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    Ernst Robel had been at his breaking point for far longer than he could even remember. With a trunk full of secrets, grades nearly six feet under, and a boy who had been tearing him apart like a loose thread on an old sweater since they were six; it was a wonder how he ever stayed standing.

    This was the systemic unraveling of E. Robel.

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    Martha and Ilse leave flowers on Moritz's grave.

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    Melchior goes on a walk the night that Moritz is cast out by his father, and things go a lot differently.

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    Moritz has lost hope for his future after failing yet again. He struggles with his schoolwork, lack of support at home, and hidden desires, which all culminate in deep self-loathing and his decision to take his own life. As he is in the midst of writing a farewell note to the one person he truly loved, his roomate Melchior interrupts him and convinces him that the world can be kind if he gives it a chance. The two confess their deepest feelings towards each other, and Melchior comforts Moritz, ensuring that Moritz knows that he is deeply cared for.
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    “Melchi.
    If you are reading this note, know that I am not gone. No, not really. I will walk with you, even from the shadows, following in your footsteps. I’m sorry for leaving you alone, but I hope you understand. I don’t have a home anymore— except for the one I found in you.”

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    Moritz Stiefel is no stranger to running.

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    Is kissing a man when its illegal not rocking the boat?

    Hanschens life as he grows up and realises he has to take action sometimes.

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    In mid-August 2024, a group of Lutheran deaf and hearing teens drift through Latin drills, forced religion classes, and suffocating expectations, signing secrets where adults refuse to listen. Wendla Bergmann, sheltered and restless, learns how to lie gently, to her parents, to herself, while stumbling into first love with Melchior Gabor in the woods. Melchior, brilliant and reckless, writes what he isn’t supposed to know and defends what no one is allowed to question, even as his certainty begins to fracture.
    Around them, friendships tangle into something sharper and more dangerous. Moritz Stiefel spirals under pressure and unspoken desire, clinging to Melchior while drowning in dreams he doesn’t understand.
    The girls, Ilse, Martha, Anna, Thea, Melitta, navigate faith, queerness, family violence, first crushes, and rebellion in quiet kitchens and overheated bedrooms, each learning different ways to survive. Parents watch too closely or not at all. Teachers punish curiosity. And as schedules are handed out and lines are drawn, everyone begins to sense it: something is breaking, and growing up might cost more than anyone was warned it would.

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    Wendla was supposed to die that night, but sometimes things don’t go quite as planned.

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    Multi-fandom headcanons, for many fic ideas.

    If you use any of these for a fic (like I’ve done), contact me so proper credit can be given! There are a couple taken from Tumblr, so I want to make sure they are credited properly. Most of these are from me and my friend however, but plagiarism isn't very nice.
    Note: not all of these are necessary for credit (aka Anatole has sass; we all know that's going to be in 99.9% of fics with Anatole anyways), but with some of the other HCs (aka the drunk Marvin and Whizzer, or the karaoke ones), credit would be appreciated. Thank you!

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    Moritz spends nights at Melchior's whenever he can, languishing under the pretense of homework. While it's true that Melchior is happy to oblige in that department, that isn't why either of them look forward to Moritz's visits.
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    AKA Moritz wakes up from a nightmare, comfort and homoerotic tension ensue.

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    They met every day without fail at the county’s abandoned vineyard. Hanschen was tutoring Ernst in Latin. Nothing more, nothing less. He wasn’t doing well in class, so their cover would hold just fine. They’re the best of friends, so why would anyone be inclined to believe otherwise?

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    Hänschen Rilow has always been effortlessly confident. Ernst Röbel has always been a dreamer. Their relationship unfolds in the background of a town that refuses to understand them. From Hänschen's first teasing exchange to a kiss that changes everything, their romance grows alongside the tragedy and rebellion of their peers.

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    His mind has been making him restless, the dreams, no. Nightmares have been keeping him up for days. Moritz has gotten dreams about woman's legs, woman's hands and their lips... how their hair fell to their shoulders and how their clothes were teasingly covered... and how their eyes were so pretty, and how his voice was so smooth.. Moritz again shook his  head. He shouldn't.

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    After getting outed to his parents, Ernst Robel is sent to Straight Path— religious conversion therapy. He meets Hanschen Rilow there, someone who helps him through it all and makes him feel good. But just how long can they stay there in that prison?

     

    (Title from ‘Tell Me I Should Stay’ by Franz Ferdinand)

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    After the barricade falls and the rebellion heaves its last sigh of resistance, only two escape. But the problem is that only one of them has anything to live for, and it's not the one you'd think.

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    “Why are you telling me this?” I scoffed and turned to face him again, taking in his flushed face in the lamplight.

    “I decided to stay in this city.”

    “Why?”

    “Because I knew you were here somewhere.”

    More silence. This time, I found myself staring at Hanschen's shoes, the words I wanted to say caught in my chest before I turned to get back into my building. “I wish you found me sooner.”

    And then I closed the door behind me, making sure it was shut tight and I didn’t see his face before I left. Because I wouldn’t have wanted to go.

    -SEQUEL to A Life in Your Shape-
    -Title from the song "Pink In the Night" by Mitski-

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    When they’d been children they played pirates in the snow - now the snow was melting, and only reality was left.

     

    Six years have passed since Moritz tried to kill himself - since Melchior's world permanently shifted. Married to Wendla, devoted to their daughter, he's living a half-life in Vermont. Until he brushes against a stranger wearing Moritz's face in the hallway, and every carefully constructed wall comes crashing down.

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    He pulled my arm back more before letting go of my hand and whispering in a voice that I would be unable to hear if he wasn’t pressed against me. “Now throw it, Ernst.”

    The rock definitely flew. Not as far or as gracefully as Hanschen’s had, but it skimmed the water like his. I held my breath and counted, one, two, three skips across the surface before it slipped beneath the water.

    “See. I told you that you would remember.”

    When Hanschen stepped away, I felt an odd sense of emptiness. Like I felt better when he was there, guiding my body like his own. I stumbled a bit to catch myself before I tried to lean back into his touch. Hanschen laughed a quiet laugh from behind me. “But you must’ve forgotten how to stand in the process.”

     

    -Title From the song 'Strawberry Blond' by Mitski-

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    A college AU in which Hanschen and Ilse are roommates and childhood friends. And Hanschen's perfectly fine. He has all he needs - looks, hookups, no need to deal with emotions that are far too messy.

    Then he meets this blushing, green-eyed boy, and over the months, he finds himself with far more than he ever could have bargained for - so why doesn't he mind? Hanschen didn't think he was the type for late-night calls in stairwells, or spring blossoms, or The Titanic, but it seems some people are worth changing for.

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    Georg and his spider friend doing what they must to make their ships sail..

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