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“Hey, Keith. Can we talk about Sex?”
Keith chocked on the water he had been drinking.
“Easy!”, Lance chuckled as he petted his boyfriend’s back who was still coughing. “I didn’t mean to frighten you.”
“You didn’t frighten me!”, the dark haired one wheezed, “Okay, maybe a little.”, he admitted as he noticed the look Lance was giving him. “I didn’t expect this.”
“Yeah, well, I just thought that… since we’re together for more than five months now and I really like you… I mean, you don’t have to, I understand if you’re not ready, I can wait y’know, I just…”
“Lance!”, Keith interrupted his ramblings. “I do want to have Sex with you!”
“Oh.” Lance grinned, “That’s great!”
“Yeah.”
They fell silent. Lance knew they needed to talk about this before they did anything but he didn’t know how to approach this topic. Keith hated to talk about things like this and Lance knew how stubborn his boyfriend could be, but there was no way he was going to do anything with him without speaking about it in the first place. He had to be careful not to let Keith get into a defensive state. “So, err, You’re a virgin, right?” Seeing the look Keith gave him, he shouldn’t have started like this.
“Why are you asking this?”, Keith crossed his arms in front of his chest staring suspiciously at him.
Great. So much to not letting him get defensive. Lance sighed. Well done. He shifted closer to his boyfriend who was sitting on the couch next to him. “Keith. Love. Baby. Kitten. I’m asking this because I love you and we should talk about this like the two grown ups we definitely aren’t.”
Keith snorted and with satisfaction, Lance noticed how his shoulders relaxed.
“You’re right.”
“About the talking part or about you being a virgin?”, Lance asked already knowing the answer.
“Both, I guess. What about you? Did you ever…?”
“Not really. Not like that at least. A girl once gave me a blowjob when we were both drunk as hell and a guy jerked me off one time. I had my trousers still on though.”
Keith nodded. He had already guessed Lance was a bit more experienced than him. The opposite would’ve been a miracle. After all Lance was a good looking easy going guy while he was introverted and aggressive whenever someone tried to get too close to him.
“What about you? Have you ever done something like this? I know you never had a relationship before.”
Keith thought about the obnoxious girl that had kept flirting with him despite him making very clear he was exclusively into boys and that one guy that had tried to kiss him and ended up with a black eye for it. He shook his head. It was embarrassing to admit but Lance had been his first real kiss. Not that he was going to tell him. He would only coo and call him cute and innocent.
“Aww! That’s so sweet!” Keith rolled his eyes. He’d known Lance would react like this. “And you’re sure you’d let me pop your cherry?”
Keith went bright red as he shoved Lance away. “Don’t say it like that!”, he groaned hiding his head in his hands.
Lance laughed pulling his boyfriend closer. “What would you prefer, baby? Deflower you? Take your virginity? Bust your cherry?”
“I swear, if you don’t stop the teasing right now, you won’t have a dick to fuck anymore!”, he betrayed his words by burying his head into Lance’s shoulder. The older boy pressed a soft kiss on top of his head stroking up and down his back.
“Alright, alright!”, he chuckled, “I promise, I’m not trying to make this more awkward than it has to be.”
“Good.”, Keith mumbled into his boyfriend’s shoulder.
“So, are you a top or a bottom?”
Keith groaned as an answer.
“What? This is an important question! I guess, I’m comfortable with both even though I’d prefer to top. So, it’s up to you. I know you lack experience but if you think about it, what would you prefer intuitively?”
Keith refused to look up as Lance nudged him. He wasn’t used to having talks like this and he couldn’t say he had missed much. Shiro had tried to talk with him about Sex once or twice before but he’d always closed off immediately. The last time he’d willingly told him anything about his sex life to some extent was when he’d come out as gay. It had been dreadful.
“Maybe we should wait a little longer.”, Lance suggested when Keith didn’t answer. He didn’t want his boyfriend to do anything he wasn’t comfortable with and so far, Keith didn’t seem to be at ease at all. Maybe it was only the talking that made him feel so off-color. But how could he make sure that the younger boy was fine with Sex without speaking about it? Keith was a man of deeds more than words and Lance was completely okay with this but sometimes one simply needed to talk things out. “It’s okay if you’re not ready yet. We have more than enough time.”
Keith sighed. He had to pull himself together and get over with that conversation. “No, I-I guess, I, err would like to be bottom.”
