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A Fighter by his Trade by Viriidian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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The only people who seemed entirely silent on the situation were the NHL. And, to Shane’s dismay, that silence persisted past his agoraphobic stint. No second-choice draft pick, no rookie season, no Stanley Cups, and no going pro. Ever. Everything he’d worked for, gone, because he’d lost a stupid bet and gotten hard in his pants while his teammates coated his lashes, tongue, and icy-red cheeks with their cum. Old teammates who, of course, were never identified. Probably the same teammates who, like so many others, had flooded his inbox with nasty messages calling him every name under the sun. The word faggot had crossed his screen so many times it was practically burned into his phone, tattooed into evidence of the fact that he was that thing hockey players loved to throw around as an insult. He was young, stupid, eager to please and obey, hazed by the people he wanted more than anything to trust.
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After a viral video ruins Shane Hollander's chances of ever playing for the NHL, he gets his lick back in other ways.
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The Hollanov Pornstar AU with a twist
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- Part 1 of The Boxer
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Angel Dust is good at pushing through.
Through pain. Through exhaustion. Through long shoots and longer nights where stopping isn’t an option and rest is something other people get. His body has been warning him for a while now — joints slipping, limbs trembling, pain he can work around if he doesn’t think about it too hard.
Valentino keeps asking for more.
Angel keeps giving it.
Until one night, his body finally gives out — and someone notices.
A story about endurance, dissociation, chronic pain, and the quiet kind of comfort that doesn’t fix anything, but makes it bearable to exist anyway.
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merry christmas, please don't call by lj_addison
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, DCU (Comics)
21 Dec 2025
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"It is red. It's identical to your favorite at the manor, the one in the reading nook in the upstairs library. I couldn't bare to part with the real one, so I bought another and put it out there. It's selfish of me, to keep that from you. I'm sorry."
It's a juvenile thing to worry over and it hits Jason, square in the throat, that it's juvenile because Bruce buried his fourteen year old son. Because it's exactly the thing Jason used to get in fights over: food, blankets, sweatshirts, resources he wasn't used to having. Jason's so tall now he probably wouldn't fit under the throw anyway, and Jason's nose itches when he realizes that he can't exactly call his dad to tell him that.
"Merry Christmas, Jason. I hope you're warm. I hope you're safe."
He isn't safe. He can never seem to get warm, even though it normally pushes ninety degrees in the desert. He feels marginally better at night, when the sun dips and the frigid wind starts to blow. At least then, it makes more sense to be cold.
or; Bruce Wayne keeps calling his dead son's phone near Christmas time, but maybe he's not as dead as he thinks.
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- Part 2 of bless the telephone
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Maya and Carina had a happy marriage, full of love... almost perfect, but a painful event changes the rules and shakes the foundations of their marriage... causing them to drift apart...
The distance creates massive walls between them, but the love is still there.
Will they be able to overcome that pain and go back to being who they were before, or rather, rebuild themselves and be better?
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There’s something wrong with Will.
It started three weeks ago, almost four. Will had woken from some sort of nightmare and, instead of seeking comfort in Mike the way he usually would, he’d rolled out a sleeping bag from the closet and chosen to sleep on the floor.
No one believes Mike, except for Joyce. But even she doesn’t understand the full extent to which something is wrong with Will.
Mike understands, though. Mike has been paying attention.
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- Part 1 of eye of the beholder
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“When Seungmin had been a child, it had taken him embarrassingly long to understand that his family was different from those of his friends.
For one, it was not at all usual for someone to have two moms and a dad that all loved each other.
Second, for most people, putting one’s hand in the middle of a bonfire to see how the flames danced between their fingers was a really bad decision to make, and growling at your brother when he was annoying was something only the pet would do.
And finally, the most important thing: the vast majority of families were human, while Seungmin’s was most definitely not.”(or Seungmin has to keep the family secret, but when nature gets in the way hiding becomes much more exhausting)
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“There’s a trend going on in the comments,” Connors explains. “#RobotShane.”
“Robot?” Ilya repeats, confused.
“Because he’s so stiff in interviews. Like a machine.”
“And this is funny?”
“Oh, come on,” Cliff says, exasperated. “I know you and Shane are friends now, or whatever, since you started the charity -”
“Listen to this!” Connors interrupts. “‘#RobotShane would probably be a lot less stiff if he spent more of his off-time getting stiff.’”
Everyone laughs again, as if they’ve just heard a particularly hilarious joke, rather than a Youtube comment most likely written by a twelve-year-old.
“Do we think Shane even knows what sex is?” St-Simon snickers. “He probably just powers down in a corner in between games.”
