Remember This Cold

Series Metadata

Creator:

Lise

Series Begun:

2012-05-17

Series Updated:

2020-03-23

Description:

The series where Loki and Steve Rogers start orbiting each other, and it gradually turns into a thing, and then into another kind of thing. Or, the author's long and complicated method of making Steve/Loki make sense as a pairing, and then exploring how it would work.
Spoiler alert: a lot of the time, it doesn't.

Notes:

This series is posted in chronological order, with the exception of the last three installments that are collections of oneshots taking place at various times. All of those include notes about where they take place chronologically, when important. You can find a full series chronology laid out in this post.
Bonus snippets of this verse can occasionally be found on my Tumblr under the series tag, along with discussion, meta, headcanons, and a lot of whining about how hard writing is.

Stats:

Words:: 869,633
Works:: 77
Complete:: No
Bookmarks:: 1,028

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I heard you killed your only friend last year by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
17 May 2012
Tags
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Hurt/Comfort
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- beating up Loki as an excuse for interaction
- this fic says nothing good about me
- Whump
- self-indulgence at its finest
- Post-Movie(s)
- Aftermath of Violence
Summary

It's not exactly how Steve was planning to spend his time.

Series
- Part 1 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

3,484

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

76

Kudos:

2,412

Bookmarks:

159

Hits:

46,175
Disarm by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
01 Nov 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- beating on characters as an excuse for interaction
- Awkward Conversations
- bonding sort of
- Steve is just a good person
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- still edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Loki sleeping in other people's beds is a thing now??
- what the fuck am I doing
- Post-Movie(s)
- Pre-Slash
- in which Loki rants a lot but Steve is stubborn
- Loki's desperate for company
- talking to a skull just isn't working out
- if by awkward you mean
- conversations with a god of borderline sanity
- who has more issues than the new yorker
Summary

After their last encounter, Steve really wasn't expecting to see Loki again. Much less more than once.

Series
- Part 2 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

7,905

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

61

Kudos:

2,036

Bookmarks:

70

Hits:

32,145
the fog won't lift in your town by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012)
21 Dec 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- a few others in cameo roles
- Pre-Slash
- getting closer to Steve/Loki but still gen
- unexpected friendships sort of
- Rescue
- Steve's still a good person
- Post-Movie(s)
- Loki's kind of a bitch sometimes
- Awkward Conversations
- bonding sort of
- hurt/comfort ish for a little while
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- this is working out better than anyone thought it would
- though still not great
- Steve is nobody's dancing monkey
Summary

Steve has no idea how he got into this, or what "this" is, or how long it's going to last. The continuing adventures of Captain America's weird pseudo-friendship with Loki Laufeyson. Or something.
Continues after "I heard you killed your only friend" and "Disarm" both.

Series
- Part 3 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

9,042

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

49

Kudos:

1,899

Bookmarks:

58

Hits:

28,358
it's only a paper moon by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Jan 2017
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Originally Posted on Tumblr
- Dream Sex
- Pre-Relationship
- Hand Jobs
- "Oh No I'm Into It": an autobiography by Steve Rogers
- POV Steve Rogers
- Explicit Sexual Content
Summary

Steve hasn't defined the relationship between himself and Loki. Probably on purpose.
He has a vivid imagination, though.

Series
- Part 4 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

1,933

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

34

Kudos:

1,178

Bookmarks:

28

Hits:

16,464
Tick Tick Time by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Mar 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- Natasha Romanova
- Thor (Marvel)
- Tony Stark
- Clint Barton
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Steve is too patient for his own good
- edging slowly closer to Steve/Loki
- (we'll get there eventually)
- Conversations
- by god what has happened to me
- Loki admits nothing
- Post-Movie(s)
- Pre-Slash
- don't look at me like that okay
- Avengers get more involved
- severely unintentional redemption arcs
Summary

Loki's still not done with Steve. Steve isn't done with Loki either, though.
Steve is probably already in over his head, but that's not going to stop him.

