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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    Shane has a new thing he does in bed now.

    He says: “Tell me I’m your favorite." "Tell me I suck you better than anyone else." "Tell me I’m the best fuck." Ilya knows he must have wanted to say this before, but thought it was too revealing. He still only says it when he’s pretty lost in what they’re doing.

    Ilya loves it.

    Loves anytime Shane is desperate and possessive and needy. It’s one of his favorite ways for Shane to be. He thinks this, and he doesn’t think anything else because he is very stupid, maybe. He says “yes yes yes” and watches Shane light up. Sometimes he says “I don’t know” just to make him blush harder, work harder, cry harder. Get even hungrier underneath him.

    ...

    Instead of Ilya pitching an open relationship in TLG, he finds out Shane thinks they already have one.

    Or: Ilya finally realizes how deeply he fucked Shane up by conditioning him to accept that he would never be enough for Ilya. He tries to address this insecurity in true tuna-melt fashion by showing Shane fuckboy-era sex tapes of himself with other people. Somehow, they still manage to work it out.

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Shane Hollander gave Montreal seven years. They traded him three weeks before he could ask for the one clause that would have let him stay.

    Now he's in San Jose — wrong sun, wrong time zone, wrong everything — and Ilya is three thousand miles away.

    They survived hotel rooms and secrets and twenty-three-day separations. Three thousand miles is just geography.

    It has to be.

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    “You know he’s wearing one of those, too,” Hayden said, pointing at Rozanov’s wedding ring.
    Rozanov snorted. “Yes, Pike.”

    Or: Hayden tries to comfort a jealous Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is…he’s Shane’s entire heart. The air that he breathes, the reason for everything he does. None of it would matter without Ilya. This is the closest he’s ever come to losing him, and the thought of it - the possibility that everything they’ve been fighting for could just be lost - had struck Shane so acutely, so agonisingly.

    He’d once thought that losing hockey was the worst thing that could ever happen to him. He knows, now, that isn’t true.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Is the first day of the new season and Scott's a bit afraid of how his team will act now that he's out. Unfortunately, he cannot dwell on that because there's a video that Carter just has to show him.

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    Some reporter tries to get Ilya to comment on the Scott Hunter Kiss, he does not get the answer he was looking for.

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    20 Feb 2026