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We Can't Replace Him [but we'll fill that cavity with our own brand of love] by fallenStar_cygnus
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime), Gachiakuta (Manga)
27 Oct 2025
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Rudo hands are hurting something fierce lately, but it's hard to change the bandages when he can't even raise his arms. He knows he has people who will help him now, if he just- asks, but… AGH did it have to be so embarrassing!?
OR: different times the members of Gachiakuta have taken care of Rudo's arms
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Silent mind and Loud urges by To0_mental
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
13 Feb 2026
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Rudo has his first break since landing! A time where he gets to sit back, relax, and put his feet up. However, it goes just about as well as you’d expect SOOO!
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matter of fact, i caught you lookin' back by sargeantwoof
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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“No,” he says, smiling gently, like he doesn't know how irritating he's being. “Is my room first, da? You should speak with front desk.”
Hollander stares at him.
And then he starts to laugh.
“You ask the front desk,” he shoots back, in between his odd wheezes. Ilya's heart starts to pound in double time, because this is not—this cannot be Shane Hollander playing bed chicken with him. Their competitiveness is fierce, to be certain, but surely, Hollander would be the bigger person, no? “This is my fucking room, Rozanov. Wild horses couldn't drag me away.”
OR: Ilya's apartment is under construction. Shane's in town for a game. It'd be a shame if they somehow had the same hotel room.
[or, or: we need some more goddamn 'there was only one bed' out here.]
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- Part 9 of heated rivalry masterlist
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Evalyn wakes up to find, that one of the guards has snuck into his room.
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- Part 12 of Whumpuary 2024
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When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?
He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.
The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.
or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)
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- Part 5 of Whumpuary 2026
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That Will Be All by 5pace_0ut1aw, C0sm1c_R0se (5pace_0ut1aw)
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms, Linked Universe - jojo56830 (Webcomic)
22 Nov 2025
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"So," Renado cleared his throat. "I heard you haven't been feeling very well."
All eyes suddenly fixated on Legend. He felt like he might choke.
Stammering, his attempts at words gave out to a weak little noise that caught in his throat.
Renado hummed, while Time got a bit more comfortable on one of the seats, idly playing with his wristwatch. It seems that they all somehow collectively knew that they'd be here for quite some time.
"Have you been using your heating packs regularly?" Renado slowly approached Legend akin to how one would to a forest animal. At this very moment, Legend felt like one.
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Legend's joint pain has been worsening.
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- Part 41 of Home Is Where I Belong
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“Hey, babe. Been looking everywhere for you.”
The voice was low, honeyed, warm in all the right places. It fell over Rumi in a way the man’s voice hadn’t, settling into her bones and gnawing faintly, already leaving impressions on her marrow.
And yet another touch, this one lighter, a palm splayed across the small of her back, a second body pressing into hers from behind.
“Yeah, we thought we lost you for a sec there.” This voice, a little higher, but no less deadly.
Not one, but two strangers.
“Can’t you see you’re interrupting something?” the guy snapped at them.
“Can’t you see,” the first voice mocked, “she’s not yours?”
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Two women step in when a guy gets pushy with Rumi at a bar. What happens after is meant to be a one-night stand, nothing more.
But rarely do things turn out exactly the way they're meant to.
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FIRST AND FOREMOST
this is a whump/caretaking fic
BE WARNED
jinu goes through with the plan to seal the honmoon, but he and rumi never anticipated it would trap both of them in the demon realm. will they escape before gwi-ma regains power?
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The scars themselves ranged from long incisions that stretched down his chest and right down his belly like the sharp slice of gutted livestock.
Robert had an ‘X’ crossed over his heart like someone had taken a knife to it and unfolded the skin out like the petals of a flower to drive their fingers in between the gaps of his ribcage.
He was thinner than Sonar had initially guessed from looking at the way his uniform hung from his body. Rail thin and gangly in all the wrong places. He had muscle, of course, more than Sonar had expected to find, but no part of him looked healthy.
…He looked young.
“This isn’t a show, by the way,” the dispatcher ground out as he finally turned his head back to where Sonar was slack-jawed staring. “Didn’t your mother teach you not to stare?”
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Months pass, and Sonar learns to map out the soft parts of Robert...How long will he have, though, before the consequences of Robert’s secrecy catch up to him?
Exhausted and with nowhere else to turn, will his walls finally come crumbling down?
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#Полуинвалид Роберт
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The love of Astarion's life has disappeared to go live in the daylight with the druids, and Astarion is stuck in the darkness once more, yearning for sunlight with every fibre of his being, while bitterly reflecting on all the things that were denied to him in the end - love, sunlight, the option to kill thousands of people and become a near-god...
Raphael knows Astarion's desperate, and comes to him with not one, but two horrid contract offers that Astarion loathes and dreads in equal measure - but the prize at the end of both are too good to turn down, and he's become too cynical to care about how much of a good idea it is to give his body to a devil for a month or two, because really, comparatively, how bad could it be?
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