Series
- Part 5 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

11,963

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

53

Kudos:

1,772

Bookmarks:

57

Hits:

27,242
there is love in your body (you can't hold it in) by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Feb 2014
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki/Steve Rogers Proxy
- Loki (Marvel)
- Original Male Character
- Sexual Content
- Oral Sex
- using someone else as a proxy to exorcise your desire for captain america
- is there a tag for that
- Anal Sex
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- like really though
- Sex With A Proxy
- Loki Has Issues
Summary

Loki needs to get rid of this inconvenient Captain America Problem.

Series
- Part 6 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

1,883

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

40

Kudos:

1,097

Bookmarks:

27

Hits:

21,038
The sun no longer shines (on your side) by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Apr 2013
Tags
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- Tony Stark
- others briefly
- weirdest friends ever
- Steve's still too decent
- Loki's still a goddamn mess
- but might be getting better
- or at least trying
- Slash
- Boys Kissing
- Dinner
- Conversations
- accidental redemption arcs are the best redemption arcs
- somewhat gratuitous whump
- Blood and Injury
- Sexually Aggressive Loki
- Steve's into it though
- Post Avengers (Movie)
- facing consequences for your choices sucks man
- Flirting
- just a little chaaaange~
Summary

If Steve had known he was starting something when this began, would he still make the same choices?
Yeah, probably.

Series
- Part 7 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

10,957

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

63

Kudos:

1,685

Bookmarks:

71

Hits:

31,432
The Vivisection Mambo by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Mar 2016
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Loki/Victor von Doom
- Loki & Victor von Doom
- Victor von Doom
- Loki (Marvel)
- Background Relationships
- Creepy
- Horror
- Vivisection
- (fantasies of)
- POV Outsider
- well been meaning to write this one for a while
- Obsession
- the tag is Creeper von Doom for a reason
- Voyeurism
- this is not a very nice fic but I had a lot of fun
- it's sexual but there's no sex
- or rather it's erotic but there's no sex
- this is who I am okay I'm sorry
Summary

If Loki hadn't come to him, Victor would have found a way to Loki. He is a quarry too tempting to resist.

Series
- Part 8 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

6,030

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

47

Kudos:

956

Bookmarks:

45

Hits:

17,211
further inside than I have ever been by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Jun 2016
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Loki & Victor von Doom
- Loki (Marvel)
- Victor von Doom
- Torture
- Vivisection
- Gore
- a very nasty fic
- Hurt Loki
- Whump
- Creepy
- okay I think I have covered all my bases there
- Creeper von Doom
- vivisection as a metaphor for sex
- or is that the other way around?
Summary

Doom has what he wants. Or at least, he has Loki, and he's on the way to getting what he wants.

Series
- Part 9 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

1,880

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

31

Kudos:

764

Bookmarks:

33

Hits:

15,818
with an untrained voice by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jun 2013
Tags
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- Tony Stark
- Thor (Marvel)
- Clint Barton
- Natasha Romanova
- Victor von Doom
- Bruce Banner
- the gang's all here
- Aftermath of Violence
- Aftermath of Torture
- Conversations
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- yep still some things don't change
- no kissing in this one awww :(
- is it a redemption arc if it's unintentional
- dear diary Loki has issues
- in other news the pope is Catholic
- Thor and Steve talk about their Feelings
- Protective Steve
- Nightmares
- I could probably tag this more things if I felt like it
- Loki's Trust Issues
- are basically another character
- emotions are hard
Summary

The trajectory of events very seldom goes as planned. Not for Steve. And not for Loki, either. With the latter crash landed in Avengers Tower, the whatever-this-is of Captain America and Loki Laufeyson comes to a crossroads.

