sparrow_writes
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- The West Wing (11)
- ER (TV 1994) (4)
- Law & Order: SVU (2)
- Twelfth Night - Shakespeare (1)
- Falling Skies (1)
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But fuck, he is so tired of saying yes when he doesn’t mean it more often than when he does. He could mean it with them.
Stumbling downstairs midway through a Carter Foundation benefit, John is relieved to find that Carol and Doug haven’t left yet and asks to go home with them. Something is clearly wrong — something he seems reluctant to explain.
An exploration of Carter escaping sexual abuse and making the first steps towards healing.
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“Holy shit, Cambridge,” Pope murmurs, drawing the words out as his fingers trail along the bulge in Tom’s pants. “You know, I suspected you’d be a kinky fucker behind closed doors, but I gotta say, I couldn’t have predicted this one coming.” He presses his palm flat against Tom’s abdomen, and his sweat burns against the open wound. “Soundly beats out my expectations. Congratulations.”
Tom gets caught in the gut by a Skitter on patrol, which leads to him catching Pope up after hours.
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Carter hides the source of his nerve damage until a second event makes that impossible, and he's forced to call for help.
part two to when you break but both stories can stand alone
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- Part 2 of footholds
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Carter needs them not to be understaffed on a day overflowing with minor cases, ones he's perfectly qualified to manage. He needs half the population of Chicago to go home and deal with it. He needs to suck it up and cope. He needs—
He just needs a second to sit.
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- Part 1 of footholds
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You turn around, and Carter is on his knees. Cheeks flushed a florid pink, hands sweaty and clasped in front of him like the moment before Sunday prayer, looking at you like a lamb begging off its slaughter.
Carter miscalculates and acts before he thinks, or, alternatively, ends up exactly where he can't admit he wants to be.
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No Encore Tonight by sparrow_writes
Fandom Spies Are Forever - Talkfine/Tin Can Brothers
22 May 2019
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A story in three acts.
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Memory is a fickle siren song by Bananas45
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
31 May 2025
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“I’m trying here” Walker says, in that tried and true all-american way. “I’m really trying, James. Y’know we are meant to be a team, meant to be like, y’know ‘The Avengers’, and to guys like us, that’s a second chance”
There is a mildly self-satisfied smile on John’s face. Oh, Walker genuinely thought that was rousing.
“Guys like us” Bucky echoes. “Guys like us? I was mindfucked for 70 years, Walker, by the goddamn Nazis. You took the serum and had an international crash out. Guys like us? Fuck off. Your wife left you ‘cos you're an officious asshole. The shit I was made to do? You’d never have survived a second of it”
Walker’s jaw sets. His tongue pushes at the skin below his lip. His eyes go from righteous and pleading to a very dark blue.
“Yeah, you’re right, Barnes. I’m not blessed with such a pretty, fuckable face”
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04 Jul 2025
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Carter doesn't quite know what compels him to do what he does. Perhaps it's some misguided sense of heroism, his lifelong inability to just let things be when there's something- anything- he can do about it. Perhaps it's reckless stupidity brought on by yet another shift of doing anything but saving lives.
Whatever it is, he leans into it fully, and slips into the freezing depths.
OR
The one where Carter almost drowns.
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27 Oct 2025
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He took an oath to do no harm.
It's not the only oath he took.
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19 Oct 2025
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Carter is concerned when a 13-year-old boy comes in with enough hickies to rival a frat brother. He definitely does not draw any parallels to his own life.
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- Part 1 of Half Return
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13 Oct 2025
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Plenty of people had looked down on Eggsy throughout his life. He had gotten fairly used to it. Didn't mean it was fair, but he knew how these things worked. What really sucked was that the new Arthur was worse than the old one.
“Eggsy grimaced. He didn’t know how to explain to Harry – who seemed like he hadn’t been discriminated against a day in his life – that the new Arthur kept giving him what amounted to suicide missions, and that he was currently bleeding out in a warehouse because of the deliberately bad intel she had given him.”
Also featuring: Dean is harder to get rid of than Eggsy thought, his mum is going off the deep end, there are way too many nefarious plots in play, and Eggsy is really beginning to wish that Harry would stop holding his hand and kiss him instead.
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01 Oct 2025