbians.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    "Is this your first time with a man?"
    "Yeah. Yours?"
    "Oh—no."
    "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Who, another player?"
    He stopped. He hesitated.
    "no, my coach's son back in russia."

    Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    5 times Ilya gets turned on by Shane being boring + 1 time Shane lets him do something about it

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “Don’t worry?”

    Shane’s hackles raise, because not long ago he’d read Ilya’s last words and felt his heart stop. And not long after that, Shane watched Ilya collapse, fade, and everything in his own body leaped to follow.

    Worry seems pretty appropriate, actually.

    “Shane,” and the way Ilya says his name, like it’s something precious, will never stop shaking Shane with the double-tap of his blood, rising to the wonder of it; it’ll never stop making Shane feel seen for every raving thought and fear and dread he’d spent his whole life hiding, like Ilya’s first language was Russian, but his mother tongue was Shane.

    “I mean only you don’t need to worry, it will all be fine,” Ilya says so gently, steeped in more love than Shane quite knows how to hold. “Is natural for me.”

    “Scaring the fuck out of me? Yeah,” the words pop out, like Shane's jittery heart knocks them past his lips without meaning to: “kinda starting to seem that way.”

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    A record-breaking blizzard meets the desperate need to see the love your life despite it—should be okay, right? Snow's natural for your husband, he'll be fine.

    (Or not.)

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    11 Feb 2026

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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “Hi Irina.”

    Ilya feels his blood still in his veins. His vision almost immediately blurs at the sound of his mother’s name falling so gently from Shane’s lips. Shane rambles something, almost to himself, before:

    “I’m Shane. Shane Hollander. And I’m in love with your son, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s breath catches, heart lurching in his chest, fluttering almost painfully as the realization hits him: He’s introducing himself to her.
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    or Shane talks to Ilya’s mom, Ilya overhears.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya’s 12-year-old son has his first panic attack before a hockey game.

    Luckily for him, he has a dad who is all too familiar with them.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    This fic lives in the spaces Rachel Reid leaves quiet. It follows Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov from the end of Heated Rivalry through The Long Game, then imagines a future shaped by love, community, and consequence.

    Chapters 1–16 focus on the four-year gap between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game. These chapters trace the long, uneven process of staying in love while being forced apart by careers, secrecy, and fear. They linger on stolen moments, missed calls, private rituals, and the emotional labor of choosing each other over and over again after committing exclusively to each other.

    Chapter 17 is a deliberate rewrite of a key scene from The Long Game that I couldn’t live with as written.

    Chapters 18–45 imagine what comes after The Long Game in the upcoming Unrivaled era through my thoughts. This section centers on Shane and Ilya learning how to live publicly, build a community. Luca Haas becomes a vital part of that future, not as a threat, but as proof of how love expands rather than divides. Together with their growing chosen family, they confront an antagonistic podcast, TopShelf.

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    44/45
    Comments:
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    43,257

    09 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 39

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    A collection of vignettes from the lives of Shane and Ilya post Episode 6, all in the same timeline, chronological order and all taking place at one location…the cottage.

    There will be fluff, fights and fucking, tears, tantrums and tenderness with a side order of silliness and shenanigans. But it all ends with our boys where they are meant to be…together, happy and in the cottage.

    Updated regularly...pinky promise

    In the words of Metros team captain; "Lets go!"

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    39
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    4,403

    08 Feb 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    1,540
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    20,554
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    4,747
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    199,701

    07 Feb 2026

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