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2025 Kinktober featuring Rolivia, Cabenson, and Calex -- tags updated with each chapter!
Title from The Giver by Chappell Roan <3
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in my darkest fantasies i am the picture of passivity by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
25 May 2025
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“Did I ever tell you why I wanted to work SVU?” Alex asks. Her face is tight, her gaze averted, like she doesn’t want Olivia to see what she’s about to say when she looks into her eyes.
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AKA: I saw Alex Cabot get way too invested in the Sam Cavanaugh case and went "hm...". Set many, many years later, with established Olivia/Alex. Major trigger warnings for descriptions of CSA and grooming.
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you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
04 Mar 2025
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When they shook hands, Amanda realized she was beyond fucked.
She could run away from Georgia, she could run away from Mandy and whatever the hell else people called her, but when a warm hand enveloped hers, Amanda knew it.
Under no circumstances could she run away from herself.
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Amanda coming to terms with her lesbianism -- vaguely inspired by the five steps in But I'm A Cheerleader and heavily inspired by Good Luck, Babe!
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i believed you were crazy / you believed that you loved me by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
02 Mar 2025
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The first time Alex notices, Casey is sitting in her office, head pounding, praying that the caffeine and extra strength Tylenol kick in soon. It’s not like she isn’t used to it at this point. Today, it’s a splitting headache from where her head slammed into the headboard last night.
Last week, it’d been a bruise on her back from hitting the coffee table when he shoved her down. The month prior, she’d been covering up burns from the mug of coffee he threw across the room.
It was always something. But she had it handled. And as soon as she got over this migraine, she’d have it handled again.
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Casey and Charlie, if only Alex had been there.
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when i'd fight you used to tell me i was brave by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
10 Feb 2025
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Alexandra fucking Cabot was back.
Olivia hadn’t heard from her in six years. She knew she’d never get used to the way the lawyer (ex-lawyer, Olivia had to remind herself) managed to flit in and out of her life in the nearly two decades they’d known each other, but she didn’t expect the wound to feel so fresh, so raw when she caught a glimpse of honey hair and crystal blue eyes.
They stand there in silence for what could have been five seconds, or maybe another five years. All Olivia knows is that her heart stops with Alex’s responding plea.
“Take it out on me then, Liv. It’s okay.”
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sunk cost fallacy reunion but they're sad and angry and fuck about it!
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Vodka. Long car rides. Swallowing pills. The beach. Cigarettes. Olivia Benson knew her triggers.
Somehow, in the ninety minutes Amanda had been out, Olivia had gone from cozy and content, to frozen, tucking herself as far into the corner of the couch as she could, unable to notice anything but the images playing across her mind.
It wasn’t just him, either. It was everything.
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Kinktober 2024 babey! This will feature Cabenson, Benovak, Calex, and Cabenovak because I love my girlies <3
Read the chapter notes for prompts!
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Huh.
Autistic. Cam.
Despite the hours ticking away, she couldn’t go to bed. She was too deep in. She needed to do more research-- how could she be autistic? She wasn’t… like her other friends. Sure, she was a little anxious and perhaps a bit socially awkward, but… autistic?
However, despite the unease she felt on the surface, there was a part of her that seemed to be at rest for the first time in her life. A part that told her she just wasn’t trying hard enough, that she could be normal if she just worked a little harder. If she just dressed a little nicer, smiled a little bigger, spoke a little softer. If she got a little smaller, maybe nobody would notice how much space she really took up. If she quieted herself down, maybe nobody would notice how loud her thoughts could get.
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the coffin dancer dances like he has something to prove (because he does) by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
25 Mar 2023
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“You’re frustrated and upset with yourself, and it’s making you act out,” Lottie explained, holding Natalie’s cuffed hand in her own. “That’s what got you into this situation, dealing with it is going to get you out of it.”
“Lot, that’s fucking ridic-” Natalie tried to protest, but got cut off.
“Look, Nat, do you want to come or not?”
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“I think… I think I need help, Booth. Real help,” she admits. It’s something she’s so ashamed of- she hasn’t gone to therapy, outside of Sweets, since she was fifteen. Back then, she spent the entire time staring at the wall, refusing to say a word until she was allowed to leave. It’s not like she’d been much more vulnerable with Sweets either, saying just enough so that she’d still be allowed to work with Booth.
