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decide for yourself (what it means to be happy) by stxrlight
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Jul 2020
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The thing is—
it wasn’t even some epiphany that just hit Seokjin one day. It’s incredible, he thinks, how simply being around someone constantly can show so much of who they are, even when you’re not directly interacting with them. And considering the nature of their jobs, Seokjin already interacts with Yoongi a lot.
Why, then, Seokjin entertains the idea, isn’t he in love with the other five members of the group?
(or: Seokjin realizes he’s in love with Yoongi, and realizes some other things along the way, too.)
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14 Jul 2020
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Sept 7 2020
The yoonjin fic of my dreams, a rare pining jin one
“I might,” his words stumble, coming out awkward and painfully slow, “feel… slightly more affection for you than other people.”
Yoongi raises his eyebrows.
“Wow, that’s it? All this buildup for you to say that I’m just slightly above everyone else you know?” Yoongi says, deadpan. There’s the smallest hint of a smile on his face. “You’re really playing with a guy’s heart, here.”
“Silence, you terrible man!” Seokjin’s arms flail about him, nearly taking Yoongi’s eye out which, upon reflection, might not be the greatest thing to do immediately post-confession. “I’m expressing an emotion for the first time in years! You should be honored!”
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Seokjin puts his hands on his hips, considering his tiny kitchen table with satisfaction. He’s actually happy he followed his gut feelings and decided to buy a tablecloth, despite how much Jungkook had laughed about it. He snaps a picture of the table, then another one and sends it to his friend, just to show him how wrong he was. The answer arrives almost instantly, of course, because Jungkook chickened out asking his crush out once again and is probably currently moping alone on his bed.
Isn’t that a bit much hyung??? the message reads, and Seokjin frowns at it.
Don’t see what you’re talking about Seokjin answers, and receives a quick answer in the form of a zoomed in crop of his picture showing the bouquet of lilies placed on the center of the table.
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Seokjin wakes up in Namjoon's bed for the second time in a week, and thinks, Okay, something isn't right here.
aka Jin develops a sleepwalking problem and also maybe some feelings, and the other members are no help (except when they are).
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16 Aug 2020
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Aug 15 2020
"It doesn't matter, I'm not doing that," Seokjin finally replies, raising his voice a little for dramatic effect. "What kind of person just expects to be allowed to sleep in someone else's bed every night—"
Seokjin cuts off when Jungkook steps into the room with comically bad timing, eyes widening.
"Are you scolding me while I'm not even here?" he asks, a little whiny, and Hoseok laughs and drags Jungkook into a hug, kissing his head until the maknae's face scrunches with a reluctant smile.
Fondness wells up in Seokjin's chest like a very real, warm thing. He tilts his head, asks in a voice that's surprisingly serious even to his own ears, "Jungkook-ah, why do you like sleeping in our beds?"
Jungkook touches the side of his face nervously, lets Hoseok tug him onto the stool next to his. Seokjin sighs and digs out a fourth mug for tea.
"I don't mind sleeping alone sometimes, but, ah. It's just nice to fall asleep next to someone?" He shrugs, shoves his hands into his hoodie pocket, and Taehyung purposefully starts making noise on the other side of the kitchen so Jungkook doesn't feel like there's too much attention on him. "Hobi-hyung's bed is comfortable and it always smells really good, it's relaxing. It's easier to fall asleep if he's, um, petting me, or if I know someone is near. 's weird, I know, but I don't know, I just—"
"It's not weird," Hoseok says warmly, stroking a hand over the back of Jungkook's head the way both he and Jimin do all the time. They all really do baby Jungkook something fierce, but he's such a good kid, it's hard not to. "Tell hyung he's stupid for not just sleeping with Namjoon already."
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kisses are a better fate than wisdom. by hyemiyah for schmetterlinq
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
17 Nov 2018
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It starts with a picture of Yoongi with cat ears.
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Jungkook expressed himself in the only way he knew how when it came to Seokjin; through headlocks and ever more impressive displays of his budding physical prowess.
