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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    ‘I’m not worried, I’d laugh’ Phil had said on the livestream.

    Dan knows Phil is right. Dan isn’t going anywhere, and never will.

    But there is a Big Chat they haven’t had yet. Is Dan ready for it?

    Or: Dan working through his feelings on marriage, followed by the Big Chat. And snuggles.

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    06 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    On the good days, Dan can acknowledge that he’s doing well, in the grand scheme of things.

    When he’s in the pit, though, the darkness swallows him whole. He scrambles around blindly but all he can feel are the walls that he can’t climb. It’s as true now as it was ten years ago: when he’s living through the worst of it, it’s nearly impossible for him to understand that as things get worse, so too will they get better.

    But just like ten years ago, always, in that darkness, there’s Phil.

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    It's 2026, and Dan Howell has everything he only ever dared to dream about. He also still has depression, and days where nothing makes sense.

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Dan stands up too quickly and faints. That's fine, it happens, he knows how to deal with it.

    This time, he hits his head.

    And Phil, who does not know that head wounds generally tend to bleed like a faucet regardless of severity, freaks the hell out.

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    "Is there a skylight? I'm just curious." "Aha! You missed the skylight! Fired." -- A Fan Perfectly Recreated Our House in Roblox

    Dan and Phil under the skylight that the fans missed, over the years.

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    10 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    static
    stăt′ĭk
    n: interference, obstruction
    adj: of or relating to bodies at rest or forces that balance each other.

    (Dan has his first post hard launch depressive episode)

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    07 Jan 2026