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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
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- English
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- 58,527
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- 13/20
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Bookmarked by waitingforrain
18 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This is DELICIOUS angst and excellent h/c. A careful and patient Ilya with a wounded Shane is my ultimate catnip. Wip at 13/20, read to chapter 12.
I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidExplicit
No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
Work in Progress14 Feb 2026
TagsNo Archive Warnings ApplyShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovShane Hollander Ilya Rozanov Hayden Pike Yuna Hollander David Hollander Cliff Marlow Jackie Pike Farah Jalali Original CharactersAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics Omega Verse Alpha Ilya Rozanov Omega Shane Hollander Heavy Angst Hurt/Comfort Shane Hollander Whump Sick Shane Hollander Worried Ilya Rozanov Protective Ilya Rozanov Explicit Sexual Content Explicit Language Mpreg | Male Pregnancy Ectopic Pregnancy POV Shane Hollander POV Ilya Rozanov rejection sickness Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Dissociation Mating Cycles/In Heat Sharing a Bed Sharing Clothes Scenting they're both having the absolute worst time of their lives But it gets better I promise happy endings always guaranteed in my house
Summary
Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
• • • • •
After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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Part 1 of finally yours
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love brought weight to this heart of mine by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.
More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.
He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?
I already chose you, Hollander.
Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.
And then he crashed.
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- Part 1 of Love Brought Weight
Bookmarked by waitingforrain
18 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Quality angst
love brought weight to this heart of mine by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidTeen And Up Audiences
No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
Complete Work17 Feb 2026
TagsNo Archive Warnings ApplyShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovShane Hollander Ilya Rozanov Hayden Pike Yuna HollanderAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers) Angst Hurt/Comfort Blood and Injury Car Accidents Caretaking Hair Washing Sharing a Bed Hurt Shane Hollander Shane Hollander Whump Ilya Rozanov Takes Care of Shane Hollander Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
Summary
Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.
More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.
He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?
I already chose you, Hollander.
Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.
And then he crashed.
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Part 1 of Love Brought Weight
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wrap me up in your love (just don't let me fall) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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"Someone did this to me."
Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?
"You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.
Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.
"I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."
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Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.
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- Part 1 of Eye of the Storm
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- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by waitingforrain
17 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Good
wrap me up in your love (just don't let me fall) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidExplicit
No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M
Complete Work27 Dec 2025
TagsNo Archive Warnings ApplyShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovShane Hollander Ilya Rozanov Rose Landry Miles (Heated Rivalry)Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Episode: s01e04 Rose (Heated Rivalry) Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics Alpha Ilya Rozanov Omega Shane Hollander Angst Hurt/Comfort Emotional Hurt/Comfort Caretaking Mating Cycles/In Heat Non-Consensual Drug Use Explicit Sexual Content Shower Sex POV Alternating Alpha/Omega Omega Verse Protective Ilya Rozanov
Summary
"Someone did this to me."
Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?
"You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.
Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.
"I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."
• • • • •
Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.
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Part 1 of Eye of the Storm
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A video of Ilya and Yuna at the farmers market goes viral.
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- Part 4 of Flufftober 2025!
- Language:
- English
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- 1,691
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- 1/1
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- 185
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Bookmarked by waitingforrain
17 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Cute, sweet
a farmers market adventure
ingberry
Summary:A video of Ilya and Yuna at the farmers market goes viral.
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there you are, my morning star by ingberry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Dec 2025
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In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.- Language:
- English
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- 7/7
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Bookmarked by waitingforrain
01 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
there you are, my morning star
ingberry
Summary:In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.