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Love - of any kind - was never part of the equation. There were higher-ups and rivalries and violence and death - falling for someone was a ridiculous, indulgent fantasy he visited when everything seemed to be going right. That or when everything was falling apart entirely.
He kind of hated the idea, to be entirely honest. Investing the time and energy to break down someone’s defences, and the vulnerability of having the same done to him was terrifying. Maybe a little exciting, but mostly terrifying. There were hundreds of reasons he could never, ever make that leap, allow himself to stumble.
But it had already happened, as much as Crowbar would wish it away.
It had all started with that stupid goddamn kiss.
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23 Jan 2026
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Cazador is being extremely cagey about this new job he's picked up for his prized cash cow, Astarion. Astarion just wishes Cazador would explain what it's about, what they're doing here, and why the drow he's going to be working with has to be so damned handsome. And why the drow has to feel so familiar, so comforting, so right.
In which Astarion gets a role he didn't expect and everything that unspools from that single little twist of fate changes his life for the better.
Once he gets past the pain, anyway.Series
- Part 1 of The Out- Series
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10 Nov 2025
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A false god prevents his vessel from dying and his believer from being without a god to pray at night.
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Nakahara Chuuya dies. He comes back. But not before Dazai's breakdown.
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14 May 2025
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“What do I think?” He asks lightly.
“Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.
Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.
“You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.
Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.
Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.
Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.
Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.
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24 Feb 2025
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19z/40s. Nineteen and struggling, Zoro contacts a random number that he finds in the restroom of a local bar. How he becomes a sugar baby to a faceless sugar daddy, though, is a different thing entirely.
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19 Feb 2025