Lance could feel the dark haired one’s cheeks burn through his shirt. He knew that it wasn’t easy for Keith to talk about this. His boyfriend always had a hard time talking about his feelings and speaking about Sex was even more personal and therefor embarrassing. Even he felt awkward at discussing something so intimate. He pulled Keith on top of his lap kissing his hair gently.
The younger one looked up in surprise when Lance caressed his cheek affectionately. His boyfriend was beaming at him and he relished the gentle gesture of reassurance.
“Cool. I assume you jerk off regularly?”
This time, Keith swallowed on his own spit. Why was Lance asking this? The top or bottom thing he could understand, also that Lance had wanted to know if he was a virgin. But this? “Sometimes.” He coughed, his cheeks flushed in crimson.
Lance wanted to comment on how cute his rosy cheeks and his embarrassment were, but he knew it would only unsettle his boyfriend further. Instead, he pressed small kisses all over the black haired one’s face in the attempt to distract him a little. “And when you jack off, do you use toys?”
“Toys?”
“Yeah, y’know, like a dildo or a vibrator or something similar.”, Lance explained.
Keith shook his head so violently, Lance had to suppress a chuckle. His boyfriend was the innocence in person. “What about finger? Have you ever tried to finger yourself?”
The younger one went back to hiding himself in Lance’s Shirt trying to ignore his burning skin. “No! Why would I? Are you doing things like this?”
“Sometimes. I like experimenting a little from time to time. I was just wondering how long it’ll take to prepare you for-“
“Please, don’t finish this sentence!”, Keith interrupted him.
The older boy chuckled. “Okay, I can get you a butt plug though if you should be interested. This way your first time wouldn’t be too painful.”
“Sorry to decline. I’ll take the pain.”, Just the mere idea about using such a thing made him queasy. And what would happen if Shiro found this plug in his room? He wouldn’t be able to look his brother in the eye ever again! After all, Keith still had his pride!
“I already thought so.”, Lance sighed, kissing Keith on top of his nose. “I know this whole thing embarrasses you but I want to do everything right and I’d never forgive myself if I hurt you by accident! That’s why I’m asking you all of this.”
It was actually pretty cute. But what did Keith expect? Ever since they’d gotten back together, Lance had been the perfect boyfriend; attentive, considerate, understanding. Somehow, he always knew when Keith needed some space and when distraction. He only wished, he had the same kind of intuition concerning Lance. Sometimes he felt like he was a bad boyfriend because he couldn’t read Lance as easily as the older one apparently could read him. “I know.” He sighed, “But you could never hurt me.”
“I wouldn’t be too sure of that.”, Lance said bitterly.
This time, it was Keith who took the initiative and pressed a gentle kiss on the corner of Lance’s mouth. “Don’t worry so much. Everything’s going to be just fine.” He reassured him.
Lance smiled, “But it’s my job to worry.”
“You know, that’s what Shiro usually says.”
The older boy pulled a face, “You know that I love your brother dearly but I really, really don’t want to be like him!”. He grinned, “So, is there anything in particular you like during Sex?”
Keith blushed, “I told you already, I never had Sex! So, how am I supposed to know-“
“I meant, when you do it yourself, what do you like?”
“I don’t know!”, what did that even mean? What was there to like beside the orgasm?
“You don’t know? How do you do it? Stick your fingers down your pants and come?”, How could one not know what one liked?
“Yes…? How else should I do it?”
“Keith, Baby, don’t you have any fantasies? Something you like to imagine? Bondage? BDSM? Group Sex? Daddy kink? Praise kink? Foot fetish? What about porn?”, Lance grew desperate. How could one know so few about his own likings?
Keith only looked at him in confusion. “No, none of this sounds really appealing to me. Do you like these things?”
“Well, I like Bondage from time to time and to tease.”, he offered, “I’m not too much into BDSM though. Keith, if you think about the things we already did, is there nothing you liked in particular? Anything that felt especially good?”
Keith thought about it. “I like cuddling with you if this is what you mean. And kissing.”
Lance smiled kissing the younger boy’s face all over. How did he deserve such a pure human being as Keith? Maybe he was simply too innocent for Sex and Lance would never forgive himself for ruining his boyfriend. “Sweetheart! Sunshine! Baby doll! Light of my live! This is by far the cutest thing I ever heard!” he kissed his flushed cheek, “I will be gentle.”
“Okay.”
“You know what we will do?”
“I’m afraid to ask.”
Lance grinned, “I’m going to get us some porn films that we’ll watch together and then you'll have to tell me which parts you liked and would want to try out and what you didn’t like.”
Keith only groaned.