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She had tried, she really had. She had woken before dawn and spent the following hour dry heaving over the sink until her throat burned. Staring at her reflection she barely recognized herself. Every morning the mirror showed her something new to worry about: sunken eyes, dull skin, hair that had started thinning at the temples.
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26 Feb 2026
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What had been supposed to be you going undercover as a babysitter to find out if the guy you guys were thinking of was the serial kidnapper/rapist/murderer that you were searching for ended with him seeing right through you and kidnapping you.
It had taken the Squad 5 Months to find you,now that you were found something even darker comes to light.Bookmarked by permaflost
04 Dec 2025
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Slow burn Rolivia set in S13
A/N: I've decided to split this fic into two parts, and will hopefully start working on part two over new years :)
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30 Nov 2025
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Olivia agrees to take care of an injured and drugged Amanda after she is seriously wounded in the field, and must deal with her detective's extreme physical pain and roller coaster of emotions during the time they spend together. Major trigger warnings for discussions/memories of rape and physical abuse
*Originally posted on Fanfiction on March 7th, 2017.*
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13 Nov 2025
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Olivia isn't thrilled with Amanda's behavior in 'Accredo'.
The first line of the fic is from canon but everything after that is not, though there are still spoilers for 20x05 'Accredo'.
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12 Nov 2025
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One unexpected night leaves Olivia and Amanda falling headfirst into a relationship neither of them know quite what to make of.
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01 Nov 2025
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She struck me hard like lightning (I really, really liked it) by EOobsessedSVUfan
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
08 Dec 2025
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So, I know October is almost over, but Rollins is back in SVU and I felt an urgent need to join in on Kinktober.
Let's pretend my two favorite detectives are happily together and up to no good.
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30 Oct 2025
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When Amanda doesn't return from the courthouse with Fin and Nick after Deputy Chief Patton's trial, a very concerned Olivia goes looking for her. Takes place right after "Forgiving Rollins". Major trigger warnings for the aftermath of rape and for suicidal thoughts/plans.
*Originally posted on Fanfiction.net on October 1st, 2017.*
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14 Oct 2025
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Amanda’s reaction was subtle at first—a small, almost hesitant smile. But Olivia saw it. She felt it. That quiet shift in the blonde’s demeanor, the way she carried herself for the rest of the day, was unmistakable. Amanda didn’t just hear the praise; she absorbed it, as though those two words had rewritten the way she saw herself. She moved with purpose, her focus sharper, her energy almost electric.
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Olivia discovers that Amanda has a praise kink and decides to experiment with this revelation.
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13 Oct 2025
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That defeated her, the unspoken implications in the words were enough, her adrenaline left her completely, she felt her legs wanting to give out and although didn't allow it, she didn't have the strength to speak again, nor to lift her head, she just wanted to run.
post 15x17 "Gambler's Fallacy"
(season 15 but Noah and my beloved Frannie Mae do not exist in this one).
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06 Oct 2025
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A place for kinky drabbles (or more often than not one-shots).
Inspired by Kinktober but like the lazy version.
***Requests welcome!***
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05 Oct 2025
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“Charles, I was thinking,” He talks as though Charles isn’t waiting on knees, desperate and pleading, “I think you don’t get to come unless I beat you in qualifying.”
Charles is speechless. It’s Wednesday, they had just checked into the hotel hours earlier. Qualifying isn’t until Saturday.
“What?” Charles barely manages to squeak out.
“I’ll know, if you do. You know that,” Seb walks back over towards the bed, not even sparing a look in Charles’ direction. “Beat me in qualifying, and you don’t get to come until the race.”or; Singapore 2019.
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- Part 8 of [the anon collection]
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30 Sep 2025
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如暗火一般的欲望原本应当在肉体的欢愉之后得到消解，但在越来越多的时候，那团火在他体内持续地烧灼，愈演愈烈。漫长而激烈的情事之后，夏尔伏在他怀里精疲力竭地喘，有时没等他清理完毕就沉沉睡去。他抚过那具柔顺的身躯，手指一寸一寸地逡巡过被他玩弄得红痕遍布、沾染湿迹的皮肤，在某些令他毛骨悚然的瞬间，不肯熄灭的施虐欲几乎要压过爱怜。
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麦克斯用意志力对黑暗的欲望进行顽强抵抗，而夏尔决定在二十岁后半进入迟来的叛逆期。
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- Part 5 of Juniper and Bergamot | 杜松子与香柠檬
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08 Sep 2025
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两次夏尔吐得很惨，一次她没有。
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01 Sep 2025
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得知红牛希望Lewis帮助Max Verstappen度过sub drop，Lewis的第一反应是：“这是他们的某种心理战策略吗。”
“我们一开始也这么觉得。”Toto说，“但Horner确实给出了一些相对合理的解释。团队也对他的说法进行了讨论和必要的验证……而且Horner威胁我们，如果你不同意，他们会向FIA起诉你，指控是银石的事故造成了Max 痛苦、无助的sub drop 。”
Lewis想笑，他也确实笑出声了。
“那是三个月之前的事。这激素反应堵车可真够久的。而且，众所周知，就在一个月前，我们这位 痛苦无助的sub 还差点一轮子碾碎我的脑袋。”2021年，焦灼的争冠年，Max陷入了非常严重的sub drop。他需要被支配。红牛联系了他的对手Lewis Hamilton帮忙。Lewis不明白为什么是自己。但由于被处罚的威胁——也可能是人道主义义务，他决定向自己的对手伸出援手。
*主4433，含446过去，有提到Max过去与其他人的ds关系。
*警告可能是巨量权力不平等/支配服从Series
- Part 4 of 维斯塔潘秽乱围场
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24 Aug 2025
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看吧！被宠爱之人的幸福总是千篇一律，然而那些胆战心惊、担惊受怕的人的不幸却有着千百种不同。
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17 Aug 2025
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他发誓，这是他最后一次操这个讨人厌的队友
剧透：完全不是最后
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10 Aug 2025
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Instead of finding the General as usual in his room, Hamilton met him at the head of the stairs.
“Colonel Hamilton, you have kept me waiting at the head of the stairs these ten minutes. I must tell you sir you treat me with disrespect.”
“I am not conscious of it Sir, but since you have thought it necessary to tell me so we part.”
“Very well Sir, if it be your choice.”
"But before we part, I believe you have a punishment to take."Bookmarked by permaflost
30 Jun 2025
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Christian felt something twist in his gut. He’d seen this before, years ago, the same man, the same illusion shattering in front of him time and time again.02.
Valtteri did know it, of course. Maybe not the exact flavour of Max's misery—because misery always had a signature—but he recognised the fundamental scaffolding of it.03.
Lewis had grown up with nothing, Nico had grown up with everything, and it had left them equally unprepared for the ways the world could hurt you.04.
No one was coming. No one was going to come. Mick was alone. He was fourteen. He was sixteen. He was so fucking scared.-=-
The long awaited side fic covering behind the offscreen moments from Singapore to Mexico in 'Of Me and You'. Probably does not go well as a stand alone unless you don't need a lot of context with your sadness XD
feat. a lot of near misses, laughing in the face of traditional crisis intervention and friends who have you every time (even if you don't want them too).
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- Part 8 of Of Us All
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28 Jun 2025
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He was a Jedi once. Now he’s a beast in a cage.
Lewis speaks soft lies. Nico teaches with pain.
Max bites, until he kneels.Series
- Part 1 of F1 x Star Wars
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24 Jun 2025