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    Ilya could only nod, the knot at the base of his throat growing tighter. He wanted to confess that it was more than just care about him. He was hit with the realization as soon as Shane’s crumpled body lay lifeless on the ice; he was in love. He loved Shane; red and hot as the blood coursing through his body. Passionate as his love for hockey.

    And it scared him. It scared him that he felt this way when they played the sport that they did. Scared him that people could hurt Shane for his team affiliation, for his sexuality. He was terrified. And he wished he had his own Rose Landry to talk to about things, the way Shane said he did. He wished he still had his mom, the way Shane did. He wished a lot of things at that moment. That Shane would open his eyes. That he would open his own eyes and it was all a terrible dream and Shane was sleeping next to him with the little pout in his lips.

    But it wasn’t a dream. And Shane still had not opened his eyes.

     

    a hollanov whump fic 🤍

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane gets hit by a car before a Boston game and Ilya was there to witness it. As Shane's loved ones gather to support him, Ilya struggles with not being included in that group.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    It's a regular game day in Ottawa and the Centaurs head out to face the Nashville Symphony. Ilya is already worried that Shane's ribs are giving him trouble, but when Shane goes down after a hard hit worry becomes dread, and Ilya can't get to Shane fast enough.

     

    This is my first ever fic so if it sucks I'm genuinely so sorry. Not using any AI DUHHHH so please forgive any typos or incorrect sentence structure I didn't major in creative writing!

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    All he could think about was the fact that the shower was still running.

    Ilya Rozanov was in the bathroom.

    One single closed door stood between him and them, and there was nothing Shane could do to stop the inevitable from happening. His dad was still talking, still acting like they weren’t seconds from impact, and Shane was having a panic attack. That was the only way to explain it, the sudden weight on his chest, shortness of breath. He went through the motions of flipping open the lid of his suitcase and pulling his charger out of its dedicated pocket, all while his lungs were collapsing.

    How was he going to explain this?

     

    or... Yuna and David find out the truth about the boys in their rookie year, it still takes them forever to pull their heads out of their asses

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is playing the most brutal game of the season against San Francisco. Both teams want the Cup, and if that means crossing lines, so be it. Shane watches the game from the comfort of his parents’ house in Ottawa, until a player hits Ilya. Then, it is just scary.

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    02 Mar 2026