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That’s Just my Baby Daddy by Sweettree
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilyas journey through the third trimester.
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snowflakes on headlights by 33max
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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“I tuck my boyfriend in, yes?” Ilya says softly, throwing the blanket over Shane's legs. “Relax under your clouds.”
Shane cracks the smallest smile at the softness Ilya is showing him, and it only encourages Ilya to keep going, to keep this up until Shane finally lets go and regresses.
Or, Shane regresses in the car while Ilya drives them to the cottage
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your love is too much (too much, always) by 032518
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Dec 2025
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"They make it to their bedroom and Shane just wants to drop already, but also this itch in his throat that is identical when he feels like he will sob also climbs its way up to be known and it seems Ilya already knew when he blinks and everything gets blurry and doubled."
Or; Ilya takes care of Shane after a bad game.
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- Part 12 of ychris’ agere fics.
- Part 1 of hollanov ♡
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Shane Hollander couldn't handle the stress, he couldn't remeber the last time he could actually relax. Yoga was more of a routine than a meditation, and his therapist wasn't helping anymore. He decides to research on his own, and he found something that might help him finally relax (that's if he can get over his own fears)
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Shane Hollander goes down an Agere rabbit hole on the internet
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- Part 2 of little heated rivalry
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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Who.
Who taught Shane about this.
Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.
Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.
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His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.
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Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!- Language:
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Bathroom Floor by Stillhurting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Feb 2026
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“I am in control. I make the decisions,” Shane murmured to himself for the hundredth time that hour.
He felt a little bit insane, sitting on the cold bathroom floor locked in a civil war with himself. On one side: his rational brain; on the other, the oily, persistent whisper trying to sell him a regret he couldn’t afford. His stomach squirmed with what could either be nausea or anxiety—it all felt the same at this point.
Just do it. You’ll feel so much lighter and cleaner once it is all out of your system.
The temptation to believe that lie was a physical weight. He was exhausted from the fight. He could feel his dinner sitting like a stone in the pit of his stomach, heavy and stagnant. He knew he probably would feel better if he could get rid of it. But… fuck.
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Shane is struggling with a dangerous urge and is flighting a lonely battle with himself on the bathroom floor. Until Ilya reminds him that he’s not alone.
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“I can’t, I can’t do this.” Shane looks down at his feet, panting, looking so fucking beautiful and Ilya aches. Shane is ripping his heart out, gripping it tight in his hand how he is Ilya’s t-shirt.
“Hollander,” Ilya says, and it’s a plea. It’s I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said it, come back.
“I’m sorry,” Shane breathes, his eyes screwed shut like if he looks at Ilya, he’ll break. Will come running back to the couch. But he doesn’t want that, doesn’t want Ilya, so he turns and leaves and Ilya is alone.
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so pretty when you beg me by gimmekiss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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“You are so pretty when you beg me. Do it some more.”
Shane babbles out pleas and cries for Ilya to fuck him. He isn’t sure how long he begs, but he stops when he feels Ilya’s hand against his cheek. He automatically opens his mouth and Ilya slips his index and middle finger into his mouth, pushing back into his throat. Shane resists the urge to gag. A tear slips down his cheek.
“Good boy, Hollander. Beg me so nicely. I will fuck you. Because I want to. Not because you deserve it. Understand?”
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“Words, Hollander. Tell me that you are helpful.”
Shane clears his throat. “I-I’m helpful. When you need to come.”
“молодец. Good boy,” Ilya breathes, starting to really move his hand now.
He can physically see the moment the fog takes over Shane’s brain. The one that always comes over him when they’re hooking up or fucking. He watches Shane’s eyes go glassy and his mouth hang open, and his lips get wet and he knows he has him. Knows that Shane will do whatever he asks now. He loves when he’s like this. Fuck.
“You are, aren’t you?” he asks. “My good boy?”
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the quiet things that no one ever knows by Jnotasynonym
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Equally reckless and obsessive, Shane is controlled by an eating disorder, Ilya is damned by his demons.
But it’s the good memories that rise first, isn’t it? The perfect ones, rose-tinted glasses, Shane had once called it. A phrase Ilya hadn’t understood at all.
Eight fucking years, and he’d kept Hollander at arm’s length.
“You heard what they’re saying about Hollander?”
“Haven't you seen him? Must be sick or something.”
“Well, you seen him yet? Must be sick or something.”//
“Shane—“
“Oh, enough with this bullshit. I’m not stupid, Ilya. Are you taking them?”
“Taking what?”
“Your fucking meds, obviously.”OR A retrospective look at Shane & Ilya's relationship over the years, and now.
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we all have a hunger by groundsquirrel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander had an eating disorder. He's fine now. He knows better now. And that's the problem.
One little setback almost ruins everything.
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musings on Shane's non-specified eating disorder because it didn't get enough attention imo
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And he would've been happy, really, to have set it aside completely. Well, maybe not completely.
But it could've been one of those scenarios that stayed in his head and was useful for when they hadn't seen each other in weeks and Shane was driven to using his dildo and trying desperately to replicate the motions that were really awkward to perform on yourself, actually. It could've been something to drive him over the edge, quickly, right when he needed it, in the privacy of his own mind.
Ilya using Shane for his own pleasure, no matter what they were doing. Ilya getting what he needed from the interaction and then just stopping, sated. And that would've been fine, because then they wouldn't have had to address it, and Shane could've felt mildly guilty for having such odd desires, but he was used to being strange, strange and aware of it, always. So, fine.
Or: Shane wants something he feels he definitely shouldn't; Ilya is highly enthusiastic about the prospect of his boyfriend being into free use. Over time, they figure it out.
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Residuum:
The residue, remainder, or rest of something.
Chemistry: also a quantity or body of matter remaining after evaporation, combustion, distillation, etc.
Law: the residue of an estate.
Ten years down the line, Shane and Ilya finally talk about that night in Vegas.
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- Part 2 of Vegas & its aftermath
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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Wet and Messy by joonslittle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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Ilya notices some habits of Shane's, and decides to push his limits.
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“I made a mess,” Shane says, barely above a whisper, the words sticking around the lump in his throat. “It’s fucking. Gross, Rozanov, it’s so disgusting.”
“Hm,” Ilya says, considering, looking down at Shane’s dick where it’s lying hard and pink and untouched across his stomach. “Not gross enough to go soft?”
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Steve has some cleaning up to do. Eddie needs to keep him on track.
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Written for the Steddie Microfic challenge on tumblr, November 2023 edition.
Prompt: rest, 387 words
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- Part 7 of Hype's microfics
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i wanna get off ( but you're such a tease) by Gaypeiceoffuck234
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Jan 2026
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“What happened, sweetheart? Where did all that bravery go?” Eddie said sweetheart in the same mocking tone he said slut or whore.
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