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    During the Rose interlude Shane gets an Oura ring sponsorship and wears it on his right ring finger. Ilya, being Russian, loses his goddamn mind about it.

    Disclaimer: this is not an ad and I do not know how Oura rings work (but it’s ok because I’m pretty sure neither Shane nor Ilya really do either).

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    “Clear!” Langdon yells, eyes down turned to double check the numbers one last time. The word cuts through the noise, sharp and practiced, but the warning doesn’t land where it should have. Not to Dennis. Dennis, who is too deep in the moment, too focused on the patient’s bruising chest, on the rise and fall that isn’t there. His hands are still there, steadying himself against the gurney, brushing the teenager’s shoulder. His fingers barely graze plastic and skin and metal all at once, but they still do. They terribly, horribly do. 

    The shock tears through him without a second warning. 

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    Dennis Whitaker gets shocked by a defibrillator after he fails to move his hands away. If the shock is punishment, it isn't for standing too close—it is for sinful eyes that can't seem to look away from Dr. Robby. The ER keeps moving, but Dennis's heart doesn't. It terribly, horribly doesn't.

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    She had never been one to have a sweet tooth, that was mostly Vi's job.

    But that night it felt like the world would cave in if she didn't have something sweet.

    She needed something sweet.

    or caitlyn finds herself craving cupcakes and refuses to wake vi up

    10 days of pregnant caitlyn: cravings

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    The late summer sun dips low as you arrive at Toji Fushiguro's house, your eight-month tangle of passion and possession hanging heavy in the air. But a red lipstick stain on his shirt shatters your fragile trust, turning you into a ghost dodging his touch, tears spilling while you care for little Megumi. Toji corners you in the kitchen after sending the boy upstairs, his rough voice prying out your insecurities and fears of betrayal. He murmurs manipulations, blaming the stain on a deal gone wrong, his jealousy igniting as he declares you his only.

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    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

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    “This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.

    Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”

    He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.

    “I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”

    or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good

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    “Meng Yao is back,” he says. He tries to school his face into a normal, neutral expression, but whatever Lan Huan sees must be pitiful, by the way his eyes sadden. Or maybe the sadness has nothing to do with Jiang Cheng. Maybe it was the reminder of the heartbreak Lan Huan had suffered at being abandoned by Meng Yao.

    “He is. He returned to Hainan for a few years, at his father’s request. He… is now here, for the time being.”

    “I see.” Jiang Cheng looks away. He can’t look at the pity in Lan Huan’s eyes, or the longing, the yearning. He certainly can’t look at the door to Lan Huan’s apartment, knowing that he is in there, the one great love of Lan Huan’s life.

    --

    Meng Yao shows up after breaking Lan Huan's heart and disappearing for 3 years. Jiang Cheng assumes this is the end of his relationship with Lan Huan.

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    Six has never truly felt for anything in a long time, this time she does... and its more painful than she ever could've imagined.
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    My first work, do enjoy!

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    It's Shane's first season as a Centaur and he can’t help but feel like it’s still Ilya’s team, not his. When he gets sick midway through the season and is instructed to quarantine away from his husband to avoid both of the team's star players being out of commission, he wonders if the Centaurs—and Ilya—would be better off without him.

    Or, a sick and miserable Shane who misses Ilya but doesn’t want to burden his husband or his team

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    “M’ sorry, I’m sorry”, Shane whimpers, “Jus’ needed something dirty, couldn’t smell you on your clothes. Smelt bad, smelt wrong. M’ sorry, m’ sorry-”

    “Is okay, my love”, Ilya reassures, trying desperately to focus on comforting Shane, eyes zeroing in on the way his husband’s legs have fallen open, revealing Shane’s tuft of dark pubic hair and the shimmer of slick on his protruding labia,

    “What do you need, moy lyubimyy?” Ilya asks, “Tell me- and I will get it for you”

    Or

    Shane wants Ilya's dirty clothes for his nest.

