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Meeting Kazuha was when his life started taking shape.
And it wasn’t easy. There were so many parts of him that needed healing. Kazuha glued them all together, spending entire nights on the floor with Kunikuzushi, rocking him to sleep, cleaning him up, bathing him, feeding him after a relapse.
He cleared a straight path towards daylight, out of Kunikuzushi’s dark nightmare of an existence.
If there was true salvation in the world, Kazuha was his.
A very heartwarming slice of life fic, featuring Kazuha stressing over finals, Kuni being a loving boyfriend, and a proposal.
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Kunikuzushi turned his head and there Kazuha stood, on the packed street, surrounded by an absurd amount of Christmas colours, donning the most ridiculous hat that sat snug on his head and covered his ears, and Kunikuzushi thought: I fucking love him.
He also didn’t mind the hats too much anymore.
“One for you,” Kazuha declared, already pulling an identical hat over Kunikuzushi’s head. “And one for Tama,” he said, putting one of the littlest hats available into his bag.
It's Christmas Eve, and Kunikuzushi and Kazuha are in love.
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It wasn’t a statement of conviction, of faith, or even promise. It just was. Like he was Kazuha, and he loved him, like it was a part of him. He was Kazuha, and Kazuha loved Kunikuzushi. So of course, all his defenses came tumbling down. Of course, he let Kazuha carve his name on Kunikuzushi’s very soul. Of course, he loved Kazuha back.
It's Kazuha's one thousandth birthday.
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A crimson flush colors Kabu’s pretty cheekbones, and his face holds such divine, sharp cut beauty, Scaramouche cannot believe he was made to be this. This perfect doll with the golden heart and pure eyes.
So, he beckons Kabu-chan closer, leaning down carefully as he still holds Kazuha’s body against his chest, and kisses Kabu’s forehead gingerly. Kabu-chan turns sunset red, flinching back in shock.
Scaramouche and Kabukimono find themselves in a world where Kazuha is in love with a version of them. And they make the most of this oppurtunity.
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all the times i waited, for you to want me naked by yoqilem
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
22 Sep 2024
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Scaramouche dances like a black swan.
The platform is shining in rainbow lighting, and hordes of people surround him, but he still stands alone in Kazuha’s vision. Captivating is the kind of beauty Scaramouche possesses, porcelain doll skin, impossible violet eyes, hair glimmering like a dark sea under the moon. Body slender yet built with muscle, arms soft and strong. A risen angel, crafted out of celestial stone, he must be.
Or, Kazuha suffers, as he watches the only person he has ever loved, the only person he has felt this much for, fall into someone else's arms.
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This is where he meets Childe. Tartaglia. The Harbinger, as Beidou likes to say with distaste. Ajax.
Kazuha doesn’t know all those names yet. He will soon, but at the moment, he only knows Childe as a tall, handsome stranger sitting alone in the crowded Wanmin Restaurant, who’d smiled warmly at Kazuha and asked, “Want to share a table?"
on love after loss after love.
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With the death of his lover, he must follow a new path. Moving on in a time of war requires careful movements and calculated risks. Yet the path he thinks he will take is disrupted. His lover left something behind in this world, and that changes everything. This new path is far different than the one he aimed to take for himself. And yet, the winds will carry him on this path, whether he sought it out or not...
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- Part 1 of Winds of Ambition (and related stories)
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She speaks of it like a legend. The Raiden Shogun’s vessel of eternity is sequestered away in a new wing of the Tenshukaku, cherry-picking those targeted by the Vision Hunt Decree for his own purposes. What happens to them after they pass through the palace’s threshold is unknown - only that those who enter are never seen again.
But Tartaglia is no ordinary mortal. He has escaped the greatest depths of misery, has bitten into death, has crawled out from the crack of reality with palms cut by ore and blade.
“Recruiting him will not be a matter of forcing him into submission. No force, no violence,” says the disembodied voice of the Tsaritsa. “You are almost certainly weaker than he is, and you will be in such close quarters with the Electro archon that any whisper of betrayal in those corridors will result in your swift execution on the steps of the palace."
“Weaker than a god’s vessel. In the flesh, perhaps, but in spirit?” Tartaglia says, his head lowered in a bow. “I will subdue him.”
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09 Nov 2024
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The image rises up in Childe's mind. Stubborn and vivid. Kazuha beneath the Raiden Shogun’s vessel, their nighttime kimonos puddled around their knees.
Childe remains there for longer than he should, but he takes care to not let his silhouette catch in the paper doors. He holds his breath close to his body, listens in on one of the many secrets of the palace.
“Kazuha.”
The cherry blossom trees shiver, not from the wind, but in the wanton delight of their eternal undressing.
“Kazuha."
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all that I wanted was not there. by CabiCabinet
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
08 Oct 2024
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The world is not kind to those who are beautiful.
Flowers wilt far sooner than the trees and bushes they adorn, larvae that transform into butterflies have but a few weeks to live, and the happiest moments pass the fastest, becoming memories with each step in the march of time. It’s because of this law of the world, this cruelty towards the elegant, that it becomes instinct to “capture” such things, to keep them for as long as possible.Perhaps, that’s why the people of Sumeru, over the course of the last century, continue to approach the hat-wearing assistant to their archon. They ask for his hand, mostly drunkenly, and they make comments on his fair and unblemished face, comparing his skin to porcelain. They compliment his attire, his hat, most often, with flowery words and sweet smiles. Despite all this, the infamous “Hat Guy” remains unphased, and rejects all advances with the same sentence.
“My heart is buried in a Liyuean field, and I don’t intend on giving it away,”
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08 Oct 2024
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all that i wanted was not there | cabicabinet
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contamination of the soil, festering of the heart by infanticide
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
31 Aug 2023
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Scaramouche copes with his impending death.