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What happens when your best friend falls in love with a ghost from your past?
Sayaka is in love with Kira. Kira found her new obsession. And Yumeko is a mess.
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I just need to get this over with and then everything can go back to normal, he thought, shaking his head. Ajax raised his hand, the knife glinting in the light as he held it close to his throat.
But… What if it doesn’t work?
Ajax hesitated.
He doesn’t hear it when the bathroom door swings open.
“Just what do you think you’re doing?”
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Ajax finds himself trapped in a time loop, and the only way he can escape is to kill himself. Unfortunately, that proves to be much easier said than done.
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This is such a good concept and I need to write fics with this concept
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Connecting the Two Dots by queerteaoop
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Cute, funny
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Play Stupid Games, Win Stupid Prizes by puncturing_plotlines
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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Hayden knew he shouldn’t do it. He knew snooping on someone’s phone is not cool at all, but Shane’s dry spell had really tanked their standing for the playoffs.
And before, anytime he was off his game a little “hanging out” with his “good friend” Boston Lily seemed to fix him up. Set him straight.
So, while Shane toweled off in the showers, Hayden might have grabbed Boston Lily’s number from his phone.
{Or, Hayden keeps meddling in Shane's love life to his own detriment.}
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A Grievous Redemption: A Re: Zero Story by Younglingslayer9000
Fandoms: Re:ゼロから始める異世界生活 | Re:Zero Starting Life in Another World (Anime), Star Wars - All Media Types
05 Feb 2026
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Subaru Natsuki was at his most broken and desperate after being rejected by almost all of the royal candidates when he merely begged for their help. And thus, he seems to be set on suffering a terrible fate yet again. Not just himself, but those around him.
As he sat despondently and alone in a dark, empty alleyway with fear and hatred consuming him, the sounds of metal footsteps approached from behind and an imposing shadow loomed overhead.
"Are you the one called...Subaru Natsuki?" Asked a raspy, echoey, and almost monstrous voice.
Turning around, startled by the voice that sounded so unnatural, Subaru could not help but stare in shock at the person who stood before him.
When he was transported to this world, he was NOT expecting to get help from...General Grievous from Star Wars.
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Star Wars belongs to Disney/Lucasfilms and Re: Zero belongs to Tappei Nagatsuki.-
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GRIEBARU
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This Is Why We Cant Have Nice Things by bookstaylorsversion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander just wanted his husband and his best friend to stop fighting. Instead, he accidently handcuffs them together at a party in Montreal.
Now Ilya Rozanov and Hayden Pike are bound at the wrist for 24 hours with no key, no dignity, and definitely no good things to say about the other.
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Montreal comes into Ottawa looking for blood.
They get a rookie with a mouth on him instead.
It’s supposed to be just another tight, physical game against the Voyageurs. Hard checks, ugly chirps, Rozanov bleeding a little for dramatic effect, the usual. Shane thinks he’s prepared. Ilya is, as always, one mildly illegal hit away from throwing hands. Bood is having the time of his life.
No one, however, is prepared for Luca Haas.
Nineteen. Polite. Painfully earnest. Carries art supplies in his backpack. Has never had an on-ice fight.
Until he does.
A story about rivalry, locker room insanity, rookie feral awakenings, and the exact moment Ottawa realizes their baby has teeth.
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UGHH YESSS
luca pleaseee stay cocky (just like your dad) -
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Heated Rivalry
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Halfway Into The Sunset by Meowmathon, orphan_account
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Jun 2021
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My main fic Halfway to the Moon (But the Sun is so Bright) plus some little one shots of them post-main story! Hope you like!
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Another one for the ‘Fuck Hisashi’ pile
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“Well, the General has always had a thing for blondes,” Breda points out from the part of the room Roy is decidedly not looking at anymore, and Roy twitches before he’s able to physically restrain himself from repeatedly headbutting the nearest available surface.
“Aren’t Generals supposed to be respected by their teams?” Roy mutters, just barely loud enough for his team to hear. “Aren’t subordinates supposed to gratefully defer to their commanding officers? At the very least, they aren’t supposed to personally attack their superiors with incriminating details about their personal lives.”
