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This is my gun (There are many like it, but this one is mine) by Lassroyale
Fandoms: Supernatural
27 Jul 2013
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Dean knows that the future is vastly different, but it’s only when he catches Cas on his knees sucking down on the barrel of a .45, that he realizes how much has really changed.
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02 Jan 2021
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Testing his theory, he runs his fingers over the soft skin of Dean’s wrist, until his thumb is pressed firmly against Dean’s hammering pulse. Cas pulls, gently but inexorably, until Dean is forced to take a step forward. The shift in positioning pushes the barrel of the gun into his forehead.
Cold metal touches overheated skin, and Cas inhales sharply at the contrasting sensations. The gun is unforgiving, relentless, beautiful.
It’s like Dean.
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02 Jan 2021
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“$1,000 isn’t enough money,” Castiel said, pulling the sheet closer to him, scanning the rows of numbers. “Please,” he said, and some of the worry and stress he was feeling must have been reflected on his face, because her expression softened. “Isn’t there another contract I can do?”
She fiddled with the folder. “I do have . . . one option."
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01 Jan 2021
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A Beginner's Guide to Communing with the Dead by suspiciousflashlight
Fandoms: Supernatural
05 Nov 2013
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Maybe it's the little girl whose disappearance turned into a murder, and whose murder turned into a cold case, and who has now apparently decided to move in with him. Maybe it's the unacceptable hole left in his life when his dumb best friend and partner in (the prevention of) crime decided to go and get himself killed. Maybe it's his brother, whose high-profile career and fantastic girlfriend and first-child-on-the-way are steadily leaving Dean in the dust. Pick one. Pick all of them. The why doesn't matter so much as the what, and the what is this: Dean is pretty sure he's going completely, certifiably insane. Sure, he hasn't started wearing all his clothes inside out, and he still showers on a regular basis (anyways, that's not crazy, just a little eccentric); but there's no getting around the fact that he just threw away his life, his career, and his reputation by dragging out his mom's old necromancy book and summoning a Class A Forbidden Entity to his attic. A cranky one, too. With horrendous bed-head.
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30 Dec 2020
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This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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The law of conservation of energy states that energy cannot be created or destroyed, only transformed from one state into another. And what is grace, if not energy? in order to win the war in Heaven, Castiel and the Winchesters embark on a cross-country quest to find the scattered shards of Gabriel's grace in the hopes that its remaining power will be enough to defeat Raphael.
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29 Dec 2020
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Castiel Novak is a reclusive writer with a childhood so tragic it's left him terrified to leave his home—until his overbearing brother, Gabriel, drags him out for a night on the town full of booze and strip clubs, and he encounters Dean Winchester, a mesmerizing and mysterious stripper with secrets of his own. Both men find themselves inexplicably drawn to each other, and soon Dean's private dances for Castiel become much more, as both men confess their troubles and find solace in each other's company. But neither can seem to find the courage to take their relationship further than the intimacy of the club's VIP Room—and just when Dean's own brother gives him the excuse he needs to finally admit his feelings, Dean discovers something that brings it all crumbling down. Will they find a way past their demons and their trust issues, and back to each other?
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28 Dec 2020
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The war is fifteen years behind them and it almost feels like it.
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- Part 3 of Ninety One Whiskey
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26 Dec 2020
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In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.
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- Part 1 of Ninety One Whiskey
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23 Dec 2020
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Demon!Dean/Priest!Cas AU. Castiel summons Dean to the crossroads, and he only wants one thing: him.
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19 Dec 2020
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The Hunters have been getting on just fine without him, but when his brother gets into a jam, Dean's called out of exile and given one more chance to strap on a guitar and hit the road with his family.
One tiny problem. None too happy with the group's hard rock reputation, the investors have sent an agent to keep the brothers out of trouble. The hot as sin, socially awkward agent who Dean may have accidentally propositioned on the flight over.
But you know what's more fun than misbehaving on the road to the roar of thousands of fans? Seeing if he can get Castiel to misbehave, too.
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19 Dec 2020
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Sheriff Dean Winchester has been sent to Boston to collect the new preacher for his town of Lawrence. What he finds is a man nothing like what he expected and suddenly the long journey back to Kansas seems a lot more dangerous than he'd previously thought.
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19 Dec 2020
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At twelve years old, Dean makes a friend, who becomes his best friend, who will eventually become the love of his life.
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18 Dec 2020
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After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.
(Extra archived in 2025! The original fic is from 2014)
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- Part 1 of The Path of Fireflies
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16 Dec 2020
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The angels have fallen, leaving Castiel graceless and Dean with, well, more of other people’s problems. When a string of couples goes missing on the east coast, Dean and Cas decide to investigate—and find themselves trapped and hunted on a couples’ counseling cruise. Although battling monsters at sea is dangerous enough, sorting through emotional baggage proves to be far more deadly. (And, in which Cas embarks to find his missing grace and Dean is put out. Not necessarily in that order.)
Art by anobviousaside.
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14 Dec 2020
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Dean Winchester is a respected literature teacher at Lawrence's best private school, yet he feels like he's still a complete and utter travesty of a human being. Months after his father's death, he's yet to come to terms with the negative impact John Winchester had on his life. Though he's determined never to admit it, the only thing Dean's ever wanted was an Apple Pie Life: it's something that's been dangled in front of his face, though he's certain he could never deserve it.
While Dean struggles to come to terms with the isolated, lonely life he's made for himself, a disruption comes in the form of Castiel Novak, Lawrence Private's newest faculty member. Those blue eyes and raspy voice are things Dean can't ignore for long, and when he's forced to stop fighting his affections, Dean finds his lonely life turned upside down.
Is it possible he could deserve an Apple Pie Life after all?
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01 Dec 2020
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Jaebum couldn't live without Youngjae. He literally couldn't live without Youngjae.
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01 Dec 2020
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Solace by elithien
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
31 May 2019
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And then there was a slip of silver again.
A disturbance. But a diverting, captivating disturbance.
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The tale of Thranduil and his wife from the beginning of their journey to the downfall of their tragedy.
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01 Dec 2020
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A wrong number turns into a torrid affair between strangers through texts.
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01 Dec 2020
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Jaebum takes on community service hours in order to avoid potential jail time after a reckless, drunken night with friends. What he doesn’t expect to take on, though, is the catalyst that comes in the shape of a bright-eyed university student, who somehow begins to shift the direction of his life entirely.
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01 Dec 2020
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Youngjae wants to take singing lessons.
Lucky for him, Yugyeom has a guy for that.Youngjae thinks he might be falling in love with his singing teacher.
But his teacher might already be Yugyeom's guy.Bookmarked by postraumatic
01 Dec 2020