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Vi and Caitlyn take a brunch break before their meeting with the council. (Inspired by Amanda's tweet about how they probably had some time before the council meeting.)
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“I apologize if I sound… invasive,” Caitlyn says, “but your Stillwater records… They’ve been gnawing at my mind for days now, Vi.”
There it is. The bullet hits Vi flush in the chest, and she flinches back into her seat, heart stuttering to a near stop around the new lodge in it.
But Caitlyn’s lips keep moving, and her eyes are wandering around the ground in a way that suggests she’s chasing words, and it’s clear she doesn’t even notice any change in Vi’s demeanor. “When I tried searching through Stillwater’s official records,” she says, “there was no record of you, and the wardens wouldn’t grant me any of their reports or accounts of your time there.” Caitlyn leans closer to Vi and crosses her forearms over each other on the table. “What were you in there for, Vi?”
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Vi raises a shoulder in a shrug. “Poet is a bit of an overstatement.” Nostalgia begins to crawl over her face again, turning the gray of her eyes hazy and quirking the scarred corner of her mouth into a reminiscent smile. Her head eases back against the top of the cushions, and she stares out at the evening sky above them, eyes darting around as if trying to find memories written in the stars. “I liked to pretend I was all big and smart like Vander. I’d steal his copy and underline words I really liked, and then I’d copy them down and try playing with them to make my own little poems.” Vi scoffs lightly. “The pieces I wrote back then were pretty shit, though.”
“I’m sure they were beautiful.” Caitlyn rests her head against Vi’s shoulder, and Vi twists her head to meet her gaze now, the corner of her jaw brushing against Caitlyn’s hairline. “Did you ever get to share them with anyone else?”
This pulls a rich, genuine laugh from Vi, so deep that it reverberates through her muscles and rolls into Caitlyn’s ear. “No,” she huffs adamantly.
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or; cait finds out vi's secretly a big NERDDDDD writer (i just have a hc that vi liked to write a little before she got sent to stillwater and i wanted to explore that) -
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Caitlyn sighs into her skin. “I’m sorry.”
Vi looks away from the reflection of the two of them, too afraid to see what might appear in her own face. She only closes her eyes and clenches her jaw. “I know,” she murmurs.
“I am, Vi.” Caitlyn’s voice comes more solid now, anguished and determinedly passionate, like she’s trying to assert a point at a council meeting. “I- I don’t want to go into battle without you knowing how regretful I am. To you. To the Undercity. To-”
But Vi isn’t a council meeting. She’s Vi.
“I know, Cait.” Vi feels her knuckles curl into the sink again, and she has to fight to release them.
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vi & caitlyn spend a moment before the final battle talking. basically my take on what happens the morning before their battle.
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Caitlyn & Vi talk about Vi's emotional and mental state after losing most of her family. It's set just a few days after season 2 ends, and for context, Caitlyn hasn't found Jinx's bomb yet. (tw for blood mention)
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Caitlyn knows, in truth, that she would have eventually learned to live with Vi’s loss. Sure, it would have hurt, but dealing with Vi’s decision to leave would have been a walk in the park compared to the things they’ve had to go through just to be together. It would have stung, but it would’ve only left a scar, not a festering wound.
But now, knowing the kinds of sacrifices they’ve made to end up at this point, the kinds of sacrifices Vi’s made to end up here now, she knows that their wounds are going to take a long time to heal. Vi’s might bleed for years.
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Jinx & Vi share a moment of reconciliation while they're at the commune (in-between moment of season 2 ep 5)
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“I’m glad she found you,” Vi says, then blinks. She wasn’t even aware she was speaking, but she finds that she means her words. “She seems to really like being around you.”And you seem so alive around her. But Vi doesn’t say this. She’s afraid she might set off some sort of trigger if she admitted that to Jinx. Still, a new chill builds up in her ribs at the thought, and when she looks up at Jinx, whose gaze isn’t fully on her, an ache pulses in her throat.
It shocks Vi, every single time she looks at her sister, how grown up she is now. Vi remembers how small she used to be, her arms and legs almost nothing but bones, her eyes large and hungry as she took the world in. And Jinx still is concerningly thin, but Vi doesn’t miss the lean muscles on her arms, the bright tattoos all over her body. She’s not the little girl Vi left alone at the raging fire all those years ago - but she’s not exactly grown up, either. There’s still a little girl trapped in there, and she peaks through every now and then, through the curiosity in her eyes and the dumb jokes.