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Temperance Brennan : A character study on childhood trauma.
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- Part 1 of the sunset tree
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poor impulse control (and i wanna go home) by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: A League of Their Own (TV 2022)
03 Oct 2022
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Shirley Cohen had a certain way of doing things. She didn’t eat canned food, she checked over her meals three times before putting anything in her mouth. She tapped her bat against each shoe and pulled at her shirt every time she stood on the plate. She checked three times that her helmet fit properly before kicking off on her bike.
She kept herself safe.
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A Shirley Cohen character study- on mental health and protection.
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“Do you think we’ll ever get to be like that?” Carson asks. She’s got stars in her eyes and a pink flush to her cheeks after emptying a few too many glasses. They’re watching Maybelle sway with some nameless soldier while they gossip, drink, and whisper about things that might just give Beverly an aneurysm if she overheard.
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A love letter to queerness- they will never get rid of us.
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what will i do when i don't have you / when i finally get what i deserve? by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Bones (TV)
01 Aug 2022
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“Tell me that you love me,” she pleaded in between kisses, her voice breaking with pain. Brennan felt hot tears running down her cheeks, not sure if they belonged to Angela or herself. “Please, Bren. I- I promise I won’t hold you to it. Please.”
Brennan kissed her again, trying to ignore the alcohol on Angela’s tongue and the way her eyes were stinging. “I love you,” she confessed, trying to will away the tears falling from her eyes. “I love you, Ange. I’m not going anywhere. Please, hold me to it in the morning. Please. I’m not giving up on you.”
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Angsty Brengela post-ep for 1x17 !!!
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you wrap your name tight around my ribs and keep me warm by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Bones (TV)
27 Jul 2022
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Five times Angela wore Brennan's clothes, and one time Brennan wore Angela's.
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She felt childish for still being angry. She felt childish for still being sick. And somehow, she felt angry, confused, sad, and relieved all at once that nobody had noticed. Mostly though, she just felt tired.
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Somewhat of a long, wrap-around way of writing a love letter to eating disorder recovery.
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all the people's mouths are moving / all you hear are car alarms by trixiepixiee
Fandoms: Bones (TV)
12 Jul 2022
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Emotions were always something easy for Lance to understand. He may have struggled with making friends, or staying still in class, or talking in turn with others, but he always knew how people felt. He could comfort people. He could learn more about them in a short conversation than they’d know about him after months of friendship.
Psychology was the obvious choice, right?
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Part of a series on autistic pride !!
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Russ.
Her face fell before she could even process what was happening. Her parents hadn’t come back for her. They didn’t want her. They hadn’t suddenly decided that she was worth protecting, that she might be worth being around for, and they most certainly didn’t need her.
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A pre-canon fic expanding on the scene Brennan describes to Angela in 1x09 (Man in the Fallout Shelter).
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“Cam,” his voice was assuring as he continued to hold her tight to his chest. “I love you. Every part of you, even the parts that you find scary. You are the love of my life, and I want to spend every single day of it with you. If that means helping when you get overwhelmed, I’m here. I’m always here, Cam.”
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Happy Autistic Pride Month !!! Have some autistic Cam content :-)
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“I’ve been trying out an AAC device lately,” Brennan explained through the device's text-to-speech feature. “I’ve decided tonight is a good opportunity to try it out in public, as it’s far more logical than using my limited energy to communicate verbally.”
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Happy Autism Acceptance/Pride Month !!! This is part of an autistic pride series based on prompts I received on Tumblr :-)
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“I’m trans, Angela.”
Her face visibly softens after his confession, and he looks at the floor to avoid having to make eye contact with her. He tries to remind himself that Angela would never hurt him, that he’s never been anything but safe in her presence, but in the seconds before she formulates a response, he feels his heart nearly burst from his rib cage with the suspense. However, just when he’s about to tell her she’s free to leave if it’s too much, that he’s sorry for leading her on, he’s swept into the warmest, tightest hug he’s ever been a part of.
“Thank you,” Angela says softly as she releases him. He’s slightly dizzy from the emotional whiplash, and doesn’t even have time to question her. “I’m so glad you could share that with me.”