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    Chan, frozen in place, grapples with the knowledge that this kid, living and breathing and fidgeting Jisung, standing at the height of the armrest with wide beady eyes, sunken cheeks and overlong hair, came out of his sister five years ago. It doesn’t make sense. None of it makes sense.

    Five years. Five fucking years. It’s not like he expected her to have told him but–

    And now he's responsible for him.

    In which Chan learns love through his nephew, and maybe his best friend too.

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    Lee Minho-ssi,

    My talent, Han Jisung has previously expressed his interest in writing an autobiography, though he did not have the time to do so, our team has decided this would be the perfect opportunity to begin its production. I have heard you are an esteemed ghost-writer in the industry and have experience in such projects as this; my colleagues have nothing but compliments on your work. Thus, I would like to formally request that you be the ghost-writer of this book. Please contact me if you would be interested.

    Han Jisung truly is a boy that deserves to be written about.

    Yours most sincerely,
    Bang Christopher Chan

    Or, in which Han Jisung is a renowned actor on hiatus, Minho is an esteemed ghostwriter tasked with writing his autobiography, and they spend six months in a villa together.

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    “Are you… scared of me?”

    Jisung doesn’t say anything, looking away.

    “Oh,” Minho says, voice small.

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    Chris places both hands on Chan’s shoulders. “You don’t have to do this alone,” he pleads. “You aren’t alone.” The older man sighs, and Chan hears him muttering about the future. But then he looks up, gaze determined. “Listen,” he says firmly, fingers digging into Chan’s skin, “you are going to change their lives.”

    “Okay,” Chan says dumbly.

    “I mean it. But more importantly, they are going to change yours. And I—I know how absolutely fucking impossible that feels for you. For us. And I know it’s not something that you’ll let happen overnight or anything because we’re—” He laughs, quiet but harsh. “We’re not like that. Not right now, at least. But you have to let them, okay?”

    It’s so strange, Chan thinks, sitting here with the knowledge of who he is, while staring—quite literally—at the person that he will be, one day. He’s trying to reconcile the differences between himself and Chris, because it seems like such a large leap. Maybe even an impossible one.

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    Bang Chan, nineteen, has never felt more hopeless—until the night his twenty-five year-old self appears in his bedroom, hinting at a future Chan never thought possible.

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