Anxious_Pans
Recent works
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Who Told You You Could Love Me? (Your Eyes) by Anxious_Pans
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
10 Sep 2025
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“This is killing yourself. Why are you refusing, no, why have you refused, thus far, to get help.”
"I was born to love them, born to die for them in one way or another. Whether that be in the field or due to my own foolish selfishness then so be it. I love them but I do not need them to love me. That would be selfish on a whole other level, especially when I know that my death would kill them if they knew they played a factor in it."
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I know it's technically not hurting Izuku because it's Hitoshi centric but I'm still hurting him by proxy so into the series it goes.
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Nowhere else will you see my works posted. I only post on AO3.
Series
- Part 9 of Me Killing/Hurting Izuku Because I Can
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Trust and Found Family by Anxious_Pans
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
17 Apr 2025
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And they go back to watching their documentaries, with Izuku keeping his grip on the man’s hand - a comforting feeling for the both of them. The trust between the hero and child is slowly being built brick by brick and both Shouta and Izuku hope that nothing will knock it down before it becomes an iron wall of unconditional trust.
EDIT : I've changed the summary, but it's still the same story!
EDIT 2: Nowhere else will you see my works posted. I only post on AO3.
Series
- Part 2 of To Find A Family Again
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The Sun On Your Skin (Wind In Your Hair) by Anxious_Pans
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
14 Apr 2025
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Being locked up really does make you appreciate all the little things. It makes you appreciate the prickly feeling of the grass against your skin, the crawling sensation of the bugs as they start their morning and investigate you, a large creature in their way, the rustle of leaves as the wind blows through them, the wind rustling your hair and getting it in your face, the sound of the birds cooing as they just start to wake up, the chittering of the squirrels as they start to wake up and get ready to look for their breakfasts for the day, the last hoot of the night owls as they settle down to fall asleep for the day.
This is not a stand alone fic. It is attached to a main series and set roughly in chapter 86. It's a one-shot and almost pure fluff just because. This fic has mentions of spoilers to the main fic it is attached to so be warned.
Series
- Part 7 of To Find A Family Again
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His feet hit the grass and he ran. He ran towards the park he goes to every time this happens. Every time someone raised their voice at home. Whether around him or at him. He’d run, because loud noises scared him, because what they were yelling was mean, because he didn’t want to listen to his parents’ relationship become torn at the seams all because he didn’t have a quirk.
________An actual summary?? Who would've thought I was capable of that? Definitely not me.
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Nowhere else will you see my works posted. I only post on AO3.
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Do You Wanna Commit Arson With Me? by Anxious_Pans
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 Dec 2023
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It had been months since the last time Hisashi had come home. Izuku had grown used to just him and his mother residing in the house, he almost forgot he had a father. Almost.
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Another actual summary?? I must be doing something right.
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Nowhere else will you see my works posted. I only post on AO3.
Recent series
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Me Killing/Hurting Izuku Because I Can by Anxious_Pans
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
10 Sep 2025
Summary
Just a bunch of fics that aren't connected at all because sometimes I get the urge to kill Izuku in fics
This is where those urges go.
I apologize in advance.
- Words:
- 34,032
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 86
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To Find A Family Again by Anxious_Pans
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
17 Apr 2025
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Izuku was 4 when he learned adults can’t be trusted.
Izuku was 4 when he built protective walls around his heart.
Izuku was 11 when he finally let someone in.
Izuku was 11 when he finally found a home.
- Words:
- 271,125
- Works:
- 7
- Bookmarks:
- 437
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Izuku's Unsanctioned After School Activites by Anxious_Pans
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Jun 2022
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Izuku may or may not have a cult following that will do anything he asks of them.
That's for him to know.
There's nothing wrong with a little murder if they deserve it.
- Words:
- 20,672
- Works:
- 14
- Bookmarks:
- 634
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Living Vicariously Through TransIzuku With Dadzawa Because I'm Feeling ✨Dysphoric✨ by Anxious_Pans
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
27 Feb 2022
Summary
One shots of me just living vicariously through Izuku because of dysphoria and my family isn't helping.
Mainly Dadzawa and SonZuku
ー Updates sporadic ー
- Words:
- 6,366
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 55
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Fluff Fics (Aka my apology for all the angst) by Anxious_Pans
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 Sep 2021
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Fluffy one shots that aren't connected in any way shape or form. The ships will vary.
ー Updates sporadic ー
- Words:
- 1,711
- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 1