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    Shane loves his husband. He really does! But sometimes, it can be hard to put that love into words.

    So maybe, when he tried to put it into words, he ended up writing a couple songs.

    And maybe he released them under a fake name.

    And maybe they got insanely popular somehow.

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    AKA the one where Shane and Ilya are married and in love and Shane is a little insecure about his ability to love his husband. So he becomes a faceless pop sensation. By accident. Mostly? It's complicated.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    “You know, I’m a good kisser.”
    Shane must have been dreaming. What the hell was happening? Rozanov couldn’t possibly be suggesting that they…
    Another step. He was so close now that Shane could feel the heat of his body. His shirt brushed Rozanov’s naked chest. If Shane dared to look up, their faces would be close enough to touch.
    “That day, last year, in the gym…If I kissed you, you would have kissed back.”
    It was not a question.
    Shane wished he could look away but he felt under a spell. Gravity pulling him towards the Russian. Rozanov just seemed to be considering him curiously, and maybe enjoying the effect he knew he was having on him.

    (Or where Shane and Ilya start out as teammates, and Ilya likes to be helpful)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “He looks so happy,” Jackie said, joining him at the railing. She rested her head against his shoulder, wrapped an arm around his waist. “It’s really nice to see.”

    “Yeah, it really is,” Hayden said. He sighed heavily. “Fuck. I’m gonna have to start liking Ilya Rozanov, aren’t I?”

    Jackie giggled, rubbing his back in a placating manner. “I’m afraid so, babe.”

    OR

    5 times Hayden started understanding Shane and Ilya's relationship, and the 1 time he finally told Shane he did.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    By Quinn Hughes’ second season in the National Hockey League, he has learned four essential truths:

    Ghosts are real.

    Ghosts love hockey.

    Ghosts love Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov’s relationship like it is their favorite soap opera.

    Ghosts have decided Quinn is their customer service representative.

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    21 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Podfic of but daddy i love him by rachelrae

    “I told you. Hollander and I, we are in love. He is my hockey player.” Ilya wiggled his eyebrows at the joke, but couldn’t keep himself from watching Scott Hunter.
    “Sure, Roz. You and Hollander are in love, want to get married, spend the rest of your lives playing hockey together.” When Ilya didn’t immediately reply to that very accurate statement, Hunter continued: “If you two are in love, I’m straight. That’s how likely that is.” He had laughed and skated away, though Ilya really hadn’t understood what was supposed to be funny about that.
    Standing alone on the ice, the crowd slowly filing out of the rink, Ilya was faced with a startling realization: telling people may be harder than he thought.
    or
    What if Shane gave Ilya permission to soft launch their relationship. Ilya is, of course, thrilled and immediately starts telling everyone around him. Problem is, no one believes him!

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    19 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    Length: 18 minutes, 59 seconds
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    "So, do you think your soulmate is who you got all this hockey knowledge from?"

    Now, of course, he smiles the media smile that she is so proud of him for learning and says, "My parents taught me a lot, they both love hockey you know? And it's hard work, every day. But I do love it too and I love doing the work. I haven't met my soulmate yet, but hopefully someday when I meet them they'll love hockey like I do."

    Podfic of the language of us by SafelyCapricious.

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    18 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    He spots the note, finally. It was half-hidden under the packing peanuts. So you do not wake the hotel next time.
     
    “Fucking asshole,” Shane says into the quiet. His heart is pounding. There’s no one there to see, but he feels raw and exposed. He’s standing in his kitchen holding a fucking ball gag that Ilya Rozanov sent him. A ball gag in Boston Raiders colors: red and gold and black.

    --

    Ilya sends Shane sex toys.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    18 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Nine.” Her voice is flat with disbelief.
    “Rose.” He drags a hand over his face.
    Nine. Like—inches? No metric nonsense? God, I kind of wish it was metric nonsense. That can’t be right.”

    [or: that fuckin text, the aftermath]

    Podfic of measure of a man by Celira.

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    18 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 40

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    Audio Length: 23:59

    When Ilya gets a text from Shane in the hospital that just says “I’m so sorry,” he has no idea what to think. He expects the worst, except he doesn’t know what the worst possibly is.

    Ten minutes later Ilya receives a text from a phone number without a contact. His heart seems to stop as he opens it.

    “Ilya Rozanov,” it reads, and then on another line, “this is Yuna Hollander, Shane Hollander’s mother. I’m inviting you to dinner at Montoya's at 5:30pm tonight. It is private and quiet. Please be there.”

    Shane accidentally spills the beans to his parents while high on pain meds and Ilya has to have dinner with them alone.

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    Chapters:
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    17 Feb 2026

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    It's 2016 and Ilya Rozanov has just been added to the WAG group chat as his alias lily, he is immediately befriended by them! There's one problem though... they don't know his true identity and wine night is in 3 weeks.

    Readers do not be put off by word count, most of the story is inserted through images of text conversations :3

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    17 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    16 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    during the off season, he lets ilya give him hickeys. it’s mutually beneficial— ilya always wants to use shane like a chew toy, and shane always wants to be his chew toy.

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    16 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Fuck,” Shane pants, shivering when Ilya slides a hand into his hair and pulls. “What’s gotten into you?”

    “Missed you. Been dreaming of your mouth all week,” Ilya tells him. “Suck my dick, will you?”

    “Fuck you,” Shane laughs, “I just drove for nearly two and a half hours to see you. I didn’t even stop at home first to drop off my bags. You haven’t even bought me a drink yet, asshole. You suck my dick!”

    Ilya smirks slowly and raises an eyebrow, Shane blushes, and Ilya is momentarily transported to a totally different bathroom in Las Vegas back in 2014, and a very similar conversation.

    The more things change, the more they stay the same.

    Podfic of Now and Then by OrchisAilsa.

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    16 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Holy fucking shit, it all makes sense now. Lily is a dominatrix.”

    Or: Hayden is connecting the dots. Maybe.

    Podfic of connecting the dots by defcontwo.

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    16 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    “It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”

    “Holy shit,” Shane says.

    Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”

    Podfic of Something New by Rizandace.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov moving to Ottawa to be with a man he loved might not fit into the image most of the NHL had of him, but Harris found that it fit a lot easier with the one he had.

    or, an alternate take on The Long Game where Shane and Ilya tell their teams about their relationship

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    70,351

    15 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Hey. Hey, Hollander."

    Shane sighs, drains the last sip of his beer, and turns towards the voice.

    "You mind if I ask you a question?"

    Can I fucking stop you?

    OR: Shane Hollander meets a Boston Raiders fan. The conversation doesn't go quite how he expects.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    50
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    15 Feb 2026

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

    Or,
    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    7,756
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,283
    Kudos:
    31,023
    Bookmarks:
    5,869
    Hits:
    214,097

    14 Feb 2026

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