Major crush on Seokjin acting up? Pick him up. Push him into a wall. Challenge him to a duel. Anything to alleviate the need for physical contact under the guise of playing.
And it had worked so well, until it didn’t.
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More Walls (Collected Along the Way) by Anna (pineconepickers)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
06 Nov 2020
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“It seems like the kind of thing one ought to know, right? Whether you have a husband or not.”
Seokjin has been busy since his break-up with Namjoon seven years earlier, with swift promotions at his father’s investment firm, while Namjoon has, perhaps annoyingly, become one of the most prolific authors in Korea. Never mind that, of course, because Seokjin has moved on! It’s a bit of a shock, then, for Seokjin to discover that he is married – to his ex-boyfriend Namjoon.
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nov 10 2020
Last read: June 5 2021smut @ chapt 3
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“Fast-forward ten years and here they were, with Namjoon as the winner of the Hankyoreh Literature Award, the Kim Yong-ik Novel Prize, and the Surim Literary Award, to name a few. And yet, for all of those written words hanging between them, neither of them had any more to offer.”
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“Oh, fuck you!” Namjoon snapped back. “You always treated me like a kid – I thought about that a lot afterwards, you know! You thought me wanting to be an author was some childish dream that—”“But it was!” he cut in, feet slipping on the road as he came closer. “It was! Who makes it as a writer?! Who?! One of us had to be realistic, be the grown-up! So yeah, I stepped up – and you hated me for it!” He paused to get air in, an old ache in his heart. “But I never said you weren’t good, or talented, or deserving of selling your work, and if you’re standing here yelling at me like I ever said that, then you’re full of shit!”
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“but Namjoon was striking a different chord with him that was making him feel so fucking wanted and filthy, yet safe and adored.”
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“Hey, so,” Namjoon said, hands still in his pockets as he turned to face Seokjin. “What are we doing?” Namjoon slowly moved closer. “You should ask me again.”“Ask you what?”
“Why I’ve never moved back here.”
Quietly, Seokjin asked, “Why have you never moved back to Korea?”
“Because you’re Korea,” Namjoon said firmly. Seokjin blinked, and Namjoon shook his head. “I don’t see how I can live here and not have you be mine. It’s torture. This, right now? It’s torture.” Namjoon stepped closer, voice urgent. “Tell me to stop and I will – if you don’t want to hear this, then I’ll walk out right now and I—”
“Don’t,” he cut in, panicking. “Don’t do that. Please don’t do that. I can’t breathe thinking you’ll go.”
Namjoon’s eyes were large, sincere – but sympathetic too. “In that case… I need you to know that I don’t care anymore. Okay? I don’t care about all the things we’ve been angry about for years. I don’t care about the arguments about jobs, parents, other fuck-ups… We have so many fuck-ups. We could build a shrine to them at this point, alright? But I don’t care because I’ve forgiven us. You and me both. I’ve forgiven us.” Namjoon took in a deep breath. “But if you haven’t forgiven me? If you’re still punishing me or mad at me for what I did back then, then you need to let me know right now.”
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“Sometimes I think nobody will ever love me for the real me? I think Hyeon-u thought he loved me. But as things unravelled..” Namjoon trails off. He continues, “but I’m trying to learn how to fall in love with myself instead. That way, my self-love is the only one that matters.” Despite the sadness tracing his features, Namjoon smiles, his dimples appearing.
Seokjin feels a crack go through his heart. He should confess. He should say something. Like I love you, Namjoon. For all your good and bad sides. You are worthy of love. Let me love you. His throat closes up and his lips glue together.
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Kim Seokjin has been in love with his best friend and roommate Min Yoongi for as long as he can remember. And with Christmas coming up, he's prepared to spend another holiday season hopelessly wishing for more and not telling a soul how he really feels.
But the universe has other plans.
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about man's entire civilization, built on the way to love by hyemiyah
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
04 Jan 2021
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Yoongi writes a love letter that reaches Seokjin 250 years later.
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Seokjin and Yoongi go fishing on three separate occasions, one of which involves a duck-shaped paddle boat and extremely risky activities.