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All the tours had been a fucking joke. No one able to hear a thing; they’d gotten worse and worse over the years until they packed it in for good. How they ever became anything at all, John has no idea. He brushes against Yoko’s shoulder and she hums, pleased, only for him to hear. This is what’s right. He’s exactly where he’s supposed to be.
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Or: New York, the 70s versus 1964. A little something I wrote for sleeper9's beautiful John in New York zine.
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“Earlier, John said --” He clears his throat roughly, starts over. “When did you know -- when did you know you were. . .”
“Queer?”
Paul nods, still half hidden under the covers. “Mm.”
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1967: Paul comes to Robert seeking guidance, and more practical advice. Robert implements it in a way that's beneficial for John and Paul both.
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John had hoped, when Paul had agreed to go with him, no mates, no girlfriends, that it might mean something. A ridiculous and hopeless sort of feeling rises suddenly in his chest, a need to do something. Make a fucking memory.
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John's birthday trip to Paris, 1961. A photo booth and close quarters.
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Paul nods, lighting a cigarette. Puffing on it for a second, he clears his throat, pauses, “It’s not going to be like last time, y’know?”
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Paris, 1966: On a break from filming 'How I Won The War' John, with Neil Aspinall, meets up with Paul, Maggie McGivern, and Brian Epstein for a short holiday. John revisits Paris' past.
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For a second, he doesn’t believe it’s Paul.
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Or: Paul invites John to New Orleans in 1975 whilst Wings are recording Venus and Mars and John is woefully unprepared for what he finds there.
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March 1967. After dropping acid with John, Paul begins to see a little blue hole. He doesn't know how to fix it.
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29 Jan 2026
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i'm gonna make a mistake (i'm gonna do it on purpose) by chewsoda
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band)
27 Jan 2026
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For the kinkmeme prompt: John and Paul have sex for the first time with each other…and it’s terrible.
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28 Jan 2026
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A perfect pair, refracted.
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12 Jan 2026
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John goes to sleep in Rishikesh, and wakes up in London, in a world where he and Paul have been together for years. Part of him is unsettled by it, even a bit put off — but another part of him is helplessly curious. He does his best to navigate a life that could almost be his own.
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13 Sep 2025
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Autumn of 1960.
Two boys in a local band go missing. Ringo makes a new friend.Bookmarked by tsars
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