Series
- Part 10 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

16,059

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

64

Kudos:

1,752

Bookmarks:

72

Hits:

32,236
Settled (With Questions) by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 May 2017
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki & Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- 5 Times
- 5+1 Things
- Pre-Slash
- Pre-Relationship
- Loki Has Issues
- fumbling toward something or other
- happy anniversary to my own fic verse
- Conversations
- Steve has some stuff to sort out
Summary

So Loki's finally agreed to stop running. But this is Steve's life: solve one problem and end up with a whole bunch more.
Or, five times Steve wasn't sure this would work out, and one time he thought it might.
(Takes place between "with an untrained voice" and "reflected in someone like me".)

Series
- Part 11 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

4,387

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

27

Kudos:

1,066

Bookmarks:

22

Hits:

13,437
the snow it melts the soonest by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 Dec 2019
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- POV Loki (Marvel)
- Headaches & Migraines
- Hurt/Comfort
- one of those rare 'nice fics' from me hoo boy
- set early in Remember This Cold verse
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- oh no there's feelings. dangerous
- Relationship Negotiation
- (sideways. without talking about it)
- obliquely Christmas fic
Summary

Loki's always been prone to migraines. Avengers Tower is a safer place to have one than he's had in a while, but that doesn't actually make his head feel any better.

Series
- Part 12 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

3,011

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

41

Kudos:

894

Bookmarks:

50

Hits:

9,744
reflected in someone like me by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Jun 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- cameo appearances by other Avengers
- Porn
- Porn with a little bit of Plot
- First Time
- Oral Sex
- Kissing
- Hand Jobs
- Loki talks a lot
- during sex
- it's okay though Steve likes it
- Voice Kink
- (a little bit)
- Surprise Kisses!Steve is a turn on
- Steve might be in over his head
- it's okay though he's enjoying himself
- do you even know how long I've been waiting to write this
- Explicit Sexual Content
- probably other tags I am forgetting
Summary

Loki's chosen a side, more or less. (And this time: no interruptions.)

Series
- Part 13 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

7,776

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

45

Kudos:

1,567

Bookmarks:

84

Hits:

32,723
the sweetest of words (the bitterest taste) by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
05 Jun 2013
Tags
- Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- and a cat - Character
- Established Relationship
- intimacy issues
- Arguing
- loosely in the Remember This Cold-verse
- Post Avengers (2012)
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Steve is a very patient guy
- Implied Sexual Content
- hopeful endings wait do i do those now
- emotions are hard
- working things out on so many levels
- it's complicated - Freeform
- there is also a kitten
- Emotional Baggage
- Three Steps Forward Two Steps Back
Summary

Just because there's a relationship doesn't mean there aren't still bumps to figure out. A lot of them.
Or: the one in which Steve and Loki are in a Thing, but Loki still has a lot to figure out. So does Steve.

Series
- Part 14 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

6,514

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

44

Kudos:

1,395

Bookmarks:

44

Hits:

25,487
it spills from your skin by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Oct 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki
- Steve Rogers
- Naked Cuddling
- 30 Day OTP Porn Challenge
- Boys Kissing
- Masturbation
- Oral Sex
- Clothed Sex
- Dressed/Naked Sex
- Telepathy
- Dirty Talk
- Verbal Sex
- Wall Sex
- Doggy Style
- Light Dom/sub
- Anal Fingering
- Rimming
- 69 (Sex Position)
- Emotion Porn
- Public Sex
- Floor Sex
- Morning Sex
- Morning After
- Outdoor Sex
- Voice Kink
- Shower Sex
- Desk Sex
- First Time Topping
- Loki Has Issues
- Body Dysphoria
- Wax Play
- Genderplay
- in the most literal way
- Dream Sex
- Rough Sex
- Painplay
- Self Confidence Issues
- Established Relationship
- Developing Relationship
- Roleplay
- Food Sex
- Light Bondage
- playing with this relationship through porn
- Porn
- with some plot
- Complicated Relationships
- Anal Sex
Summary

Things have come together, maybe; and this is what it looks like.
A collection of all thirty short(ish) Steve/Loki fics written for the 30 Day OTP NSFW Challenge on tumblr.

