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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    He doesn’t remember any part of that night that didn’t involve Shane. He doesn’t remember the woman’s name, or what she looked like, or even why he didn’t go home with her. All of that was insignificant, a blur that faded into nothingness.

    He only remembers Shane, and then the absence of him.

    (They finally talk about what happened at the club.)

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander tripped. His teammates think he didn't.

    Shane has had enough.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    [Ilya skates up to Shane and puts his glove up over his mouth.]

    Shane: Are we changing the play?

    Ilya: No I just want to freak the other team out

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    Written Transcript of a Centaurs game in the future where Ilya Rozanov is mic'ed up

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    09 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    For the first few days, Shane ignored it. He thought he was going crazy, or stuck in some coma dream, or that he was being punished by God for—well, you know. Either way, he thought: head up. Be good. Even if you never make it out of here, you’ll know you tried your best to do it right.

    Shane gets stuck. Ilya helps.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    "You are Hunter's boyfriend," the guy says, looming. He's holding a glass of vodka that probably costs more than what Kip earns in a day.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    She’d never say anything, of course, because she could be wrong. In fact, most days Yuna was certain she was wrong. Shane had only ever dated girls, and had never shown any outright signs of liking… anything else. But that didn’t stop her from wondering, occasionally, whether her son was entirely straight.
    But the last hour or so had certainly put paid to that suspicion. Because Shane was receiving a frankly alarming number of texts from someone named ‘Lily’.

    Or: Yuna and David meet Ilya Rozanov at the hospital after Shane’s injury.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Yuna Hollander has spent a lifetime hiding her fear behind competence. From Shane’s childhood to his rise as an NHL star, she has carried anxiety so he wouldn’t have to.
    Until one unplanned moment forces her to confront the limits of planning, the weight of anxiety passed down through generations, and the quiet courage it takes to let her son live his own life.

    Or: Shane's anxiety came from Yuna. What if Yuna went to the cottage instead of David?

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “I’m going to make pasta,” David announces, and Ilya wonders if this is the Hollander answer to stressful situations. He likes it, even if pasta wasn’t his first choice for dinner. “Want to help?”

    “Um,” Ilya says, “yes. Okay.”

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    20 Jan 2026

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    17 Jan 2026

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    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

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    16 Jan 2026

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    15 Jan 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    27 Nov 2025

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    London, 1982: Ian Chesterton knows he should be at home working on lesson plans like the normal, responsible man he appears to be—not lurking outside a gay club.

    He's on the verge of leaving when a handsome—and oddly familiar—stranger calls after him.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    He's almost at the tunnel when he hears a whirring noise behind him and he spins around. There's a fucking blue box in the middle of the pitch. It definitely wasn't there a minute ago.

    Or, a Jamie and Roy time travel adventure that requires little to no actual knowledge of Doctor Who.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    "Oh, I'm sorry, was that a wee smile from the most serious man in history? And it says that you're wired for sound."

    A series of ficlets, each loosely riffing on/inspired by a Kylie song. Because why not.

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    28 May 2025

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    The Doctor and Donna, on the slow(er) path.

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    20 May 2025

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    Roy thinks he could get used to this. Smiling and laughing and spending time with Keeley and Jamie and being fucking happy- letting himself be fucking happy.

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    21 Feb 2025

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