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    A hiccupped sob escaped him before he could force it back, and Rain gritted his teeth as he tried desperately to make the tears stop.
    Crying wouldn’t change anything.
    It never made anyone come back.
    He had learned that years ago.
    With a list of old friends from school.
    With his father.
    And now, with Phayu.
    The name sent a shockwave of pain through his entire body.
    Phayu, the first person Rain had ever loved.
    Phayu, the person Rain had trusted with his first everything.
    Phayu, the man who inspired Rain on a daily basis.
    Phayu, who somehow grounded him and encouraged him to fly all at the same time.
    Phayu, who as of thirty minutes ago, finally kicked Rain to the curb.

     

    After Rain forgot to clean up his mess around Phayu's house, the older man comes home furious and proceeds to yell at Rain.
    Phayu says some things that make Rain believe their relationship is over and he leaves.
    But is everything as black and white as it seems?

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    Quirkless child Izuku Midoriya accidentally creates a name for himself by dangling off buildings and rescuing civilians. Eventually, Eraserhead convinces him to pop by his current 1A class, unknowing of his past history with the top student and the number one hero. It isn’t a good kind of history.

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    Merle Dixon was, is and always would be a cruel man.
    He was like a disease, a dark decaying stain that would rot anything it came into contact with. Anyone who stuck around long enough would end up being dragged down to Merle’s sodden level, until whatever good they had left in them was entirely snuffed out.

    Daryl knew this. He’d seen it his entire life. Just like he'd seen it happen to you.

    How long could Daryl just sit by and watch Merle destroy another life?

    -Set before The Walking Dead series from Daryl's POV-

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    Shane has never sent Ilya a nude before but that changes tonight.

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    alex quackity is perfection that wilbur soot will never quite reach.

    his shaky hands reach for perfect, golden plumes, only to wake up with his hands tangled in his own bedsheets.

    if wilbur had it his way, he would have perfect wings of his own.

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    Chan didn't think he had been obvious enough for anyone to notice, had hoped he would be able to work through this himself without having to trouble Minho and Hyunjin with it. “It's nothing,” he says. “I'm fine.”

     

    Minho narrows his eyes. “Don't do that,” he says. There's no real malice in his tone, just stern admonishment. “We promised each other we would talk about everything, especially after Paris.” Chan sighs. He's aware. They'd agreed not to keep anything to themselves if they were dealing with heavy emotions, and this definitely falls into that category, but at the same time he just feels so stupid and silly and embarrassed. Minho is still quietly watching him, waiting for him to spill, and Chan knows he owes him an explanation.

     

    “It's just... something Jisung said,” he finally says.

     

    “What did he say? I'll make sure he can never speak again.”

     

    Chan can't help but chuckle at that. Minho is always able to say vaguely threatening things with the most deadpan expression. It's a true talent. “Just...” Chan sighs again. “Something about you and Hyunjinnie being out of my league.”

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    Bucky’s trying to repair his image, he really is. But Bucky is… well, he’s Bucky. After a semi-disastrous incident at a Starbucks and a threat from Stark, you and Bucky resort to desperate measures to try and redeem him in the eyes of the public. That's how you end up where you are: America's favorite Avenger dating the Winter Soldier.

    Except, of course, it's all fake. It's just a PR relationship to soften the public's view of Bucky. You two are really just good friends, and we all know that absolutely nothing can go wrong.

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    Josh Dun admits that he has never kissed anyone and Tyler can't quite believe it, especially when he is hiding his own feelings from Josh. Before he even realises what he is doing, Tyler is offering to kiss him. For practice of course.

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    About a decade ago now, Sanji had started joking with their friends that while he himself was aging like a fine wine, Zoro was aging like milk, or perhaps a head of cabbage someone had left to wilt in the sun.

    In reality Sanji thought perhaps a nice 27 year brandy was a more apt comparison; just as intoxicating and desirable, but dark and robust, complex on the palette and smooth on the finish, and still just as strong as the day it was bottled.

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    "Ilya," Shane tries. "I'm fine in here."

    "Then what is the problem?" Ilya asks, trying to keep his voice light, but Shane can hear the strain in it.

    Fuck. The problem is always just... it's always Shane, isn't it? That's always the problem. He's always the fucking problem.

    Shane's season-ending injury leads him to question the future, and who he is without hockey. He doesn't like the answer.

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