Series
- Part 15 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

49,173

Chapters:

30/30

Comments:

213

Kudos:

1,280

Bookmarks:

77

Hits:

38,674
so shall he crucify you by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Aug 2015
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Guilt
- Aftermath
- what do I even tag this
- Memorials
- Post-Movie(s)
- Remember This Cold
- in which Loki feels bad about that stuff he did
- Loki-centric
- not a very happy fic
Summary

It's the five year anniversary of the alien attack of May 2012. This creates some strain.

Series
- Part 16 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

2,435

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

31

Kudos:

883

Bookmarks:

26

Hits:

12,474
light a match, burn it down by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Oct 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- Tony Stark
- tony's role is minor don't get excited
- Kink Negotiation
- Minor Sexual Content
- Bad BDSM Etiquette
- Frank Discussion of Sexual Preferences
- Loki Has Issues
- specifically with sex
- conversations that have been a long time coming
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Steve is a really good boyfriend and probably too tolerant
- the I'm Just Not That Into That conversation
- what do I even tag this
- Masochism
- Not Really Healthy Attitudes About BDSM
Summary

Steve works out what Loki has been doing, and he's not happy about it.

Series
- Part 17 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

8,484

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

36

Kudos:

1,042

Bookmarks:

45

Hits:

20,508
Tony Stark's Kinky Fantasies Concerning Captain America and Loki by Lise

Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2014
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers & Tony Stark
- Pepper Potts/Tony Stark
- Tony Stark
- Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Sexual Fantasy
- Voyeurism
- (sort of)
- the Tony Stark Thinks A Lot About Steve's Sex Life fic
- BDSM
- Sadism
- Masochism
- someone else's view of a presumed bdsm relationship
- what else do i tag this
- feel kinda bad about this fic but I wanted to write it
Summary

What it says on the tin. (Or, Tony has certain ideas about the Steve/Loki relationship, and by "certain ideas" we mean "thinks a lot about the kind of sex they might be having, because dammit, it'd be hot probably".) Takes place between "with an untrained voice" and "light a match, burn it down."

Series
- Part 18 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

2,274

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

61

Kudos:

951

Bookmarks:

38

Hits:

15,941
Masquerade by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Dec 2017
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Oral Sex
- Explicit Sexual Content
- holiday parties are more fun like this
- Established Relationship
- Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
- some feelings snuck in there
Summary

The holiday charity gala Steve's attending gets a surprise visitor.

Series
- Part 19 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

2,848

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

32

Kudos:

611

Bookmarks:

31

Hits:

10,166
woven in my soul by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
21 Nov 2013
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Loki & Thor
- Loki/Steve Rogers
- Steve Rogers
- Loki (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- appearances by all other Avengers
- Sin
- Hydra Agents
- Rescue
- Hurt/Comfort
- Canon-Typical Violence
- a lot of dead mooks
- borrowing comics villains shamelessly
- Protectiveness
- Bonding Under Duress (Sort Of)
- Thor and Loki talk for the first time in like 75K
- Implied/Referenced Torture
- no sex alas
- now you made Loki mad
- Established Relationship
- Loki takes care of his own
- Steve Rogers: Damsel In Distress
Summary

“Steve has been captured,” Thor said, after a moment’s pause, “and we…we require your help.”

Series
- Part 20 of Remember This Cold
Language:

English

Words:

10,812

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

42

Kudos:

1,341

Bookmarks:

64

Hits:

34,114

Remember This Cold

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I heard you killed your only friend last year by Lise

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Disarm by Lise

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the fog won't lift in your town by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012)

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it's only a paper moon by Lise

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Tick Tick Time by Lise

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there is love in your body (you can't hold it in) by Lise

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The sun no longer shines (on your side) by Lise

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The Vivisection Mambo by Lise

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further inside than I have ever been by Lise

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with an untrained voice by Lise

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Settled (With Questions) by Lise

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the snow it melts the soonest by Lise

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

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reflected in someone like me by Lise

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the sweetest of words (the bitterest taste) by Lise

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it spills from your skin by Lise

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so shall he crucify you by Lise