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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    "But Hester was right about the body, you can't deny that."

    Jean wasn't looking at Monty as she said it—she was half-turned away, focused on the stack of papers she'd picked up from the desk in hopes that one of them might contain something that would help them. Later she would tell herself that that was how she missed the subtle shift in the air, the imperceptible tilt of her world sliding off its axis.

    "What?"

    "Just… when she said we should have known who the body was… that's… what Colonel Bevan meant, right?" She glanced up. Monty had gone as still as a statue, leaning forward onto his elbows and staring directly at her.

    "Oh, right. Well, thank you for clearing that up."

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    aka: monty does a misogyny but Worse

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Monty shifted closer, the mattress dipping under his weight. “Charlie, I… I don’t know that we can win this.”

     

    For all the faith that Monty's given Charlie, it only seems right that Charlie should return the favour.

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Charles Cholmondeley is well acquainted with things going wrong. He understands the mechanics of misfortune, the way small problems clump together one by one by one until they reach some critical mass and short-circuit the brain.

    Fascinating stuff. Or it would be, were he not in complete and total hell over the fluorescent lights in the MI5 basement.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    When Charles corrects Monty before Jean has the chance he becomes the target of Monty's anger. How will Jean react to this injustice?

    By yelling at Monty, duh.

    (also reminding him of exactly what's at stake by using his own fears against him)

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Charles is acting a little... strange. Monty wants to know why.

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    18 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    “Out with it, Montagu,” Jean said fondly, “We don’t have all day.”
    Monty walked to the centre of the room and spread his arms out widely, “I’m getting married.”
    Charlie's world seemed to stop in its tracks.

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    18 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    Ilya drops to his knees and finds a sleeping baby in a tiny pink bunny patterned onesie. It feels illegal for something to be this small. Who would do something like this? Surely a mother somewhere would be sick with worry. Then he sees a folded square of paper tucked into the side of the car seat. He unfolds it to a note – Ilya, I can’t keep her. She’s yours.

    Ilya undoes the car seat buckle as fast as his shaking hands will allow. Slowly, carefully, he lifts her from her car seat and settles her in his arms. The baby stirs, and when she opens her eyes, they’re the clearest blue he’s ever seen – a mirror image of his own.

    He is so fucked.

    Or, Ilya very suddenly stumbles into parenthood, Shane isn't a step dad he's the dad who stepped up, and Hayden Pike might not be so bad after all.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya Rozanov has had the same bad habit for most of his life. When Shane takes it away from him, he falls down a rabbit hole of finding a replacement. Until he ends up on the worst one.

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    4 bad habits and 1 that almost kills him.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane leaves to give Ilya space after their worst fight. He never comes home.

    Now Ilya has to live with the last words he said to the man he loved: "Get the fuck out. I don't want to see your face."

    Some apologies come too late.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    "Ah right, well this is kind of a perfect segue into my news: a coach from Russia reached out to me about teaching over the summer."

    "He reached out to you Pike, and not me? The Russian? Who is this supposed coach?"

    "He's legit, I've seen his stats, his name is Grisha Berezkina," he sounds out the name slowly, pulling up the conversation thread between the two of them, and not noticing how Ilya pales before he lunges for the phone.

     

    (A part of the past that Ilya had long buried comes crawling back just as he settles in Ottawa, and it sends him in a spiral.)

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    08 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya Rozanov is supposed to be supporting his boyfriend as he wins his fourth Stanley Cup. Only, he doesn't show, and Shane is greeted by a missed call and one voicemail when the game is over.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been carrying his mother's ghost since he was twelve years old.

    Sochi is where the weight finally breaks him. Russia is eliminated in the most humiliating loss in their history, and their captain sits on a twelfth-floor balcony railing thinking about letting go.

    Shane Hollander has a gold medal game in fourteen hours. He comes anyway.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

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    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    It wasn’t like he had to throw up, Ilya reasoned. It was just a bad habit, and he quit those all the time. But he was leaving the cottage in two days, and the thought of packing up this life with Shane into his carry-on and flying back to Boston alone was tying him in knots. He was just stressed, and vomiting made him feel lighter. He didn’t need to, though.

    Or, a study of Ilya's recklessness and unhealthy coping as a foil to Shane's ED-coded behaviors, where he has his own disordered habits. He has it under control, until he doesn't. This work is fully finished, just updating as I edit :)

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Alexei visits Ilya in Boston. Ilya plays a game against Shane with broken ribs.

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    01 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane Hollander had never dealt with another person’s mental health.

     

    Shane tries his best to take care of Ilya when he’s depressed. How was he supposed to know that Ilya was doing so badly?

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.

    But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.

    Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.

    “Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”

    Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    "What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

    "Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

    "Yeah."

    "She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

    Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

    "She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you."
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    Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander
    ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

    (oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

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    24 Jan 2026

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