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arcane au snippets by thebigqueer
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan
26 May 2024
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i got the idea to write an arcane au when i first wathced the show in early 2022 but alas i had a whole document and then promptly decided i had no energy to write the full story. but now ive decided i will write short chapters since that is all i have energy for so here you go! please read the series notes for full information about the arcane au.
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*insert mall related pick up line* by ethannku, thebigqueer
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan
13 Jul 2022
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choose your own series title:
1. are you hot topic? cuz you can top me any time
2. are you the gap? cuz you make a gap between my legsall courtesy sunny @thebigqueer
(this series was co-written by @ethannku and @thebigqueer)
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till death do us part by thebigqueer
Fandom Heroes of Olympus - Fandom, HoO - Fandom, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, PJO - Fandom, Riordanverse, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan, toa - Fandom, Trials of Apollo - Fandom
05 Sep 2022
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A bunch of stories where Leo learns of Jason's death & grieves for him, and learns to let go.
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all is unfair in love and war by thebigqueer
Fandom Heroes of Olympus - Fandom, HoO - Fandom, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, PJO - Fandom, Riordanverse, toa - Fandom, Trials of Apollo - Fandom
01 Jun 2021
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Short stories where Nico has a few encounters & confrontations with Eros.
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follow me into the dark. by thebigqueer
Fandom Heroes of Olympus - Fandom, HoO - Fandom, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, PJO - Fandom, Riordanverse, toa - Fandom, Trials of Apollo - Fandom
18 Jun 2021
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A series of some Solangelo pieces before, during, & after their adventures through Tartarus.
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Oaks May Fall (When Reeds Stand the Storm) by VelvetRagdoll
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
26 Feb 2026
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When a catastrophic fall leads to a life-altering diagnosis, Zaun's rising slopestyle snowboarder Violet Lanewick must learn to navigate the hardships of her new life, as well as the grim reality of never being able to pursue sport again. Across the border in Piltover, Caitlyn Kiramman finds her childhood rival at the center of her research on athletic recovery, forcing both women to confront the dreams they've lost and the ones they've yet to claim.
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Olympics/Paralympics AU where a recovering Vi is reunited with Caitlyn, a former biathlete who now works as a sports medicine researcher.
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27 Feb 2026
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birds of a feather fight together by 2baddies2baddies1porsche
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
23 Feb 2026
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Seven centuries ago, during a war between Piltover and Noxus, Caitlyn and her lover, Vi, were both lost in battle.
Seven centuries later, Vi is fresh out of Stillwater on parole and trying to readjust to normal life. One day, while eating chips on a park bench, a raven with dark blue feathers shows up, and Vi accidentally makes her first friend in seven years.
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24 Feb 2026
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Vi stretched her arms over her head, elongating her torso as she did so, muscles along her sides tightening into clean, defined lines. The movement shifted her balance subtly, weight settling into one leg, hip angling just enough to pull the spine into a gentle arc. When she lowered her arms and clasped her hands behind her back, her shoulders squared, broad and steady, forearms taut where they held the pose. Her gaze fixed on a distant point on the wall, expression calm, practiced.
Caitlyn took a measured breath. She had drawn nude models before, many of them. Hell, she had drawn this nude figure in fact quite a few times at this point. And yet her composure felt thin tonight, stretched uncomfortably tight. She looked at the broken charcoal in her hands.
Focus. Pull it together, Kiramman.
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Caitlyn is attending weekly figure drawing sessions where Vi is the model. Caitlyn soon realizes that she is not just observing a figure but being observed herself. College AU fic. Self indulgent as hell.
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23 Feb 2026
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Caitlyn and Vi first meet at a Narcotics Anonymous meeting. Vi attends on recommendation and doesn’t wish to get better, while Caitlyn’s parents force her to go after a near overdose.
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16 Feb 2026
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sex money feelings die by stoplightglow
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 Feb 2025
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Caitlyn watches porn at work. Her thesis advisor has approved a list of search terms:
“Sleepover” for videos of group experimentation.
“While boyfriend watches” for porn filmed by men.
“Strap” for the more hardcore stuff.
“Cunnilingus” for those who bother with proper names, and “pussy eating” for those who don’t.
When new videos pop up, Caitlyn scrubs through them on two-times speed. Massages end happily, cunnilingus gets cut short for penis-in-vagina penetration. Nothing she hasn’t seen before. She sighs and clicks the back arrow.
For the past year of her research, typing in “butch” has been like fishing in a puddle, but Caitlyn tries it anyway.
The page loads. She’s surprised by a video she hasn’t seen at the top of her screen: “PINK-HAIRED ANDRO BUTCH DYKE TAKES 9 INCHES, COMES HARD.”
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