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1. Dead Inside by starlight_starbright for SoapyMacTavish

   Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Nov 2015

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • Natasha Romanov/Sam Wilson
   • Bruce Banner/Tony Stark
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Thor (Marvel)
   • Tony Stark
   • Bruce Banner
   • Maria Hill
   • Sharon Carter (Marvel)
   • Natasha Romanov
   • Pietro Maximoff
   • Wanda Maximoff
   • Alexander Pierce
   • Brock Rumlow (Mentioned)
   • Alternate Universe
   • Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse
   • Zombies
   • Gore
   • Survival
   • Target
   • Language
   • complicated relationship
   • Badass Natasha Romanoff
   • Sam Wilson Is a Good Bro
   • Steve Rogers Feels
   • Bucky Barnes Feels
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Veteran Steve
   • Veteran Bucky
   • Veteran Natasha
   • Veteran Sam
   • Military Refereces
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • hand holding
   • Pining
   • Fluff
   • Nightmares
   • References Suicidal Thoughts
   • Steve Has Issues
   • Kissing
   • First Time I-Love-You's
   • The Boys are oblivious
   • Natasha knows what's up
   • Unexpected Pregnancy
   • Avoidance
   • steve wears his heart on his sleeve
   • Cuddling
   • so much pain
   • Major character death - Freeform
   • im so sorry
   • reverse winter soldier
   • Guns
   • bucky was a sniper
   • me trying to make connections to the winter soldier
   • Hurt!Steve
   • Hurt Steve Rogers
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Hand Jobs
   • baths
   • Emotional Sex
   • Love
   • dubious medical knowledge
   • dubious science knowledge
   • Protective Bucky Barnes
   • Drinking
   • Dancing
   • Daddy Issues
   • Anxiety
   • references to injury
   • references to steve's time in the military
   • references to past abuse
   • soul mates
   • hurt!bucky
   • baby sarah romanoff-wilson
   • steve is so good with kids
   • Marriage Proposal

   Summary

   What do you say to your friends when they think you're dead? When you should be dead, when all of the odds were stacked against you, but you're still here? When you show up on their fucking doorstep in the middle of a zombie apocalypse with a not-fully-healed bite on your arm, covered in blood and dirt, claiming you didn't die, you just got really fucked up from a fall.

   Or: Zombie apocalypse fic with lots of angst, pain, regret, and love.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   44,449

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