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They haven’t seen each other in person in three years. Nicholas looks the same, only he doesn’t. There’s something more calm about him, less manic in his desire to be wild and free while pressed into the confines of an idol role. He’s a little bigger, and a little softer around the face. He’s still as terribly striking to Euijoo, making his palms itch.
Euijoo shields his eyes with a hand as he looks up at Nicholas. “Hi, Nichol,” he starts, because someone has to.
“You think you could come here without me knowing?” Nicholas asks.
Euijoo takes a break from his acting and variety darling career to go on a trip to Taipei.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
18 Jan 2026
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i love love love when my smut is tinged with angst
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"Well, you couldn’t script it, could you? Best mates as kids, apparently, and proper rivals now—and the big question, really, is whether they can let it go now that it’s come to it, or if old grudges really do die hard…”
(The soccer/football fic in which the tension is built less from actual rivalry and more from a complicated shared past. And wanting each other's bodies, obviously.)
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Bookmarked by starlightae
16 Jan 2026
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oh i needed this style of writing so bad. pacing was deliciously succinct without feeling too rushed, and ofc the tension and smut was so desirable.
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He should have listened to his instincts; maybe then, years of pain might have been avoided.
But life can be really merciless sometimes. Days turned to nights, turned to months, turned to a year. And suddenly they were seventeen and none of them were in love with the right person.
(Or: Suna Rintarou liked to act like he was above it all, but he thought perhaps he was the stupidest of them all.)
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- Part 3 of Lifetime
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- English
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- 9,825
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Bookmarked by starlightae
30 Dec 2025
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made the mistake of reading this in public and now im crying while walking to a cafe my god i love angst the dynamics were fleshed out so beautifully
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“Mmm,” Sakusa hums, then straightens up. “Oh, there was one thing I forgot to set out.”
Atsumu clutches his towel as Sakusa walks over to his dresser and crouches down to find something in the bottom drawer. When he turns around, he’s clutching a large plug. Atsumu thinks about trying to make it an hour with that inside him and feels the color drain from his face.
“Omi, that’s mean.”
Sakusa laughs quietly. “You like me mean.”
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- Part 5 of Terminal Curiosity
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“Don’t see what the point of all the secrecy is when ya already told me what we’re doin' today, Omi-kun.”
They toe off their shoes and line them up against the wall. Kiyoomi puts his keys on their hook on the coat rack.
“There are a lot of variations to temperature play, but one of the best parts is the way it surprises you and keeps you on edge,” Kiyoomi explains, pulling off his scarf. “That’s why you’ll be blindfolded and gagged.”
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- Part 4 of Terminal Curiosity
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Bookmarked by starlightae
20 Dec 2025
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INSANE smut. i full on lost my whole damn mind at the climax
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There were no easy how-to guides on the internet for how to go out for drinks with your ex when you hadn’t seen each other in more than a decade. When you hadn’t had a real conversation in even longer than that. When you’d broken up and you’d moved to Russia and only saw each other long enough to practice with the national team in the summers and for the Olympics, and even that was 12 years ago.
Kiyoomi never thought he'd get a chance to try again.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
17 Dec 2025
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i love the bittersweet back and forth ohhhh
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It’s stupid, waiting a year and a half for three meager days.
Three days is all Kiyoomi gets, because he’s in love with a sailor who only makes port every few months. A sailor who has other lovers in other ports across the galaxy.
But Kiyoomi can be happy being a warm bed, if it means he gets those three days every few months with Miya Atsumu.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
08 Dec 2025
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found a new sakuatsu author to binge every single fic of ohmygod i love love love… crode ofc. and thought of a recent failed relationship with someone who told me im not and wont be a priority to them; so im glad sakusa got what i wanted
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Suna Rintarou learns a number of things through loving and being in love with Miya Osamu:
1. Teenagers are dramatic. But that's okay, because teenagers are meant to be dramatic. Even you are dramatic. The sooner you admit it to yourself, the better.
2. Talk about your feelings, so they don't explode in your face. Because it'll happen. Even if it's three years later. You just never know, dude.
3. But love anyway. Love as hard as you can. Shamelessly and unadulteratedly. You'll have many regrets. But that one, you won't regret at all.Bookmarked by starlightae
04 Dec 2025
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honestly my fault for not reading the tags because i expected this to be more cute and fluffy with a happy ending at least, forgetting that internetpistol loves torturing my osasuna… but my god do i appreciate good angst with a bittersweet ending
tldr: swings, smiles, and sunrises
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Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi’s Co-Stars With Benefits Arrangement Contract
Rules:
1. The span of this arrangement will only last up to the very last day of filming. Anything past that is forbidden.
2. This arrangement will be kept top secret. For obvious reasons.
3. Absolutely no getting emotionally attached.
4. No kissing outside filming.Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi get cast in a gay film together where they, in the words of The Great Philosopher Rihanna, fell in love in a hopeless place.
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- English
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- 68,147
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by starlightae
04 Dec 2025
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genuinely who needs to be in a relationship when fics already make me feel the same way
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In the span of ten years, Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi meet three different times, fall for each other all three times, and take way too long to meet each other in the middle.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
03 Dec 2025
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internetpistol never fails to make me sob and laugh at the same time. ohhh this angst is so perfect and makes me ponder about my own life, its genuinely so good
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Netflix releases a documentary about Dusk, who were once crowned with the nickname 'The Most Controversial Idol Group of All Time,' where former members Bokuto Koutarou, Hinata Shoyo, Kageyama Tobio, Miya Atsumu, Suna Rintarou, and Sakusa Kiyoomi speak out for the first time ten years after their tragic disbandment.
Everything is not what it seems. It's gayer.
