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    Neil has this friend that's crazy interested in his best friend, Andrew. He thinks he's smart, talented, funny, handsome - but despite what Neil says, Andrew doesn't seem the slightest bit interested in meeting this guy whatsoever. Even his friends all think this friend isn't compatible with Andrew, and it gets to the point where Neil himself starts believing it's true.

    The only problem is...there is no 'friend'. Or rather, the 'friend' is Neil.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    The only thing Neil hears is his blood pumping in his ears and his shoes slapping against the pavement. His breath is coming out in short ragged bursts, half from the pace he is running and half from the anxiety still spiking in his veins. There are still too many traces of Palmetto orange for him to take a rest.
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    It’s like watching a plane crash, slowly tipping lower and lower before it inevitably hits the ground.

    Neil runs but he doesn't want to.
    Andrew thinks it's his fault.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    It’s comforting and frightening at the same time. He’s lived most of his life in a car watching the signs change and fade behind him but it feels different. He’s not running. He’ll be back.

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    Neil has sleep paralysis. Neil and Andrew go for a road trip.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Neil goes places when he dreams. One night, he goes to Andrew.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “It’s a little difficult to think clearly with a knife pressed to his jugular, but Neil manages to wonder if he should’ve let the FBI send him to jail instead of here.

    It makes sense, unfortunately, that after finding Neil bruised, burnt, and bleeding out on the cold cement floor of his father’s basement, Special Agent Todd Browning might have had some concerns for Neil’s health.

    Neil just didn’t expect that concern to include his mental health, too.

    Browning had offered Neil a choice that day - after listing out, like, fifty reasons why he thought Neil might benefit from some therapy.

    Life in prison or a sixty day stay in a psych ward, followed by freedom.

    Neil thought the answer was obvious, but his new roommate still hasn’t removed his blade from Neil’s throat - which Neil is now realizing isn’t actually a knife, but a razor blade taped to the butt of a toothbrush - so he’s rethinking that answer a bit.”

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    The one where Neil and Andrew meet in Easthaven.

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    02 Feb 2026