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be brave and kiss the girl by FateChica for thenewromantics
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 May 2020
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El Hopper: beautiful, sweet, and instantly one of the most popular girls in the Hawkins’ High junior class when she moves there after her dad takes the job of Police Chief for the small town. Mike Wheeler: king of the nerds, A/V club president, and completely invisible to girls.
Naturally, Mike notices the new girl - how can he not when she’s the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen in his entire short life? But she’s so far out of his league, it’s not even worth dreaming about. So it’s completely and utterly confusing to him when El takes a lot more than a polite interest in him.
El, for her part, is instantly smitten with the cute nerd with gorgeous eyes, adorable freckles, and the most beautiful smile she’s ever seen. No one understands when she decides to pursue him, especially not the popular kids, but it’s harder than she bargained for to get Mike to trust her, to let her into his heart. Guess it’s a good thing she’s as persistent as she is popular, isn’t it?
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12 Jan 2026
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Six years after Eleven sacrifices herself to seal the Upside Down, Mike Wheeler is barely moving forward - graduating college, leaving Hawkins, and trying to date without ever truly letting go. When a return to Hawkins forces him to confront everything he’s been avoiding, Mike stumbles upon the impossible.
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10 Jan 2026
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one day we'll meet again (in the light of my love for you) by FateChica
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Feb 2026
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El runs and she keeps running until she's about as far away from home as she figures she can get. And as the years go by, she manages to carve out a peaceful sort of existence. It's not a happy life, but she's content with the knowledge that the loved ones she left behind are safe and happy.
But while Mike's safe, he's not happy, not by a long shot. He's living a half-life, living under the shadow of the love he lost... of the love he knows is still out there, somewhere, waiting for him to find her.
And when Mike finally has enough of surviving without living and embarks on an aimless journey to find her, El knows her days of isolation are behind her. Because the longer Mike tries to search for her, the more attention he brings to himself and the more likely he'll put himself in danger. So she leaves a trail of breadcrumbs to guide him to her, as always willing to do anything to keep him safe.
And when they reunite in the sleepy village El has learned to call home, they'll learn if they can move past the shadow of the history they share... and if they can rediscover the love that once shone brighter than the sun.
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09 Jan 2026
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Ever since that day, almost two years ago, he has thought only one thing.
He should’ve gone with her.
On the night of Joyce and Hopper's wedding, Mike crashes out and is forced to leave, only to find himself reliving his worst nightmare over and over again.
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04 Jan 2026
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Curious circumstances and a questionable curse from your childhood led you to becoming the resident artist of the local Satanic Church – and a sinister night you’d rather forget. Years later, you’re presented with another chance at proving your artistic worth. Only this time, you’re kind of falling for the awkward anti-pope who sits for you and he is oddly interested in the intricacies of your past that you’re so desperately trying to hide.
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10 Dec 2023
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copia surprises you with a spooky weekend getaway, culminating in some winged bedroom time
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20 Nov 2023
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Starting with a bit of a jaw-dropper at the charity gala, Rebecca slowly begins to see Ted in new ways. Not all related to seeing him in different clothes.
From a prompt given me by AFCrichmond; has 100% turned into “Ted and Rebecca get together, the slow version, with a tangential relationship to the prompt” :).
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09 Nov 2021
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The watch arrives from a local courier, in an Apple bag, not in a box with international postage, so she has no reason to suspect it's from Ted.
But, it is. Of course it is.
He calls – FaceTimes, actually – only moments after she's unwrapped it, having given up looking for a note.
"You ready to be walking buddies?" he says, holding up his own wrist and matching watch for the camera to see.
(post-s1, Rebecca/Ted)
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08 Nov 2021
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Welcome Interruptions by ebongawk (makeshiftcandy)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
13 Apr 2021
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"Kriff, I-I'm sorry, I have no–"
"Control," he finished.
She looked away, turning her back on him, bare shoulders heaving with embarrassment.OR
Ben is showering when the bond connects.
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05 Oct 2021
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Out of Time by destinies
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
30 Oct 2020
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Alina Starkov expected to wake up on a ship sailing across the True Sea, one that would take her far from Ravka, far from the Darkling and his mad crusade. Instead, she awoke in Os Alta to a devastating truth: the war was won nearly a century ago, her first love was dead, and she remembered nothing.
Not even that, as part of her surrender, she agreed to a political marriage.
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- Part 1 of Timeless
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19 May 2021
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Between Midnights by vuas
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
03 Mar 2021
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“You’re my wife, my sun summoner,” he continues undeterred, hot breath fanning over her neck. “You’re mine. I can do whatever I please with you. Why shouldn’t I kiss you?”
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- Part 1 of Marriage Verse
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18 May 2021
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oh take me back to the start by tosca1390
Fandoms: Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Manga)
21 May 2012
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Every step is a resolution; she will prove herself to be more than a coddled little girl.
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09 Sep 2020
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Love Like Ghosts by Yours_Truly_Commander_Shepard for jeeno2
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Rebels
09 Jan 2020
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For Jeeno, who let me squeeze her through the whole movie.
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Tatooine is cold at night. Jakku was a desert, but the sands of her homeworld somehow clutched the day’s heat until the next sunrise. She has nothing she can burn to make a fire, so Rey abandons her camp in the central courtyard of the Lars farm halfway through the first night and curls into the atmospherically-controlled cockpit of the X-wing. It isn’t really built to accommodate a sleeper. The seat only reclines 80 degrees. The controls jab her in the kidneys as she gets a few hours’ restless sleep, but it’s better than freezing to death under the watchful gaze of the Skywalker ghosts.
After three days, she draws a line on the wall with a charred bone.
It’s never taken Ben very long to find her. He’ll be along soon enough.
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09 Jan 2020
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04 Jan 2020
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With you, Always by crossingwinter for walkingsaladshooter, Yours_Truly_Commander_Shepard, jeeno2
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
20 Dec 2019
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TROS SPOILERS IN SUMMARY
Rey's boyfriend is now a Force ghost but they're sure as fuck gonna try fucking anyway.
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- Part 18 of Star Wars Drabbles & Ficlets
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23 Dec 2019
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Willing by Ever-so-reylo (Ever_So_Reylo) for ohwise1ne
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
08 Dec 2019
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34 [M4F] New York - Alpha M looking for Omega F in her early 20s. Athletic build, small breasts, straight brown hair, and a light complexion are a must. Freckles and British accent are a plus. Willing to do as she’s told. Not looking for commitment. Contact for more information.
Or: An Alpha posts on Reddit Personals, looking for an Omega who is exactly like Rey. Rey replies.- Language:
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08 Dec 2019
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01 Dec 2019