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Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family.
Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out.
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A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.
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- Part 2 of Return-to-Play
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- 20/20
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17 Feb 2026
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Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.
So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.
Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya- Language:
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16 Feb 2026
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“I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
“Yes?” Ilya said.
“I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
“So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
“Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.
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- Part 5 of perfect from now on
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- English
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- 24,461
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
16 Feb 2026
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Seven scandals in the life of Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 7 of perfect from now on
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- English
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- 17,068
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
14 Feb 2026
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Finding your soulmate is supposed to be beautiful. You stand in front of someone and you say their full name; they say yours. Your soulmarks appear somewhere on your bodies, and it's supposed to be beautiful. Life-changing.
It's not supposed to happen a week before the World Juniors tournament in a dirty Saskatchewan parking lot. It's not supposed to be Canada's newest darling hockey player and your future rival who whispers your name. It's not supposed to be a boy that your skin blooms for.
And if that does happen, despite the fact that it shouldn't, you're definitely not supposed to lie to your soulmate's face, refuse to say his name in return, and pretend that you never felt your soulmark appear at all. And if that happens, somehow, you're definitely not supposed to kiss him less than a year later. And then later. And then later. And then later, until you realize you never want to leave his bed despite the fact that you've never told him the truth about the bear tattoo on your chest.
or, finding out that his soulmate is Shane Hollander isn't beautiful. Ilya can't pretend that it's not life-changing though.
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- Part 4 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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13 Feb 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- 9,618
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
12 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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- 4/4
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12 Feb 2026
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love and lust (wanna be yours) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”
Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”
He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?
It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”
OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.
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- Part 1 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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- English
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- 11,920
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
12 Feb 2026
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“It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”
“Holy shit,” Shane says.
Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”
Bookmarked by pahfoo
11 Feb 2026
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Salmon Fishing in the Olympics by GhostofBambi for cgner
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 Jul 2017
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Modern Era AU: When Lily Evans seeks assistance from James Potter to avoid the attentions of a suitor who just won't take no for an answer, she accidentally lands them both on the front page of every gossip magazine in Britain. She should have thought about that before pretending to be the girlfriend of a famous athlete.
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Whoever is answering the phone as "FBI Assistant Director Robert Harvelle," she really hopes they come through for her, because her handcuff-slipping skills are definitely not up to par yet.
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The hunting community, after the apocalypse-that-never-happened.
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22 Dec 2024
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Life and Honor by NoOne0_o
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
20 Jan 2022
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After killing the Mad King, Jaime Lannister is forced to take the black. He expects a life of tedium and misery, but upon finding an unlikely friend in Mance Rayder, realizes the world doesn’t end at the Wall—while discovering it’s possible to question common perceptions of honor without rejecting morality entirely.
As Jaime finds a place in the Night’s Watch, he grapples with evidence of an impossible threat mounting far to the north.
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- 29/?
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
06 Aug 2024
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Unclear if I’m more invested in this verse or actual asoiaf at this point
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28 Apr 2022
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Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine? by deweydecibelsystem for Iskar_Jarak
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
31 Jul 2019
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Lord Tywin takes advantage of House Baratheon's misfortune, and Jaime finds himself with an unwanted - and unwanting - betrothed.
Lyanna is relieved that Jaime Lannister doesn't seem as stupid as Robert was, but she may come to regret that at Harrenhal.
Bookmarked by pahfoo
31 Dec 2019
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- Part 8 of Honor Thy Regard
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- English
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25 Apr 2019
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The Ballad of the Kingslayer and the Lady Evenstar by Lady_in_Red
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
11 Dec 2013
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From Lady Stoneheart all the way to endgame in 25 chapters
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05 Apr 2019
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Living Fiction by Archetype_ElectraHeart
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
28 Feb 2015
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When Brienne Tarth is assigned to be Jaime Lannister's new editor at Winterfell Publishing, she knows he has a reputation for being difficult, but she has never been one to back down from a challenge.
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
10 Mar 2019
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"It's a choice every time," she said.
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- Part 7 of Game of Thrones works
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10 Mar 2019
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A Lion Still Has Claws by congratsyouvegrownasoul
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
19 May 2013
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A singer from the North comes to Tarth, bringing old resentments and strange songs. Joanna has questions for her father about family history.
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- Part 3 of Tarth, After the War
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10 Mar 2019
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Jaime didn’t really expect things to go well when he rode north, but after all, they hadn’t been going well otherwise, so it wasn’t that much of a change.
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- Part 3 of Game of Thrones works
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,072
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by pahfoo
09 Mar 2019