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Red’s Journey, but Worse, Much Worse by droopy132
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series), Pocket Monsters: Red & Green & Blue & Yellow | Pokemon Red Green Blue Yellow Versions
11 Oct 2025
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Red is finally ready to start his Pokémon journey! Too bad the world is held together by nothing but duct tape, broken logic, and the author’s whims. Featuring emotionally unstable kids, fire lizards, arson, traumatized Bug catchers, suffering, and crack. Lots of crack.
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Stick the Dismount by queerteaoop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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“Do you think they’re engaged?”
“Or he’s thinking of popping the question,” David said.
“Private catered dinner,” Yuna said by way of agreement.
David patted her hand. “Let’s bring a nice bottle of something, just in case.”
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Shane and Ilya host a dinner party. Each of the guests thinks they know why; most of them are wrong.(The follow up to Right Formula, Wrong Answer)
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- Part 2 of Connecting the Two Dots
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Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
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- Part 1 of i retract and repent in dust and ashes
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But whose girlfriend is hotter? by noraster
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Feb 2026
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“Yeah, I know about Jane,” Hollander said, with a murderous glance at Ilya. “But I’m surprised to hear Rozanov *talking* about Jane.”
“He hasn’t told us much,” Harris said. “Just that she’s beautiful, rich and talented.”
“And a freak in the sheets,” Ilya said, solemnly. “You cannot leave out the freak in the sheets.”
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Ilya Rozanov is in a very good mood at the All-Stars weekend, when Marlow starts ragging on him about his mysterious Montreal girl, Jane. The Centaurs, of course, have never heard of her.
Ilya starts praising Jane to the moon and back ... just in time for Shane Hollander and his Voyageurs teammates to stroll up.
Hayden Pike nearly has a heart attack. J.J. laughs and points out that Shane has a mysterious girlfriend, too. And Shane, to Ilya's surprise, leans right in. Even when Marlow asks ... well, whose secret girlfriend is hotter?
(Hypothetically set after the All-Stars Game during Book Six/The Long Game, but I didn't make an effort to match the canonical events at the game. No real spoilers for the Long Game, I think?)
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Yes, it's yet another fic about Dazai leaving the Port Mafia.
Chuuya is left behind, convinced this time that Dazai is truly dead.
It’s a story about grief that doesn’t have a grave, about anger that never cools, about love that was never spoken and about the kind of loneliness that only one person in the world could’ve ever undone.Series
- Part 1 of In Every Version of Us
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unknowingly knowing by birdy1171
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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- Marlow Has Added Jane to the Conversation -
Marlow: Please don't tell Roz
Jane: O.O
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Lily: What the fuck is this?
Hayden: Oh-
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- Part 1 of The Many Things of Hollanov
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Shane and Ilya get added to the other teams group chats
They bond
Sweet, cute, everything I need
(I also need Connors and Mitty to kiss…)
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when montreal is pitted against boston once again, cliff marleau finds himself knocking at shane hollander’s hotel room door with an apology for laying him out last time their teams met. only, hayden pike opens the door with a scowl on his face.
(my dear reader, smut does, in fact, ensue.)
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Cliff and hayden
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The Many Things of Hollanov by birdy1171
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Feb 2026
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Nearly 30 years ago, the Golden Man appeared over the Atlantic Ocean. That day, the world was changed forever. However, his golden skin wasn’t the only odd thing people noticed about his appearance.
The Golden Man’s eyes were inverted: pitch-black sclera, white pupil, golden iris. It wasn’t long before more and more reports of people with similarly inverted eyes and strange abilities began to emerge. Those eyes became a physical symbol—the mark of a triggered parahuman.
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What if parahumans in Worm couldn’t hide behind a mask? Once a person triggers, the color of their eyes instantly inverts, leaving an unmistakable physical mark of their new empowered status. This leads to a much more open parahuman society where the usual theatrics of heroes versus villains isn’t really a thing.
For some, this leads to feelings of being ostracized. For others, it creates a feeling of superiority. For Taylor, the idea of being a hero never crosses her mind. As a parahuman, she is far less idealistic, and her power adjusts accordingly.
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Unexpected sides of Hanagaki Takemichi by yxshiriii
Fandom 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Anime), 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga)
17 Feb 2022
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Every side of takemichi that's unexpected to people around him.
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Basically me projecting myself onto Takemichi :)
Please note that all of this are stand alone.
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4/? works so far, 25k words so far. | maitake <3