Bookmarked by starlightae
02 Dec 2025
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for a fic with no standalone “angst” tag, i sure cried a fuckton!!! my god… probably the most heart-wrenching hq fic ive ever read because losing a lover is one thing, but a twin?? insane…
an absolute masterpiece of writing. literally no complaints. everything was perfect and what i want in an ideal fic.
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Atsumu tilts his head to watch a slice of orange light bend over the impassive planes of Sakusa’s face. He is absolutely, ruthlessly beautiful. It makes Atsumu want to punch something—put his foot through the windshield—scream, maybe.
Kiss him again, maybe.
They have 344 kilometers to figure this one out.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
02 Dec 2025
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oh this was so wonderfully written and the non-linear storytelling just ties everything up into a neat little package of perfection
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“We should go together,” Miya told Kiyoomi a month before the wedding. He was lounging back on Kiyoomi’s couch as comfortably as if he lived in the apartment, too. With how often he was there, he might as well.
Kiyoomi slowly put his bowl of (definitely not team-dietician approved) chips back on the table. He finished his bite, chewed, swallowed, carefully wiped his fingers of grease. “Excuse me?”
“Hinata’s wedding,” Miya explained, rolling his eyes. “We should go together.”
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to kiyoomi, being in love with miya is like his world is ending, over and over and over.
a companion piece to the world will follow after.
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- Part 2 of the world will follow after
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Bookmarked by starlightae
27 Nov 2025
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im so glad i came back to this after getting into sakuatsu because the writing here was so beautiful, i cried
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Miya Atsumu’s been sitting pretty as the top ranked Bounty Hunter in the city for years, but staunch rival Sakusa Kiyoomi has been steadily catching up to him as of late, making Atsumu’s life difficult in more ways than one.
With the city entering a state of turmoil, and a mastermind hellbent on wiping out the whole guild of Hunters, they’ll have to set aside their differences and work together if they want to make it out alive.
But that’s easier said than done, when neither wants to be the first to give ground.
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- English
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Bookmarked by starlightae
25 Nov 2025
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chefs fucking kiss. oh the world building and tension was so good, i truly respect the amazing writing in balancing sexual tension with fight scenes
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In which Miya Osamu and Suna Rintarou are together for ten years and then break up. They are completely fine with it, until they are not fine with it.
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- Part 2 of Miya Four Vs. The World
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- English
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Bookmarked by starlightae
23 Nov 2025
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so real and so relatable. didnt expect to cry this hard but god i love angst…
flame being a metaphor for their relationship was so beautiful and so well tied into everything wow ill be thinking about this for a long time.
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atsumu swears he is straight. just straight.
then sakusa makes him come in his pants one night in their hotel room.
so... maybe he isn't straight? (he falls in love with sakusa and never gets back up)
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Bookmarked by starlightae
19 Nov 2025
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thank you twitter for bringing this gem to me. i never loved sakuatsu until now.
genuinely such a beautifully written plot with such good flow. everything i aspire to be as a writer.
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Tadashi has doubts. He has them about volleyball, schoolwork, his friendships, the future and scores of other, less important things. But his very least favorites are the doubts he has about him and Tsukishima.
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In which Tadashi manages his grandfather's pet store and Tsukishima works at the music shop next door. Lots of exclamation points, dialogue, obvious crushes, internal (and overexcited) monologuing, animal trivia and terrible puns ensue.
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- Part 1 of wags and whiskers
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- English
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- 32,005
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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Bookmarked by starlightae
13 Nov 2025
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when the characterisation and dialogue is so good i start literally writhing around in glee in my bed
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I Have Made A Huge Mistake, And Here's How You Can Make It Your Problem, Too
I have made a mistake. Without going too deeply into the details, as I do not want this mistake to go viral or get out among people I know, I can say here: my best friends are getting married in less than three weeks, and their guest list has mistakenly listed me as bringing a plus one.
I do not have a plus one.
This is where you come in, reader: I need to find someone, preferably in their mid-20s to early-30s, to come with me on a week-long wedding vacation and pretend to be my partner. I do not care what you do for a job. I do not care what you look like. We'll dance, we'll drink, we'll probably call an ambulance when all my friends fall down a mountain. It'll be great.
Do not fuck with me on this. Please.
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or: kei would rather die than go to hinata and kageyama's wedding alone. what’s a man to do but hire a hapless fool to be his boyfriend for a week?
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- Part 1 of the world will follow after
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- English
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- 120,612
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- 11/11
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Bookmarked by starlightae
08 Nov 2025
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me pmsing + how beautifully this was written is a horrible combination for keeping my skincare and pillowcase untainted. did not expect to love that one tsukikage flashback scene and kuroo this much in this fic oh what a masterpiece
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“I just—” he swallowed, bracing himself. “I need you to pretend to be my partner for a few days.”
Hinata’s eyes grew wide and something like hurt flashed over his face. “Pretend? I thought we were partners! At least on the National Team. Aren’t we?”
Tobio restrained the urge to smack him upside the head. “Not like that, idiot! I mean, partner in life! Like a boyfriend!”
Hinata’s mouth snapped shut.
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Tobio and Shouyou enter a fake relationship. Shenanigans ensue, feelings blossom and they finally get it right.
(Based on the Tumblr prompt: "I told my sister I have a boyfriend so she’d stop trying to set me up with people but now she’s coming to visit and I’m in too deep I need a fake boyfriend ASAP")
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- Part 4 of Post-timeskip Kagehina Fics
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- English
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- 46,580
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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Bookmarked by starlightae
30 Oct 2025
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amazing characterisation and dialogue. i laughed and cried and kicked my feet in glee